I want to completely change my life. (looksmaxxing + life maxxing) - HELP.

[rookielooxmax]

Back story: 17m 5’9 130. i want to change my life. ive been mediocre most of my life. up until the last two years (grade 11 and 12) i had seen an emergence of above average performance in everything (basketball, school, looks, height). i dont know where to start. i feel like i had fallen off when i had completely indulged my self into the bp. i started smoking weed and drinking to cope, im out of shape, im so bad at my classes, all i do is study, i have no social life. what the fuck do i do. im genuinely worried im going to lose my university acceptances.

i have the next two weeks to change my life:

why two weeks? - its spring break, i finally
have time

what i need to accomplish:

1. happiness - i just want to feel better and be happier everyday, ive noticed i havent had a truly positive thought in a minute.

2. an understanding of vectors, equilibrium, energy and momentum - this class is my main stressor. i currently have a 50% in physics i have to retake those tests for me to bring my grade up (for uni). i try so hard in this class, hours of studying, tutoring, outside of school help from teachers. but i dont seem to understand.

3. health - i barely sleep, i barely eat, i smoke weed (less and less, this is what i thought the problem was first. unfortunately even after cutting it out, it really made no difference), i tried to quit vaping but ive been vaping since i was 11 so thats been a challenge for me (im using nicotine mouth pouches more, vaping less). also, i’ve genuinely never been to the gym consistently other than for basketball season. now that i am in grade 12 and the basketball season has been over for a month and a half im completely out of shape.

4. a better mindset - prior to me being blackpilled, i was very confident with girls, very confident before tests, i was very decisive. i always knew what to do, when to do it and how to do it.

5. money - i work with my mom and she pays me jack shit. i dont blame her id definitely be using money for weed, nic, liqour and looksmaxxing. i want to learn to be better with my money and not use it on dumb shit like weed and nic and liqour. plus i wna
hop on gh asap cuz growth plates open, i need money for that.


Honestly any and all help would be appreciated. i am desperate. i want to change. if you read it thank you, if you dont all good.

dropped a couple pictures of me so yall at least see the progress (in looks) that i have had. first pic was september 2nd the second pic was last week, i grew from 5’7 to 5’9.

 

[dnrwarrior11]

u didnt have to make this

just go and do it.

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

No one cares

 

[imblackandokwithit]

good!

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

Good looksmaxxing progress

I don't get what you're asking help for, only you can help yourself, if you want advice, ask questions directly we will be able to answer better

 

[rookielooxmax]

u didnt have to make this

just go and do it.

niggas like you dont understand how debilitating weak mental health can do to someone. theres no way i should be putting in all this effort in school just to get a 50% in physics, while barely eating, barely getting sleep. ive set up schedules, have gon to counselling have done quite a bit. i promise. im trying.

 

[rookielooxmax]

Good looksmaxxing progress

I don't get what you're asking help for, only you can help yourself, if you want advice, ask questions directly we will be able to answer better

okay thank you, well where do i start. my spring break starts tomorrow. what should i do? i feel burnt out already, should i take a couple days to rest then learn physics n start goin to the gym or do i just start right away. i feel like i have no time if i were to rest.

 

[rookielooxmax]

using physics and gym as an example for bettering life. one thing that also scares me is that what ive im doing something wrong and stunting my development. idk. it almost feels hopeless.

okay thank you, well where do i start. my spring break starts tomorrow. what should i do? i feel burnt out already, should i take a couple days to rest then learn physics n start goin to the gym or do i just start right away. i feel like i have no time if i were to rest.

 

[dnrwarrior11]

niggas like you dont understand how debilitating weak mental health can do to someone. theres no way i should be putting in all this effort in school just to get a 50% in physics, while barely eating, barely getting sleep. ive set up schedules, have gon to counselling have done quite a bit. i promise. im trying.

i understand, i have had moments like that in my life but im just saying take action, u dont have to write a thread on this

also make sure to keep checkin up on sally vro

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

don't spend so much time logging W and Ls, who care abt your 10 mins of meditations, sleep 10 more minutes instead
Eat well, potatoes, eggs, meat, drink coffee

 

[zuku]

why would you not be happy as a htn

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

okay thank you, well where do i start. my spring break starts tomorrow. what should i do? i feel burnt out already, should i take a couple days to rest then learn physics n start goin to the gym or do i just start right away. i feel like i have no time if i were to rest.

Set up a schedule, each day, do some sports (take rest days if needed), study and leave some time to decompress, high cortisol is fucking you up, you need to regulate your stress.

 

[rookielooxmax]

don't spend so much time logging W and Ls, who care abt your 10 mins of meditations, sleep 10 more minutes instead
Eat well, potatoes, eggs, meat, drink coffee

i care about my 10 minutes of meditation or ill start fucking crying over a test i studied so hard for man. thats my point i do all this cope shit and nothings helping. i also generally do eat healthy (when im actually eating full meals and its not midterms so i can cook healthy, my mom drenches our food in oil)

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

why would you not be happy as a htn

5'9 and theres more to life than face

 

[vitaminD]

niggas like you dont understand how debilitating weak mental health can do to someone. theres no way i should be putting in all this effort in school just to get a 50% in physics, while barely eating, barely getting sleep. ive set up schedules, have gon to counselling have done quite a bit. i promise. im trying.

W check up on sally

 

[rookielooxmax]

W check up on sally

yea thats my auntie, she went thru surgery recently. im tryna be normal and like a better person who cares about people

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

i care about my 10 minutes of meditation or ill start fucking crying over a test i studied so hard for man. thats my point i do all this cope shit and nothings helping. i also generally do eat healthy (when im actually eating full meals and its not midterms so i can cook healthy, my mom drenches our food in oil)

Any way, find a way to sleep at least 6hrs otherwise you will kys, but aim for 8hrs.

 

[zuku]

5'9 and theres more to life than face

5'9 HTN, just wear height increasing insoles and sneakers and be 6'1

 

[rookielooxmax]

Set up a schedule, each day, do some sports (take rest days if needed), study and leave some time to decompress, high cortisol is fucking you up, you need to regulate your stress.

your right. prior to this semester i’ve literally never tried in school. since i was a kid my main way of coping as been vaping and destructive means. now that this year is hard and actually matters im stuck stressed idk what to do and im going insane. i have a good chunk of time after school when ill be setting my schedule. thank you. i just gotta stick to it.

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

5'9 HTN, just wear height increasing insoles and sneakers and be 6'1

that's ridiculous, gtfo jordan barret avi greycel

 

[rookielooxmax]

i understand, i have had moments like that in my life but im just saying take action, u dont have to write a thread on this

also make sure to keep checkin up on sally vro

this was truly life fuel man. it makes me happy knowing that im not alone and we all go through this and that its human nature.

 

[zuku]

that's ridiculous, gtfo jordan barret avi greycel

you look like you stop listening to artists you like if they get too famous
fucking kill yourself

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

your right. prior to this semester i’ve literally never tried in school. since i was a kid my main way of coping as been vaping and destructive means. now that this year is hard and actually matters im stuck stressed idk what to do and im going insane. i have a good chunk of time after school when ill be setting my schedule. thank you. i just gotta stick to it.

you can do basketball, listen to music are talk to friends to lower your stress, but don't spend too much time here either, its hella toxic

 

[rookielooxmax]

why would you not be happy as a htn

5’9

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

you look like you stop listening to artists you like if they get too famous
fucking kill yourself

He asks for advice because he wants to improve and you tell him to just be complacent. He literraly didn't ask for anything about face, only height health and money, but your punk ass thought just fraud 5in of height.

 

[zuku]

5’9

dude 5'9 is fine. If you wear sneakers you are basically 6'0.
Just consume less bp content daily, go talks to more chicks, set an amount of money to save every month, try not to smoke weed, eat better, sleep better

 

[zuku]

He asks for advice because he wants to improve and you tell him to just be complacent. He literraly didn't ask for anything about face, only height health and money, but your punk ass thought just fraud 5in of height.

It was a joke. I gave him advice.

 

[KaisenMaxxer]

dude 5'9 is fine. If you wear sneakers you are basically 6'0.
Just consume less bp content daily, go talks to more chicks, set an amount of money to save every month, try not to smoke weed, eat better, sleep better

yeah fucking water nigger, you're so useless, and go back to rater ta L1 de droit sale fils de pute

 

[rookielooxmax]

dude 5'9 is fine. If you wear sneakers you are basically 6'0.
Just consume less bp content daily, go talks to more chicks, set an amount of money to save every month, try not to smoke weed, eat better, sleep better

5’9 is not fine. im like rarely every on my phone (due to studying). i dont want chicks right now i want a better life. and weed is an addiction, im definitely getting better with it i started this 4 days ago and havent smoked since. (ignore my shitty writing). do you now see why im struggling so hard. it feels like i am doing so much but gaining so little. ive been burnt out as i usually work 10 hours a day during summer, winter and spring breaks (ive been working with my mom for years). luckily my mom is FINALLY seeing how crazy im going and shes giving me the chance to finally rest and have time just for my self. the whole point of the original thread was, hey i finally have this time to be better man how do i do it?

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

Back story: 17m 5’9 130. i want to change my life. ive been mediocre most of my life. up until the last two years (grade 11 and 12) i had seen an emergence of above average performance in everything (basketball, school, looks, height). i dont know where to start. i feel like i had fallen off when i had completely indulged my self into the bp. i started smoking weed and drinking to cope, im out of shape, im so bad at my classes, all i do is study, i have no social life. what the fuck do i do. im genuinely worried im going to lose my university acceptances.

i have the next two weeks to change my life:

why two weeks? - its spring break, i finally
have time

what i need to accomplish:

1. happiness - i just want to feel better and be happier everyday, ive noticed i havent had a truly positive thought in a minute.

2. an understanding of vectors, equilibrium, energy and momentum - this class is my main stressor. i currently have a 50% in physics i have to retake those tests for me to bring my grade up (for uni). i try so hard in this class, hours of studying, tutoring, outside of school help from teachers. but i dont seem to understand.

3. health - i barely sleep, i barely eat, i smoke weed (less and less, this is what i thought the problem was first. unfortunately even after cutting it out, it really made no difference), i tried to quit vaping but ive been vaping since i was 11 so thats been a challenge for me (im using nicotine mouth pouches more, vaping less). also, i’ve genuinely never been to the gym consistently other than for basketball season. now that i am in grade 12 and the basketball season has been over for a month and a half im completely out of shape.

4. a better mindset - prior to me being blackpilled, i was very confident with girls, very confident before tests, i was very decisive. i always knew what to do, when to do it and how to do it.

5. money - i work with my mom and she pays me jack shit. i dont blame her id definitely be using money for weed, nic, liqour and looksmaxxing. i want to learn to be better with my money and not use it on dumb shit like weed and nic and liqour. plus i wna
hop on gh asap cuz growth plates open, i need money for that.


Honestly any and all help would be appreciated. i am desperate. i want to change. if you read it thank you, if you dont all good.

dropped a couple pictures of me so yall at least see the progress (in looks) that i have had. first pic was september 2nd the second pic was last week, i grew from 5’7 to 5’9.

good progress, more improvement will not just happen in two weeks but you can start. neck training and test gh is what I recommend it will improve your dimorphism which should ascend u

 

[rookielooxmax]

good progress, more improvement will not just happen in two weeks but you can start. neck training and test gh is what I recommend it will improve your dimorphism which should ascend u

okay thank you for looks advice, now how do i make my life better outside of looks. and how do i start gh and test and all this stuff.

 

[shewantsme]

if you want help with physics khan academy on yt is a good channel, and 3blue1brown is amazing at teaching math

 

[rookielooxmax]

if you want help with physics khan academy on yt is a good channel, and 3blue1brown is amazing at teaching math

im great at math. like amazing. the math portion of physics is not the hard part. its actually understanding the concepts and how it relates to the math (i got a 95 in AP Calc). i usually watch the organic chemistry tutor but in harder classes i swear he just confuses me more. ill use your suggestion to watch those two. do you think i could learn those 3 topics in 2 weeks (with help of a tutor and daily practice)

 

[IrishSlayer1483]

okay thank you for looks advice, now how do i make my life better outside of looks. and how do i start gh and test and all this stuff.

try appreciate nature and get closer to friends and family, dont try to force it just make an effort. pray also.

As far as test and gh goes it depends on ur goals u are going to have to do research on whats ideal for u and source these things for ur country

 

[zuku]

5’9 is not fine. im like rarely every on my phone (due to studying). i dont want chicks right now i want a better life. and weed is an addiction, im definitely getting better with it i started this 4 days ago and havent smoked since. (ignore my shitty writing). do you now see why im struggling so hard. it feels like i am doing so much but gaining so little. ive been burnt out as i usually work 10 hours a day during summer, winter and spring breaks (ive been working with my mom for years). luckily my mom is FINALLY seeing how crazy im going and shes giving me the chance to finally rest and have time just for my self. the whole point of the original thread was, hey i finally have this time to be better man how do i do it?

Well I just assumed you consumed alot of blackpill content since you told me that you are now too "blackpilled" to be as confident as before, and my advice was "abording girls" but people in general to get your confidence back, not to get a girlfriend.

If you're struggling with happiness i'll suggest you to go back to sports like you did before; if you're struggling to find a passion or something that you like, try to identify what you don't like doing

 

[rookielooxmax]

try appreciate nature and get closer to friends and family, dont try to force it just make an effort. pray also.

As far as test and gh goes it depends on ur goals u are going to have to do research on whats ideal for u and source these things for ur country

i live in canada, weathers definitely getting nicer so ill be taking advantage of that as i do every year. and your right about forcing it. i tend to be a control freak and i see why that can give me a sort of “tunnel vision”

 

[rookielooxmax]

Well I just assumed you consumed alot of blackpill content since you told me that you are now too "blackpilled" to be as confident as before, and my advice was "abording girls" but people in general to get your confidence back, not to get a girlfriend.

If you're struggling with happiness i'll suggest you to go back to sports like you did before; if you're struggling to find a passion or something that you like, try to identify what you don't like doing

its not that i dont like doing anything. i like physics, i like school, i like chemistry, these were ALWAYS my strong suits - to put this into perspective, imagine you were at the top of ur class and got into a bunch of good unis in america and your country. then not even a few months later you started failing the classes that got you there in the first place. why am i bad at the thing i love doing if i put in so much effort.

 

[zuku]

its not that i dont like doing anything. i like physics, i like school, i like chemistry, these were ALWAYS my strong suits - to put this into perspective, imagine you were at the top of ur class and got into a bunch of good unis in america and your country. then not even a few months later you started failing the classes that got you there in the first place. why am i bad at the thing i love doing if i put in so much effort.

I don't know, really, try to talk to this to your friends and family, or to a professional

 

[stefthetics]

Back story: 17m 5’9 130. i want to change my life. ive been mediocre most of my life. up until the last two years (grade 11 and 12) i had seen an emergence of above average performance in everything (basketball, school, looks, height). i dont know where to start. i feel like i had fallen off when i had completely indulged my self into the bp. i started smoking weed and drinking to cope, im out of shape, im so bad at my classes, all i do is study, i have no social life. what the fuck do i do. im genuinely worried im going to lose my university acceptances.

i have the next two weeks to change my life:

why two weeks? - its spring break, i finally
have time

what i need to accomplish:

1. happiness - i just want to feel better and be happier everyday, ive noticed i havent had a truly positive thought in a minute.

2. an understanding of vectors, equilibrium, energy and momentum - this class is my main stressor. i currently have a 50% in physics i have to retake those tests for me to bring my grade up (for uni). i try so hard in this class, hours of studying, tutoring, outside of school help from teachers. but i dont seem to understand.

3. health - i barely sleep, i barely eat, i smoke weed (less and less, this is what i thought the problem was first. unfortunately even after cutting it out, it really made no difference), i tried to quit vaping but ive been vaping since i was 11 so thats been a challenge for me (im using nicotine mouth pouches more, vaping less). also, i’ve genuinely never been to the gym consistently other than for basketball season. now that i am in grade 12 and the basketball season has been over for a month and a half im completely out of shape.

4. a better mindset - prior to me being blackpilled, i was very confident with girls, very confident before tests, i was very decisive. i always knew what to do, when to do it and how to do it.

5. money - i work with my mom and she pays me jack shit. i dont blame her id definitely be using money for weed, nic, liqour and looksmaxxing. i want to learn to be better with my money and not use it on dumb shit like weed and nic and liqour. plus i wna
hop on gh asap cuz growth plates open, i need money for that.


Honestly any and all help would be appreciated. i am desperate. i want to change. if you read it thank you, if you dont all good.

dropped a couple pictures of me so yall at least see the progress (in looks) that i have had. first pic was september 2nd the second pic was last week, i grew from 5’7 to 5’9.

don't go and ask us bro do it for urself

 

[rookielooxmax]

don't go and ask us bro do it for urself

read the thread. thank you.

 

[rookielooxmax]

I don't know, really, try to talk to this to your friends and family, or to a professional

believe it or not. all the stuff ive been doing like the scheduling, tutoring all that stuff is advice from teachers, loved ones, and my therapist. asking org was truly like my last resort before i accept my life as a mediocre 5’9 ethnic dude with a shit job and no wife.

 

[MagicalWaves]

Back story: 17m 5’9 130. i want to change my life. ive been mediocre most of my life. up until the last two years (grade 11 and 12) i had seen an emergence of above average performance in everything (basketball, school, looks, height). i dont know where to start. i feel like i had fallen off when i had completely indulged my self into the bp. i started smoking weed and drinking to cope, im out of shape, im so bad at my classes, all i do is study, i have no social life. what the fuck do i do. im genuinely worried im going to lose my university acceptances.

i have the next two weeks to change my life:

why two weeks? - its spring break, i finally
have time

what i need to accomplish:

1. happiness - i just want to feel better and be happier everyday, ive noticed i havent had a truly positive thought in a minute.

2. an understanding of vectors, equilibrium, energy and momentum - this class is my main stressor. i currently have a 50% in physics i have to retake those tests for me to bring my grade up (for uni). i try so hard in this class, hours of studying, tutoring, outside of school help from teachers. but i dont seem to understand.

3. health - i barely sleep, i barely eat, i smoke weed (less and less, this is what i thought the problem was first. unfortunately even after cutting it out, it really made no difference), i tried to quit vaping but ive been vaping since i was 11 so thats been a challenge for me (im using nicotine mouth pouches more, vaping less). also, i’ve genuinely never been to the gym consistently other than for basketball season. now that i am in grade 12 and the basketball season has been over for a month and a half im completely out of shape.

4. a better mindset - prior to me being blackpilled, i was very confident with girls, very confident before tests, i was very decisive. i always knew what to do, when to do it and how to do it.

5. money - i work with my mom and she pays me jack shit. i dont blame her id definitely be using money for weed, nic, liqour and looksmaxxing. i want to learn to be better with my money and not use it on dumb shit like weed and nic and liqour. plus i wna
hop on gh asap cuz growth plates open, i need money for that.


Honestly any and all help would be appreciated. i am desperate. i want to change. if you read it thank you, if you dont all good.

dropped a couple pictures of me so yall at least see the progress (in looks) that i have had. first pic was september 2nd the second pic was last week, i grew from 5’7 to 5’9.

nobody cares+ur 5'9 its over already

 

[rira1]

Back story: 17m 5’9 130. i want to change my life. ive been mediocre most of my life. up until the last two years (grade 11 and 12) i had seen an emergence of above average performance in everything (basketball, school, looks, height). i dont know where to start. i feel like i had fallen off when i had completely indulged my self into the bp. i started smoking weed and drinking to cope, im out of shape, im so bad at my classes, all i do is study, i have no social life. what the fuck do i do. im genuinely worried im going to lose my university acceptances.

i have the next two weeks to change my life:

why two weeks? - its spring break, i finally
have time

what i need to accomplish:

1. happiness - i just want to feel better and be happier everyday, ive noticed i havent had a truly positive thought in a minute.

2. an understanding of vectors, equilibrium, energy and momentum - this class is my main stressor. i currently have a 50% in physics i have to retake those tests for me to bring my grade up (for uni). i try so hard in this class, hours of studying, tutoring, outside of school help from teachers. but i dont seem to understand.

3. health - i barely sleep, i barely eat, i smoke weed (less and less, this is what i thought the problem was first. unfortunately even after cutting it out, it really made no difference), i tried to quit vaping but ive been vaping since i was 11 so thats been a challenge for me (im using nicotine mouth pouches more, vaping less). also, i’ve genuinely never been to the gym consistently other than for basketball season. now that i am in grade 12 and the basketball season has been over for a month and a half im completely out of shape.

4. a better mindset - prior to me being blackpilled, i was very confident with girls, very confident before tests, i was very decisive. i always knew what to do, when to do it and how to do it.

5. money - i work with my mom and she pays me jack shit. i dont blame her id definitely be using money for weed, nic, liqour and looksmaxxing. i want to learn to be better with my money and not use it on dumb shit like weed and nic and liqour. plus i wna
hop on gh asap cuz growth plates open, i need money for that.


Honestly any and all help would be appreciated. i am desperate. i want to change. if you read it thank you, if you dont all good.

dropped a couple pictures of me so yall at least see the progress (in looks) that i have had. first pic was september 2nd the second pic was last week, i grew from 5’7 to 5’9.

lmao i struggle a shit ton in school too , no matter how much time i pay attention in class i just can never understand anything especially in maths . eats away at my soul and ive almost failed every class from 5-10th grade(now) but they always pass me because theyre not total asshole teachers. anyways weed kills ur brain and makes u think slower , sleep deprivation also fucks up ur brain and might eat itself if its severe enough. gotta protect ur brain man.

 

[They_are_all_whores]

Back story: 17m 5’9 130. i want to change my life. ive been mediocre most of my life. up until the last two years (grade 11 and 12) i had seen an emergence of above average performance in everything (basketball, school, looks, height). i dont know where to start. i feel like i had fallen off when i had completely indulged my self into the bp. i started smoking weed and drinking to cope, im out of shape, im so bad at my classes, all i do is study, i have no social life. what the fuck do i do. im genuinely worried im going to lose my university acceptances.

i have the next two weeks to change my life:

why two weeks? - its spring break, i finally
have time

what i need to accomplish:

1. happiness - i just want to feel better and be happier everyday, ive noticed i havent had a truly positive thought in a minute.

2. an understanding of vectors, equilibrium, energy and momentum - this class is my main stressor. i currently have a 50% in physics i have to retake those tests for me to bring my grade up (for uni). i try so hard in this class, hours of studying, tutoring, outside of school help from teachers. but i dont seem to understand.

3. health - i barely sleep, i barely eat, i smoke weed (less and less, this is what i thought the problem was first. unfortunately even after cutting it out, it really made no difference), i tried to quit vaping but ive been vaping since i was 11 so thats been a challenge for me (im using nicotine mouth pouches more, vaping less). also, i’ve genuinely never been to the gym consistently other than for basketball season. now that i am in grade 12 and the basketball season has been over for a month and a half im completely out of shape.

4. a better mindset - prior to me being blackpilled, i was very confident with girls, very confident before tests, i was very decisive. i always knew what to do, when to do it and how to do it.

5. money - i work with my mom and she pays me jack shit. i dont blame her id definitely be using money for weed, nic, liqour and looksmaxxing. i want to learn to be better with my money and not use it on dumb shit like weed and nic and liqour. plus i wna
hop on gh asap cuz growth plates open, i need money for that.


Honestly any and all help would be appreciated. i am desperate. i want to change. if you read it thank you, if you dont all good.

dropped a couple pictures of me so yall at least see the progress (in looks) that i have had. first pic was september 2nd the second pic was last week, i grew from 5’7 to 5’9.

Jus ask gpt theory

 

[rookielooxmax]

nobody cares+ur 5'9 its over already

i could speak on your looks but they speak for them selves

 

[iammoh]

nobody cares+ur 5'9 its over already

kys

 

[LLsurgeryEnthusiast]

all starts in the mind my friend.

 

[zuku]

believe it or not. all the stuff ive been doing like the scheduling, tutoring all that stuff is advice from teachers, loved ones, and my therapist. asking org was truly like my last resort before i accept my life as a mediocre 5’9 ethnic dude with a shit job and no wife.

Dude ethnicity doesn't matter, you are HTN.
Being 5'9 is FINE, like really fine, like not fine but normal, like average height ok ????

 

[rookielooxmax]

lmao i struggle a shit ton in school too , no matter how much time i pay attention in class i just can never understand anything especially in maths . eats away at my soul and ive almost failed every class from 5-10th grade(now) but they always pass me because theyre not total asshole teachers. anyways weed kills ur brain and makes u think slower , sleep deprivation also fucks up ur brain and might eat itself if its severe enough. gotta protect ur brain man.

ur right. i was the same in math up until precalculus 11 (i got a 67% in precalc 10 and 100% in that precalc 11 btw). so trust me theres hope. yes sleep and weed is probably my biggest issues. i can explain the last couple days for you just to put this in perspective, yesterday (march 13th) woke up 3 am ( i slept at 10) to study for chem mid term. did the mid term in the morning, did school, i had a spare last block, so i bussed to my tutor for physics. otw there i did practice qustions. when i was there we went through my whole package and practice test otw back i was reading an article on economics as i have a socratic seminar today in class. then i had parent teacher interviews last night. i completely lashed out on my chem teacher when he said i didnt study. i went home after (got home around 7:30) then studied for my physics till 12. i then went to bed trying to get at LEAST 5 hours of sleep. i kept waking up throughout the night due to the stress, ive been puking all morning. i even skipped my physics test. i genuinely am not ready. i dont know why. now im just posting about this and im gonna come up with some socratic questions for my seminar later today.

 

[rookielooxmax]

ur right. i was the same in math up until precalculus 11 (i got a 67% in precalc 10 and 100% in that precalc 11 btw). so trust me theres hope. yes sleep and weed is probably my biggest issues. i can explain the last couple days for you just to put this in perspective, yesterday (march 13th) woke up 3 am ( i slept at 10) to study for chem mid term. did the mid term in the morning, did school, i had a spare last block, so i bussed to my tutor for physics. otw there i did practice qustions. when i was there we went through my whole package and practice test otw back i was reading an article on economics as i have a socratic seminar today in class. then i had parent teacher interviews last night. i completely lashed out on my chem teacher when he said i didnt study. i went home after (got home around 7:30) then studied for my physics till 12. i then went to bed trying to get at LEAST 5 hours of sleep. i kept waking up throughout the night due to the stress, ive been puking all morning. i even skipped my physics test. i genuinely am not ready. i dont know why. now im just posting about this and im gonna come up with some socratic questions for my seminar later today.

oh here to prove that im not lying ab what im saying.