I want to treat my OCD

[Osteogenesis789]

So almost for the past 5 years I've had ocd with the worst stage within the 1-2 years, and I went to phycologist that have done barely nothing to me, but thank God it has gone better itself till now when I got it to a mild intensity which I can live with but it's just so annoying to deal with, it's mostly instrusive thoughts rather than physical weird manners (65%-35% ratio aprox). It makes my high inhib in part, and few minutes ago I researched and rode about medicaments that can help me, I want to start a 2 years fluoxetine treatment when I live alone (3 years aprox if things go well) and make it help me on long term life, I've seen it on Indiamart and as long as I know pills are safe there, not like powders or injections, I also want to pair it with self made exposure therapy or with AI help, any advices or considerations?

 

[PSLgodBlackPerson]

So almost for the past 5 years I've had ocd with the worst stage within the 1-2 years, and I went to phycologist that have done barely nothing to me, but thank God it has gone better itself till now when I got it to a mild intensity which I can live with but it's just so annoying to deal with, it's mostly instrusive thoughts rather than physical weird manners (65%-35% ratio aprox). It makes my high inhib in part, and few minutes ago I researched and rode about medicaments that can help me, I want to start a 2 years fluoxetine treatment when I live alone (3 years aprox if things go well) and make it help me on long term life, I've seen it on Indiamart and as long as I know pills are safe there, not like powders or injections, I also want to pair it with self made exposure therapy or with AI help, any advices or considerations?

For my advice, just like small advice tbf it will still get u a long way tho; I just focus on the outside than myself and I practice diverting attention to the convo or people around me instead of self analyzing, I practice doing this via, meditation and taking vyvanse. Another thing is which I found very weird but still worked is focusing on my movement, so typically when ppl are anxious it shows up through mannerisms and body language, my a couple good bff's told me that I look somewhat nervous to quite nervous, this is due to anxiety showing up by tension and raising of the shoulders, closed off body language, protecting your chest, and sometimes stimming so u have to stop that shit, catch urself doing it, and just relax ur shoulders, slow ur movements, slow ur voice, expose your chest, engage in confident eye contact, and someone said this lowk worked with anxiety bcuz ur brain loops in movement with ur mood or sum shit and both can interact with one another, more open body language and relaxed body gestures helps with calming down anxiety i guess. idk, anyways SSRI's and CBT and DELETE off the forum bye bye social anxiety (this is standard advice for social anxiety too).

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

To this day after asking so often and so many answers I still dont know what the fuck OCD is
explain what happens when u get the ocd thing

 

[PSLgodBlackPerson]

So almost for the past 5 years I've had ocd with the worst stage within the 1-2 years, and I went to phycologist that have done barely nothing to me, but thank God it has gone better itself till now when I got it to a mild intensity which I can live with but it's just so annoying to deal with, it's mostly instrusive thoughts rather than physical weird manners (65%-35% ratio aprox). It makes my high inhib in part, and few minutes ago I researched and rode about medicaments that can help me, I want to start a 2 years fluoxetine treatment when I live alone (3 years aprox if things go well) and make it help me on long term life, I've seen it on Indiamart and as long as I know pills are safe there, not like powders or injections, I also want to pair it with self made exposure therapy or with AI help, any advices or considerations?

Wait I realized u have OCD oh shit, I thought u mean like SAD, SSRI's and CBT works well in most cases. I had OCD like symptoms before I just stopped listening to the intrusive thoughts and ignoring them, after a while they went away I guess. Happened when I was younger, not full blown OCD tho, shit must be torture.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

So almost for the past 5 years I've had ocd with the worst stage within the 1-2 years, and I went to phycologist that have done barely nothing to me, but thank God it has gone better itself till now when I got it to a mild intensity which I can live with but it's just so annoying to deal with, it's mostly instrusive thoughts rather than physical weird manners (65%-35% ratio aprox). It makes my high inhib in part, and few minutes ago I researched and rode about medicaments that can help me, I want to start a 2 years fluoxetine treatment when I live alone (3 years aprox if things go well) and make it help me on long term life, I've seen it on Indiamart and as long as I know pills are safe there, not like powders or injections, I also want to pair it with self made exposure therapy or with AI help, any advices or considerations?

Change your psychiatrist or psychologist before trying stuff own your own. I also get weird stuff but my docs dont believe me so i changed my psychologist and have a new one this month

 

[PSLgodBlackPerson]

So almost for the past 5 years I've had ocd with the worst stage within the 1-2 years, and I went to phycologist that have done barely nothing to me, but thank God it has gone better itself till now when I got it to a mild intensity which I can live with but it's just so annoying to deal with, it's mostly instrusive thoughts rather than physical weird manners (65%-35% ratio aprox). It makes my high inhib in part, and few minutes ago I researched and rode about medicaments that can help me, I want to start a 2 years fluoxetine treatment when I live alone (3 years aprox if things go well) and make it help me on long term life, I've seen it on Indiamart and as long as I know pills are safe there, not like powders or injections, I also want to pair it with self made exposure therapy or with AI help, any advices or considerations?

D-cylostineserine something I forgot the name but its close to this, its being researched for anxiety disorder, I looked into it mechanistically and it should be good for anxious mind, I was gonna make a thread on it too

 

[Osteogenesis789]

Change your psychiatrist or psychologist before trying stuff own your own. I also get weird stuff but my docs dont believe me so i changed my psychologist and have a new one this month

I stopped the therapy because it didn't worked and I don't like it(is the free healthcare one) and I can't afford a private, also mi parents wouldn't approve me taking meds, so I will consider if doing it or living with it,and tbh I'm Christian and idk how allowed is to buy meds without prescription

 

[Osteogenesis789]

D-cylostineserine something I forgot the name but its close to this, its being researched for anxiety disorder, I looked into it mechanistically and it should be good for anxious mind, I was gonna make a thread on it too

Thanks

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I stopped the therapy because it didn't worked (is the free healthcare one) and I can't afford a private

change to a new healthcare one?

, also mi parents wouldn't approve me taking meds, so I will consider if doing it or living with it,and tbh

when the doc sees that you really need the meds then your parents cant do anything I suppose

I'm Christian and idk how allowed is to buy meds without prescription

Why would that be a sin? I dont know seems to me like going past a red light and calling it a sin

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

To this day after asking so often and so many answers I still dont know what the fuck OCD is
explain what happens when u get the ocd thing

answer!!!!

 

[falseincor]

So almost for the past 5 years I've had ocd with the worst stage within the 1-2 years, and I went to phycologist that have done barely nothing to me, but thank God it has gone better itself till now when I got it to a mild intensity which I can live with but it's just so annoying to deal with, it's mostly instrusive thoughts rather than physical weird manners (65%-35% ratio aprox). It makes my high inhib in part, and few minutes ago I researched and rode about medicaments that can help me, I want to start a 2 years fluoxetine treatment when I live alone (3 years aprox if things go well) and make it help me on long term life, I've seen it on Indiamart and as long as I know pills are safe there, not like powders or injections, I also want to pair it with self made exposure therapy or with AI help, any advices or considerations?

Same here man. I’ve never been to a psychologist for it bc I hate dealing with people. I heard in some cases highly dosed shrooms can have lasting changes and I’m finally getting something next week. Hope it helps but 90% chance it’s just cope JFL

 

[Osteogenesis789]

change to a new healthcare one?

when the doc sees that you really need the meds then your parents cant do anything I suppose

Why would that be a sin? I dont know seems to me like going past a red light and calling it a sin

I heard that breaking laws is a sin and getting meds without prescription doesn't seem to legal, but is from India mart Wich is a legal well setted website, idk

 

[Osteogenesis789]

Same here man. I’ve never been to a psychologist for it bc I hate dealing with people. I heard in some cases highly dosed shrooms can have lasting changes and I’m finally getting something next week. Hope it helps but 90% chance it’s just cope JFL

What do you have planned to take?

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I heard that breaking laws is a sin and getting meds without prescription doesn't seem to legal, but is from India mart Wich is a legal well setted website, idk

I dont know you should talk to a priest but when Jesus destroyed the temple that was also against the law. And buying from indiamart is still illegal, i dont think its bad. Thats like saying its a sin to take adhd meds

 

[Osteogenesis789]

I heard that breaking laws is a sin and getting meds without prescription doesn't seem to legal, but is from India mart Wich is a legal well setted website, idk

I discoverd 5-htp Wich is a natural serotonin precursor, Wich is softer obviously but hence would be easy to get away with if I got caught and it's legal to get

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

To this day after asking so often and so many answers I still dont know what the fuck OCD is
explain what happens when u get the ocd thing

I hate you why arent you answering fuck you

 

[Osteogenesis789]

I dont know you should talk to a priest but when Jesus destroyed the temple that was also against the law. And buying from indiamart is still illegal, i dont think its bad. Thats like saying its a sin to take adhd meds

Many Christians quote the verse where it says that we should obey the law beucuse they come from the lord, but nowadays in the west the government in 99% of countries is evil and kinda satanic so idk if that's would apply, I also have a hot take where I think is that that "respect the law" is moral things like stealing of murdering rather than things that fishing without license, here in Spain is unlegal to take away squatters from your house, would it be sin tho? Idk we should research more.

 

[Osteogenesis789]

I hate you why arent you answering fuck you

Sorry I just saw it lemme read it real quick

 

[Osteogenesis789]

To this day after asking so often and so many answers I still dont know what the fuck OCD is
explain what happens when u get the ocd thing

OCD is obsessive compulsive thoughts, where your brain induces you intrusive unwanted repetitives thoughts that can lead to weird physical mannerisms (things like:if I don't touch my arm rn I die or things like that) and the mental part you get undesired thoughts that sometimes can manifest things that are completely opposite with the person values, you can get inmoral sexual tougths or also about violence and a lot of things more, this things are involuntary and create a lot of anxiety and inhibition to the person that lives with it

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Many Christians quote the verse where it says that we should obey the law beucuse they come from the lord, but nowadays in the west the government in 99% of countries is evil and kinda satanic so idk if that's would apply, I also have a hot take where I think is that that "respect the law" is moral things like stealing of murdering rather than things that fishing without license, here in Spain is unlegal to take away squatters from your house, would it be sin tho? Idk we should research more.

It is up to the Church to interpret cuz if not everyone would have his own interpretation, maybe the law is talking about the law in the Bible rather than the law of the country ur in. Dont overthink and just do

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

OCD is obsessive compulsive thoughts, where your brain induces you intrusive unwanted repetitives thoughts that can lead to weird physical mannerisms (things like:if I don't touch my arm rn I die or things like that) and the mental part you get undesired thoughts that sometimes can manifest things that are completely opposite with the person values, you can get inmoral sexual tougths or also about violence and a lot of things more, this things are involuntary and create a lot of anxiety and inhibition to the person that lives with it

I understand it now

 

[Osteogenesis789]

It is up to the Church to interpret cuz if not everyone would have his own interpretation, maybe the law is talking about the law in the Bible rather than the law of the country ur in. Dont overthink and just do

Thanks for your advices.

 

[Osteogenesis789]

Same here man. I’ve never been to a psychologist for it bc I hate dealing with people. I heard in some cases highly dosed shrooms can have lasting changes and I’m finally getting something next week. Hope it helps but 90% chance it’s just cope JFL

There is a natural supplement, I think it can helps depending on the intensity of the ocd

 

[falseincor]

There is a natural supplement, I think it can helps depending on the intensity of the ocd

I kinda just accepted that I have it and I can’t cure it atp

 

[satangoy]

So almost for the past 5 years I've had ocd with the worst stage within the 1-2 years, and I went to phycologist that have done barely nothing to me, but thank God it has gone better itself till now when I got it to a mild intensity which I can live with but it's just so annoying to deal with, it's mostly instrusive thoughts rather than physical weird manners (65%-35% ratio aprox). It makes my high inhib in part, and few minutes ago I researched and rode about medicaments that can help me, I want to start a 2 years fluoxetine treatment when I live alone (3 years aprox if things go well) and make it help me on long term life, I've seen it on Indiamart and as long as I know pills are safe there, not like powders or injections, I also want to pair it with self made exposure therapy or with AI help, any advices or considerations?

as someone who struggles with ocd too just accept it's over, exposure therapy might make a little bit of a difference but meds don't do shit in the long term