i want to kill myself

[rapidlydefined]

ive been genuinely considering killing myself
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal

this is what i look like- im wasian

ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?

should i actually just kill myself?

 

[rapidlydefined]

.

 

[zennn]

ive been genuinely considering killing myself

i have four girlfriends

they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy

im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment

 

[stalk]

Another day another fake suicide thread

 

[WonkyChin186]

below 5'7 yeah go for it
5'9+ nah

5'7-5'9 pick a number 1-100 and I'll let you know

 

[Sulfuras]

you know what
maybe you should

 

[rapidlydefined]

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Another day another fake suicide thread

im serious- it doesnt feel worth living at all, no one understands how i feel. ever

below 5'7 yeah go for it
5'9+ nah

5'7-5'9 pick a number 1-100 and I'll let you know

im 5’11.5

 

[stalk]

im serious- it doesnt feel worth living at all, no one understands how i feel. ever

im 5’11.5

Leave this forum

 

[WonkyChin186]

im serious- it doesnt feel worth living at all, no one understands how i feel. ever

im 5’11.5

then nah not yet

i say not yet because 5'11.5

if u were 6'0+ id call you crazy

 

[rapidlydefined]

Leave this forum

?

 

[Turkic Albanian]

ive been genuinely considering killing myself
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal

this is what i look like- im wasian

ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?

should i actually just kill myself?

why does this read like some sort of attention seeking flex?

most pathetic thing I've ever read/seen on here

I'll genuinely pray to lord gandy that you you purchase some rope from the depot on the way home tonight

 

[rapidlydefined]

why does this read like some sort of attention seeking flex?

most pathetic thing I've ever read/seen on here

I'll genuinely pray to lord gandy that you you purchase some rope from the depot on the way home tonight

its just that i have so much i just i feel so alone all the time
i have so much but none of it feels real, it feels like im constantly being alienated from society

 

[kelpo720]

maybe get a diagnosis for depression? also do ur gfs know theyre in a polyamorous relationship

 

[Rodreusr]

Dnr

 

[rapidlydefined]

maybe get a diagnosis for depression? also do ur gfs know theyre in a polyamorous relationship

yes

 

[rrtzx]

should i actually just kill myself?

avr ending to a .org thread, man you know the answer, stop w the confirmation bias

 

[xXXxZeusxXXx]

 

[jbgdudeeee]

ive been genuinely considering killing myself
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal

this is what i look like- im wasian

ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?

should i actually just kill myself?

nah u look good don’t rope

 

[jbgdudeeee]

Leave this forum

bro has 4 gfs

 

[ＥＳＲ]

 

[jbgdudeeee]

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ikr bro has 4 gfs and “stacy” just have one

 

[ＥＳＲ]

ikr bro has 4 gfs and “stacy” just have one

So he is a fag
Don’t deserve even to get repped

 

[Incelas]

why does this read like some sort of attention seeking flex?

most pathetic thing I've ever read/seen on here

I'll genuinely pray to lord gandy that you you purchase some rope from the depot on the way home tonight

I agree that this thread is attention seeking but,

U sound retarded asf putting that much effort in this bs thread

dnr and forget

 

[fraudedltn__]

ive been genuinely considering killing myself
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal

this is what i look like- im wasian

ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?

should i actually just kill myself?

paint your walls red already

 

[jbgdudeeee]

So he is a fag
Don’t deserve even to get repped

neither bumped.

 

[jbgdudeeee]

I agree that this thread is attention seeking but,

U sound retarded asf putting that much effort in this bs thread

dnr and forget

jfl

 

[Turkic Albanian]

I agree that this thread is attention seeking but,

U sound retarded asf putting that much effort in this bs thread

dnr and forget

True, I bit down when I shouldn't have

 

[tista]

ive been genuinely considering killing myself
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal

this is what i look like- im wasian

ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?

should i actually just kill myself?

Bro, you just stated so many reasons to not rope. Accept that you put in the work and deserve what you’ve gotten, you look fine just keep focusing on improving

 

[foidfondler]

do it fag

can I have the cars when u do tho?

 

[rapidlydefined]

Bro, you just stated so many reasons to not rope. Accept that you put in the work and deserve what you’ve gotten, you look fine just keep focusing on improving

the point is that
i have so many reasons to not
but
i still always feel different and just
always alone like im living in a world seperate to everyone else
which makes me just want to

i guess if its attention seeking its whatever, i just dont understand why im so different from everyone else

 

[PizzaPirate316]

ive been genuinely considering killing myself
i have four girlfriends, but none of them prioritise me and it feels like shit they are htb and about, one is lmtb, but my main girl is stacy
i just feel so alone all the time
today we had our semi-formal and i was just different, everyone else was singing and dancing and having fun while i just felt out of place and odd. the whole time i felt fearful and retrospectively theres no way i fit into societal norms
i see the world differently than everyone else around me
im not stupid, i go to a private school and i get the highest grades, i have a predicted top 1.5% score and im thinking of publishing this hypothesis on a cancer treatment
but everything feels like im pretending
i always have to pretend to like my teacher when i go to class
i have to pretend to be happy all the time
i have to pretend to be normal

this is what i look like- im wasian

ive been rated lmtn and mmtn in the past does that mean that im barely scraping the low average mark ?

should i actually just

Tales, but if not genuinely reach out to one of your 4 slaves

 

[tista]

the point is that
i have so many reasons to not
but
i still always feel different and just
always alone like im living in a world seperate to everyone else
which makes me just want to

i guess if its attention seeking its whatever, i just dont understand why im so different from everyone else

Sounds like you need therapy then. I’d look into it if I were you, it would definitely help.