i wanna vent about a girl. And everything that got me to where i am now.

[funfafy812]

Its always a girl am i right? Anyways. Im around a freshman in highschool right? and im doing my stuff in class as usual and out of nowhere. This girl (i wont leak her name lets just call her A) Asks me to eat lunch with her and her friends 1V6 Anyways im thinking to myself like holy fuck a girl asking me to do something? (Ive never been approached by a girl in my life (14 at the time) I Sit with her at lunch and everything goes good for like id say 4-6 weeks. I have a big crush on her and i really wanna ask her out. 2-4 weeks later i get devasting news. After talking to her (I got her snap) For throughout Feb-June She told me she has a bf now. When i tell you how i felt in that moment i honestly couldnt. As some of you may know i am disabled so having a girl in my life whatsoever was LIFE changing. After that i became extremely depressed. The worst part? id have to see her with the bf every. single. week. I was so close to killing myself. I attempted to die by overdosing but it didn't work. And after the brutal depression era. I stared at some dumbbells i had in my room. I thought to myself. Maybe if i looked better and was more fit even tho with one arm. Maybe i can try. Thats the first time i ever started lifting EVER. (I eventually got into a real gym 1-2 months later.) (Oh yeah i forgot to mention theres a second girl named K. I had a crush on her in around october-December then she rejected me to cause she liked someone else LOL. Anyways. After the gym-ark/Ascension Ark. The first girl A started liking me? she flirted with me even tho she had a bf also she was so sweet and kind. I miss 2024 so badly. Anyways we flirted around and stuff throughout February-July best months ever. Anyways story ofc ends with eventually she gets with ANOTHER diff guy and i wasted over 2-3 years of my life on this girl. I still hate myself to this day for doing allat for her. But she was very sweet.

 

[danyept]

dnr

 

[funfafy812]

dnr

 

[TACOCEL_]

Dnr

 

[funfafy812]

Dnr

 

[jester]

Its always a girl am i right? Anyways. Im around a freshman in highschool right? and im doing my stuff in class as usual and out of nowhere. This girl (i wont leak her name lets just call her A) Asks me to eat lunch with her and her friends 1V6 Anyways im thinking to myself like holy fuck a girl asking me to do something? (Ive never been approached by a girl in my life (14 at the time) I Sit with her at lunch and everything goes good for like id say 4-6 weeks. I have a big crush on her and i really wanna ask her out. 2-4 weeks later i get devasting news. After talking to her (I got her snap) For throughout Feb-June She told me she has a bf now. When i tell you how i felt in that moment i honestly couldnt. As some of you may know i am disabled so having a girl in my life whatsoever was LIFE changing. After that i became extremely depressed. The worst part? id have to see her with the bf every. single. week. I was so close to killing myself. I attempted to die by overdosing but it didn't work. And after the brutal depression era. I stared at some dumbbells i had in my room. I thought to myself. Maybe if i looked better and was more fit even tho with one arm. Maybe i can try. Thats the first time i ever started lifting EVER. (I eventually got into a real gym 1-2 months later.) (Oh yeah i forgot to mention theres a second girl named K. I had a crush on her in around october-December then she rejected me to cause she liked someone else LOL. Anyways. After the gym-ark/Ascension Ark. The first girl A started liking me? she flirted with me even tho she had a bf also she was so sweet and kind. I miss 2024 so badly. Anyways we flirted around and stuff throughout February-July best months ever. Anyways story ofc ends with eventually she gets with ANOTHER diff guy and i wasted over 2-3 years of my life on this girl. I still hate myself to this day for doing allat for her. But she was very sweet.

just aura farm
get a cape but don’t put ur arm in the sleeve and let it hang like shanks
lowk tuff
anyway dnr

 

[anonimos]

 

[funfafy812]

fac

just aura farm
get a cape but don’t put ur arm in the sleeve and let it hang like shanks
lowk tuff
anyway dnr

factual capemaxx and become batman

 

[Nutsack2000]

read it

my conclusion, kill them

 

[iGoontoTheHolocaust]

Its always a girl am i right?

i mean yeah thats water, foids cause all problems and are problems themselves, tfd

 

[xzylecrey]

Anyways story ofc ends with eventually she gets with ANOTHER diff guy and i wasted over 2-3 years of my life on this girl. I still hate myself to this day for doing allat for her. But she was very sweet.

Yeah Early bird gets the worm flirting doesnt mean anything. Mirin story

 

[funfafy812]

Yeah Early bird gets the worm flirting doesnt mean anything. Mirin story

thanks bra anyways ive learned now i just wanna slay and cheat on foids now lol

 

[Coolman788]

I wish u all the best

 

[KellSS]

Its always a girl am i right? Anyways. Im around a freshman in highschool right? and im doing my stuff in class as usual and out of nowhere. This girl (i wont leak her name lets just call her A) Asks me to eat lunch with her and her friends 1V6 Anyways im thinking to myself like holy fuck a girl asking me to do something? (Ive never been approached by a girl in my life (14 at the time) I Sit with her at lunch and everything goes good for like id say 4-6 weeks. I have a big crush on her and i really wanna ask her out. 2-4 weeks later i get devasting news. After talking to her (I got her snap) For throughout Feb-June She told me she has a bf now. When i tell you how i felt in that moment i honestly couldnt. As some of you may know i am disabled so having a girl in my life whatsoever was LIFE changing. After that i became extremely depressed. The worst part? id have to see her with the bf every. single. week. I was so close to killing myself. I attempted to die by overdosing but it didn't work. And after the brutal depression era. I stared at some dumbbells i had in my room. I thought to myself. Maybe if i looked better and was more fit even tho with one arm. Maybe i can try. Thats the first time i ever started lifting EVER. (I eventually got into a real gym 1-2 months later.) (Oh yeah i forgot to mention theres a second girl named K. I had a crush on her in around october-December then she rejected me to cause she liked someone else LOL. Anyways. After the gym-ark/Ascension Ark. The first girl A started liking me? she flirted with me even tho she had a bf also she was so sweet and kind. I miss 2024 so badly. Anyways we flirted around and stuff throughout February-July best months ever. Anyways story ofc ends with eventually she gets with ANOTHER diff guy and i wasted over 2-3 years of my life on this girl. I still hate myself to this day for doing allat for her. But she was very sweet.

Dnr

 

[annenisikeyim]

Its always a girl am i right? Anyways. Im around a freshman in highschool right? and im doing my stuff in class as usual and out of nowhere. This girl (i wont leak her name lets just call her A) Asks me to eat lunch with her and her friends 1V6 Anyways im thinking to myself like holy fuck a girl asking me to do something? (Ive never been approached by a girl in my life (14 at the time) I Sit with her at lunch and everything goes good for like id say 4-6 weeks. I have a big crush on her and i really wanna ask her out. 2-4 weeks later i get devasting news. After talking to her (I got her snap) For throughout Feb-June She told me she has a bf now. When i tell you how i felt in that moment i honestly couldnt. As some of you may know i am disabled so having a girl in my life whatsoever was LIFE changing. After that i became extremely depressed. The worst part? id have to see her with the bf every. single. week. I was so close to killing myself. I attempted to die by overdosing but it didn't work. And after the brutal depression era. I stared at some dumbbells i had in my room. I thought to myself. Maybe if i looked better and was more fit even tho with one arm. Maybe i can try. Thats the first time i ever started lifting EVER. (I eventually got into a real gym 1-2 months later.) (Oh yeah i forgot to mention theres a second girl named K. I had a crush on her in around october-December then she rejected me to cause she liked someone else LOL. Anyways. After the gym-ark/Ascension Ark. The first girl A started liking me? she flirted with me even tho she had a bf also she was so sweet and kind. I miss 2024 so badly. Anyways we flirted around and stuff throughout February-July best months ever. Anyways story ofc ends with eventually she gets with ANOTHER diff guy and i wasted over 2-3 years of my life on this girl. I still hate myself to this day for doing allat for her. But she was very sweet.

isnt this a canon event?
you literally live this to grow my friend most of these guys didnt even gaf bout you but i understand you cuz i went through this shit in middle school + high school.Being depressed is really bad i know it may not sound much but i lost 15 kgs in 1 month when i was sad
llong story short, you got to find a way to cope. some may say you gon be gymcel but go to gym talk to people its the basics do what you like hang around in a mall girls gonna be girls just gotta get your guard up. dont matter she sweet if she treated you like the scum of the world