WonkyChin186
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Id spend 30m straight first thing in the morning measuring myself from every different angle and every possible method and every possible foot posture and neck and back posture and constantly be thinking about it 24/7
it went away over time but I think it was because I'm not goodlooking and my proportions and face and personality irl suit being tall alot and I hadn't grown for a little while (I was 6'-6'1 at 14 when this was happening) and I was terrified I was done growing and that id lose my privilege over other people, it went away completely once I hit 6'2, if i stayed at 6'0.5 i genuinely think I would've gotten LL somehow, the obsession was so ridiculously bad idk what was wrong with me
I also have a microscopic frame while having a feminine face so being tall was the only way I'm intimidating/having presence of some sort irl, and in my friend group I was always atleast 6" taller than everyone else but everyone else was growing and the gaps were closing which I could tolerate if I was still objectively really tall compared to everyone else but if I lost being tall itself too I couldn't deal with that
I'm 6'3.75 btw
it went away over time but I think it was because I'm not goodlooking and my proportions and face and personality irl suit being tall alot and I hadn't grown for a little while (I was 6'-6'1 at 14 when this was happening) and I was terrified I was done growing and that id lose my privilege over other people, it went away completely once I hit 6'2, if i stayed at 6'0.5 i genuinely think I would've gotten LL somehow, the obsession was so ridiculously bad idk what was wrong with me
I also have a microscopic frame while having a feminine face so being tall was the only way I'm intimidating/having presence of some sort irl, and in my friend group I was always atleast 6" taller than everyone else but everyone else was growing and the gaps were closing which I could tolerate if I was still objectively really tall compared to everyone else but if I lost being tall itself too I couldn't deal with that
I'm 6'3.75 btw