BigBallsLarry
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I loved playing with myself, i'd basically do it all the time, it was my favorite activity as a kid.
I'd genuinely just sit in my room, no phone, no computer, no toys, and just play with myself through pure imagination.
I would close my eyes and just start doing it, with intense scenarios and using my mouth to make sounds relevant to them, and my mind would create music symphonies relevant to the situation. My mom would sometimes walk in on me but brush it off as simple playing - but it was much more than that.
Just imagine, crazy superhero battles with superpowers, extremely well choreographed fights, doing a 1v50 with a time stop ability, and it's all in your head.
My imagination and creativity was always amazing. I could create worlds that genuinely felt movie-like in my bedroom and play it out as if i was the main character. Instead of going outside and playing with friends (i still did that, but less than your average kid) - i'd stay in my room and play with MYSELF and my mind.
I'd much prefer imagination over toys, because toys were set in logic and limited, while in my mind i could do everything.
I believe this strong visualisation might be linked to neurodivergence, but i'm not sure.
@Daddy's Home @Jason Voorhees @Orka @LXR @BigBallsHisty
I'd genuinely just sit in my room, no phone, no computer, no toys, and just play with myself through pure imagination.
I would close my eyes and just start doing it, with intense scenarios and using my mouth to make sounds relevant to them, and my mind would create music symphonies relevant to the situation. My mom would sometimes walk in on me but brush it off as simple playing - but it was much more than that.
Just imagine, crazy superhero battles with superpowers, extremely well choreographed fights, doing a 1v50 with a time stop ability, and it's all in your head.
My imagination and creativity was always amazing. I could create worlds that genuinely felt movie-like in my bedroom and play it out as if i was the main character. Instead of going outside and playing with friends (i still did that, but less than your average kid) - i'd stay in my room and play with MYSELF and my mind.
I'd much prefer imagination over toys, because toys were set in logic and limited, while in my mind i could do everything.
I believe this strong visualisation might be linked to neurodivergence, but i'm not sure.
@Daddy's Home @Jason Voorhees @Orka @LXR @BigBallsHisty





