I want to kill myself but I am scared

[PARISIEN]

its not just for the girl bro its all the built up stuff in my life but either im too scared to do it but I want to

how old are u

 

[ineedhelp11]

Are you a Floridacel? Don’t end it if so as Florida is a good place to live minus degenerate US culture. In 3 years youll be picking up foids from Miami beach

yep i've lived in miami my whole life i hope to become one of those guys on the beach no fucking shirt on just picking up hella foids

 

[Canwefixit]

You need to break the chain that the reptilian alien overloads have you in so you can end this cycle on this soul system

I agree. The masses are asleep. We live in a slave system designed by the Anunnaki

 

[ineedhelp11]

No 100% not unless ur a subhuman and non NT
Go ask people from ur School If they want to kill thenselves

im def not nt, im not subhuman but def ugly, i thought this was normal for teens my age

 

[Canwefixit]

yep i've lived in miami my whole life i hope to become one of those guys on the beach no fucking shirt on just picking up hella foids

Way better than being a Londoncel like me

 

[ineedhelp11]

how old are u

15

 

[PARISIEN]

15

u havnt lived life, chill

 

[ineedhelp11]

Way better than being a Londoncel like me

yea london seems dull would hate to be there but doesnt really matter if im ugly every teenage girl in florida wants their boyfriend to be 6 foot, thugmaxxed, hot, 10 inch dick, and sells drugs and drives a hellcat so im kinda out of luck

 

[ineedhelp11]

u havnt lived life, chill

it feels like im living the life of a lonely 40 year old man who just got divorced

 

[sportsmogger]

ur really gonna kill yourself over some girl?

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

no I’m not that crazy it’s not over a girl it’s because of how miserable life has always been, I’ve been wanting to kill myself since I was 13 but I’m just a fucking pussy

Just the straw that broke the camels back, ur only 15 don’t be stupid. There will be other girls and life may get better

 

[PARISIEN]

it feels like im living the life of a lonely 40 year old man who just got divorced

yeah but you can get drunk and go to escort at 40.

u dont know yourself yet, try to find a passion

 

[ineedhelp11]

ur really gonna kill yourself over some girl?

BRO its not over the girl idk why everyone thinks this, im just never happy bro i genuinely dont see anything good in my future. im gonna try to have a better outlook on life but its so hard, but the girl is part of it

 

[fczz]

I wanna go and not have to live here anymore but I’m such a fucking pussy and I’m scared to end my life what do I do? this girl I’m in love with doesn’t even care about me anymore I’m poor lonely short ugly why am I here

if your scared then dont fucking do it, if you really wanted to kys you would've alr done it

 

[ineedhelp11]

yeah but you can get drunk and go to escort at 40.

u dont know yourself yet, try to find a passion

i dont know anything about passions I feel useless bro

 

[ineedhelp11]

if your scared then dont fucking do it, if you really wanted to kys you would've alr done it

i dont want to really kill myself I just dont want to be here if that makes sense

 

[Canwefixit]

yea london seems dull would hate to be there but doesnt really matter if im ugly every teenage girl in florida wants their boyfriend to be 6 foot, thugmaxxed, hot, 10 inch dick, and sells drugs and drives a hellcat so im kinda out of luck

Yeah its dull and shit. Idk your SMV but id deffo swap places with you. Youve also got your youth ahead of you and might glow up. When we are young and take the blackpill it hurts. But in 10 years time, you’ll probably look back and cringe how far you took it. You’ll probably slay some foids, maybe 2-3 hot ones but the main thing is you wont be as obsessed with it when you get to my age.

Enjoy your youth and look into moneymaxxing for your future. Be careful with women as most will be after your wallet. You may make some dumb mistakes like I did but its life.

 

[fczz]

i dont want to really kill myself I just dont want to be here if that makes sense

nah fam thats more of a mental problem, go check urself in a psych ward or stuff, jk, dude stop crying, everything is going to be good at the end, and if its not good, its not the end.

 

[ineedhelp11]

Just the straw that broke the camels back, ur only 15 don’t be stupid. There will be other girls and life may get better

I want her tho shes genuinely the best person i've ever met in my life and the only person i've ever opened up to

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

I want her tho shes genuinely the best person i've ever met in my life and the only person i've ever opened up to

How long were you with her? most high school relationships don’t last

 

[ineedhelp11]

nah fam thats more of a mental problem, go check urself in a psych ward or stuff, jk, dude stop crying, everything is going to be good at the end, and if its not good, its not the end.

but im scared of living my life like people i've seen around me, literally no love, no passion, nothing going for them its so depressing and right now thats how my life is

 

[ineedhelp11]

How long were you with her, I never experienced teen love but most high school relationships don’t last

3 months.... i know its so short but the connection we had was so insane, i've spoken to so many people in my life and me and her just clicked immediately we were perfect for each other, while atleast she was perfect for me I think I was just another stepping stone in her life tho

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

3 months.... i know its so short but the connection we had was so insane, i've spoken to so many people in my life and me and her just clicked immediately we were perfect for each other, while atleast she was perfect for me I think I was just another stepping stone in her life tho

Brother I’m gonna be honest, you were just a rebound to help her heal after the breakup with her ex. After she healed she went right back to him, a tale as old as time. Don’t date girls that recently got out of relationships

 

[fczz]

but im scared of living my life like people i've seen around me, literally no love, no passion, nothing going for them its so depressing and right now thats how my life is

dude just take it like a champ, everyone has problems, at the end its just mentality, stop caring abt what everyone thinks, and focus on improving yourself

 

[ineedhelp11]

Brother I’m gonna be honest, you were just a rebound to help her heal after the breakup with her ex. After she healed she went right back to him, a tale as old as time

well she broke up with him 7 months ago but she only got over him like 3 months ago when we started dating, and i dont think she actually got back with him im pretty sure she just said that so I would resent her and move on but I know its a lie

 

[ineedhelp11]

dude just take it like a champ, everyone has problems, at the end its just mentality, stop caring abt what everyone thinks, and focus on improving yourself

bro I dont want to be like that one annoying person that doesnt want to get help because I genuinely want this help but if im gonna be honest its so hard for me to think like that, i've tried it so many times thinking to myself everything will get better with time and it just doesnt man im starting to lose hope but some of the replies on here give me some lifefuel

 

[fczz]

bro I dont want to be like that one annoying person that doesnt want to get help because I genuinely want this help but if im gonna be honest its so hard for me to think like that, i've tried it so many times thinking to myself everything will get better with time and it just doesnt man im starting to lose hope but some of the replies on here give me some lifefuel

i mean thats you alr, but let me tell you i was the same, depressed and all, all it took was to manup and stop crying, i had my mirrors with sheets on them so i couldnt see myself, the best way is to start giving compliments to yourself, and one day you will believe them, start being happy, quit listening to sad music/media and just consume happiness, surround yourself with happy people that will influence you and yeah

 

[mrr]

 

[ineedhelp11]

i mean thats you alr, but let me tell you i was the same, depressed and all, all it took was to manup and stop crying, i had my mirrors with sheets on them so i couldnt see myself, the best way is to start giving compliments to yourself, and one day you will believe them, start being happy, quit listening to sad music/media and just consume happiness, surround yourself with happy people that will influence you and yeah

idk about the people man im such an awkward person and I know everyones scared of rejection but im so fucking terrified to look like a weirdo just trying to talk to people so I just stay quiet everywhere I go and ill just let people talk to me if they want, it works sometimes but barely

 

[fczz]

idk about the people man im such an awkward person and I know everyones scared of rejection but im so fucking terrified to look like a weirdo just trying to talk to people so I just stay quiet everywhere I go and ill just let people talk to me if they want, it works sometimes but barely

try rejection therapy

 

[ineedhelp11]

try rejection therapy

where I just go up to people and try to talk to them and if they reject me ill just get used to it? idk how that works

 

[fczz]

where I just go up to people and try to talk to them and if they reject me ill just get used to it? idk how that works

yessir stuff like that, go to subway and ask if you can make your own sandwich, ask someone for their sweater idk stuff like that that will make you less scared off rejection

 

[ineedhelp11]

yessir stuff like that, go to subway and ask if you can make your own sandwich, ask someone for their sweater idk stuff like that that will make you less scared off rejection

lmao bro it honestly probably does work but im just scared bro i dont know??? i think im fucking autistic why am I such a pussy

 

[fczz]

lmao bro it honestly probably does work but im just scared bro i dont know??? i think im fucking autistic why am I such a pussy

thats the thing, its supposed to be scary, just do it and trust me you'll be way happier

 

[ineedhelp11]

thats the thing, its supposed to be scary, just do it and trust me you'll be way happier

ill try, im so confident around my friends but when im by myself im a coward, theres probably some science behind this

 

[mrr]

ill try, im so confident around my friends but when im by myself im a coward, theres probably some science behind this

just live life in third person

 

[ineedhelp11]

just live life in third person

how bro

 

[fczz]

ill try, im so confident around my friends but when im by myself im a coward, theres probably some science behind this

yes do it trust

 

[ineedhelp11]

yes do it trust

ok ill try really hard bro I just need the right oppurtunity

 

[fczz]

ok ill try really hard bro I just need the right oppurtunity

there is no right moment, "ill do it tomorrow" is giving up on today

 

[ineedhelp11]

there is no right moment, "ill do it tomorrow" is giving up on today

well its kinda late right now, ill just do it ANY chance I get fr

 

[WeiWei]

There's more to life than sex and women.

 

[ineedhelp11]

There's more to life than sex and women.

its not just that brooo

 

[mbr]

I wanna go and not have to live here anymore but I’m such a fucking pussy and I’m scared to end my life what do I do? this girl I’m in love with doesn’t even care about me anymore I’m poor lonely short ugly why am I here

Nigga stop being a fucking pussy gen fuck everything live your own life fuck that girl she dont deserve you youre still 15 you got a lot of time you can better urself, do lots of shit

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

well she broke up with him 7 months ago but she only got over him like 3 months ago when we started dating, and i dont think she actually got back with him im pretty sure she just said that so I would resent her and move on but I know its a lie

U watch a women’s actions not their words

 

[Charm]

What does this even mean bro u want me to slay grandmas??? Im 15 bro

Dude youre so young, wait till your bones grow. Its all gonna fall into place bro just hold on

 

[Sean o' Tist]

My rule is that I will not kms till 27 at any cost. Thats it. Its just set in stone for me.

 

[qazw]

Just save up money so you can move country to somewhere less depressing.

SEAmaxxing > ropemaxxing

 

[DieVoGel6949]

I wanna go and not have to live here anymore but I’m such a fucking pussy and I’m scared to end my life what do I do? this girl I’m in love with doesn’t even care about me anymore I’m poor lonely short ugly why am I here

Don't kys you're only 15. Girls don't matter they're all whores. Even if you're short and ugly the forum is here for you.

 

[ineedhelp11]

Don't kys you're only 15. Girls don't matter they're all whores. Even if you're short and ugly the forum is here for you.

Thanks I was actually expecting more people to tell me to kill myself Lol