Thanks, im glad i can make your experience betterpeople like you have made it very enjoyable
love you bhai
Love ya too 
This what happens if u let urself rot for long time of period + gooning everyday. This is fixable thoBack even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.
I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.
This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.
I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon
@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser
i analyze people's faces in school now
I don't goon everyday
But yeah rotting is right.
That's just your subconcious slipping into your concious, you know you always analyze everyones faces but now you just do it more conciously than beforei analyze people's faces in school now
It's enjoyable
social isolation is pretty bad for your mental healthIt's enjoyable
yeah but i can like point out in my head specificallyThat's just your subconcious slipping into your concious, you know you always analyze everyones faces but now you just do it more conciously than before
It is very bad, especially over long periods of times.
I always see people's jawlines.. I mean its crazy how many people dont even have clear jawlinesyeah but i can like point out in my head specifically
I thought you just had to be lean to have one (cause that's how i got improves mine) but turns out 80% of the people i see genuinely look recessed 
i personally love and hate social isolation, it makes me depressed asf but ldaring feels so nice
this freshman in my class has the craziest eye area but is height nerfed hes like 5'2I always see people's jawlines.. I mean its crazy how many people dont even have clear jawlines
as soon as I turned 16 everything went downhillBack even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.
I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.
This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.
I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon
@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser
Same, I do it because I can, and I love structuring everythingi analyze people's faces in school now
I like solitude personally, i feel very comfortable and clear in my head when im alone.
same hereas soon as I turned 16 everything went downhill
we gotta get a jobI like solitude personally, i feel very comfortable and clear in my head when im alone.
But i know in reality that's not the way to live life, and i'll probably end up homeless if i LDAR too much
wait how old are you nowsame here
5'2 and 5'9 is big difference tho ur good at 5'9 imo u prob just cant slay htbs yk (without status or money or chad face)Described me
i turn 18 next month
Yep. I should already be looking around since i finish school next year.. I could probably find something with connections from my mom.. but it's just some minimum wage stuff for now.we gotta get a job
you can always escape my friend.Back even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.
I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.
This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.
I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon
@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser
gl bhai
I think im okay in the slaying aspect, you're right
Still got abunch of time to turn things aroundi turn 18 next month
One day. Im fine now.
finding work is so brutal man, ive been applying everywhere and not been getting any luckThanks
I might aswell. If i find that i truly can't turn things around without it then i might quit for a month or two.Still got abunch of time to turn things around
Maybe self ban from the forum if it's stealing all your time, I plan on doing it soon
You have to know where to apply.. These people need to want YOU and your abilities specifically, otherwise they'll just take better options.
Can confirm
Made this account at 15
Iโm not saying go to therapy thatโs not what I did what Iโm saying is put yourself in social situations as much as you can and face your fear thatโs what I mean by โ exposure therapyโ and youโll be back again in a few weeks
You're still going, you can always get out and enjoy your life to the fullest - however if this is what yu enjoy in the freetime then thats all good in my bookMade this account at 15
Oh yeah i see. I might try to talk to people more, for now i cant even hold a sentence together
am i?
I will eventually i think, thanksIts ok bro
take a break from the internet
I was the same 6 months ago, after 1 months of just Turning my mind off and just talking to people it got way better now Iโm back normal again it will suck at first but it gets better with time
thanks for the advice then, im glad you got better aswell
It's just human nature to be social creatures. When you aren't social you become "different". But i also always disliked parties and such, i was a 1 on 1 kind of person.id rather stay inside or at some lavioush environment with my SL+ wife
Fuck โsocializing with large groupsโ
best course of action would be js deleting and leaving all these communities and foecing yourself to be out there againBack even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.
I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.
This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.
I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon
@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser
