funfafy812
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Its always a girl am i right? Anyways. Im around a freshman in highschool right? and im doing my stuff in class as usual and out of nowhere. This girl (i wont leak her name lets just call her A) Asks me to eat lunch with her and her friends 1V6 Anyways im thinking to myself like holy fuck a girl asking me to do something? (Ive never been approached by a girl in my life (14 at the time) I Sit with her at lunch and everything goes good for like id say 4-6 weeks. I have a big crush on her and i really wanna ask her out. 2-4 weeks later i get devasting news. After talking to her (I got her snap) For throughout Feb-June She told me she has a bf now. When i tell you how i felt in that moment i honestly couldnt. As some of you may know i am disabled so having a girl in my life whatsoever was LIFE changing. After that i became extremely depressed. The worst part? id have to see her with the bf every. single. week. I was so close to killing myself. I attempted to die by overdosing but it didn't work. And after the brutal depression era. I stared at some dumbbells i had in my room. I thought to myself. Maybe if i looked better and was more fit even tho with one arm. Maybe i can try. Thats the first time i ever started lifting EVER. (I eventually got into a real gym 1-2 months later.) (Oh yeah i forgot to mention theres a second girl named K. I had a crush on her in around october-December then she rejected me to cause she liked someone else LOL. Anyways. After the gym-ark/Ascension Ark. The first girl A started liking me? she flirted with me even tho she had a bf also she was so sweet and kind. I miss 2024 so badly. Anyways we flirted around and stuff throughout February-July best months ever. Anyways story ofc ends with eventually she gets with ANOTHER diff guy and i wasted over 2-3 years of my life on this girl. I still hate myself to this day for doing allat for her. But she was very sweet.
