I was drawn to all the wrong things.

[Deleted member 17763]

I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn’t have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. I didn’t make for an interesting person. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. What I really wanted was only a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone.

 

[Deleted member 19540]

Like everyone else. Now you are a black pilled edge god. Who would still want a soft space as long as his oneitis was there to suck his cock.

 

[Deleted member 17763]

Like everyone else. Now you are a black pilled edge god. Who would still want a soft space as long as his oneitis was there to suck his cock.

I was a man who thrived on solitude; without it, I was like another man without food or water. Each day without solitude weakened me. I took no pride in my solitude, but I was dependent on it. The darkness of the room was like sunlight to me.

I wasn’t lonely. I experienced no self-pity. I was just caught up in a life in which I could find no meaning.

 

[Cidre enjoyer]

what about now ?

 

[currylightskin]

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[Deleted member 17763]

what about now ?

I carry death in my left pocket. Sometimes I take it out and talk to it.

 

[Deleted member 19540]

Honestly solitude is not bad, too much socium destroys the spirit, as you are no longer a person. Without solitude the borders of you and society go away quick and you go full autist.

I was a man who thrived on solitude; without it, I was like another man without food or water. Each day without solitude weakened me. I took no pride in my solitude, but I was dependent on it. The darkness of the room was like sunlight to me.

I wasn’t lonely. I experienced no self-pity. I was just caught up in a life in which I could find no meaning.

 

[Deleted member 19540]

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I mean don't take what 11 year old girls say as serious bro.

 

[Deleted member 17763]

Honestly solitude is not bad, too much socium destroys the spirit, as you are no longer a person. Without solitude the borders of you and society go away quick and you go full autist.

They simply never understand, do they, that sometimes solitude is one of the most beautiful things on Earth?