NuclearBrainReturns
Matthew 4:1-11
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Man, I cannot cope with the oofy doofy pill anymore. It's one of the hardest things for me to manage, not because I'm giga fucking autistic (i'm not) it's just other people are HYPER-NT which makes me look much more quiet and introverted compared to everyone else.
It's like this pseudo-homosexual personality where they flail around in front of a female and the girls just totally dig it. There was a girl with us who pointed out I danced 'rigid' and quite conservatively and should 'let it loose, man'.
I thought I was dancing fairly alright considering it was packed and I could hardly move tbh. No big deal, I just negged her and said she was browsing her phone all the way through it like a zomboid which people thought was funny.
But one of the guys who was with us is dating another girl in our group, he's a real nice dude but he's a betabuxx tbh lets be real. He started acting a bit too big for his boots and loads of people dogged him to make him stay within his happy-go-lucky cuck role. I couldn't believe it.
I just realised at that moment that I am not in the game. And even if I were in the game I would have to play some role and if I ever broke out of it, people would force me back in.
This shit is making me develop an anxiety disorder tbh cuz I can't look people in the eye anymore without seeing a ruthless psychopathic robot staring back at me. They MUST conform to whatever systems are around them and if others don't they all act in unison like a borg network to try and force them to do as they're told.
Man, I cannot cope with the oofy doofy pill anymore. It's one of the hardest things for me to manage, not because I'm giga fucking autistic (i'm not) it's just other people are HYPER-NT which makes me look much more quiet and introverted compared to everyone else.
It's like this pseudo-homosexual personality where they flail around in front of a female and the girls just totally dig it. There was a girl with us who pointed out I danced 'rigid' and quite conservatively and should 'let it loose, man'.
I thought I was dancing fairly alright considering it was packed and I could hardly move tbh. No big deal, I just negged her and said she was browsing her phone all the way through it like a zomboid which people thought was funny.
But one of the guys who was with us is dating another girl in our group, he's a real nice dude but he's a betabuxx tbh lets be real. He started acting a bit too big for his boots and loads of people dogged him to make him stay within his happy-go-lucky cuck role. I couldn't believe it.
I just realised at that moment that I am not in the game. And even if I were in the game I would have to play some role and if I ever broke out of it, people would force me back in.
This shit is making me develop an anxiety disorder tbh cuz I can't look people in the eye anymore without seeing a ruthless psychopathic robot staring back at me. They MUST conform to whatever systems are around them and if others don't they all act in unison like a borg network to try and force them to do as they're told.
