I was invisible my whole life(not ugly and short)

[hexum.dnd]

Its not about looks not saying im extremely good looking but not ugly and short
I never been able to make friends idk what to say i was always quiet and during interactions i felt like i should not take or better off it
my parents were told to see me a doctor bcs i was socially unacceptable and shy
But i felt like i was normal idk how to fix it now im 19 and its hard for me now than ever
My mind go blank while im with prople but when im home i regret every interaction

 

[Sensitive Young Boy]

Its not about looks not saying im extremely good looking but not ugly and short
I never been able to make friends idk what to say i was always quiet and during interactions i felt like i should not take or better off it
my parents were told to see me a doctor bcs i was socially unacceptable and shy
But i felt like i was normal idk how to fix it now im 19 and its hard for me now than ever
My mind go blank while im with prople but when im home i regret every interaction

same