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I'm sorry bro
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Shut up and post bussy niggaYeah on a Sunday I regret saying you'll go to hell, but you're still a sick person
Shut up and post bussy nigga
The worst of it all is that you are a nigger.
You trolls gain nothing from your trolling btw, absolutely nothingYou and @AlexAP can start a group therapy together
I'm not trollingYou trolls gain nothing from your trolling btw, absolutely nothing
...... not funnyI'm not trolling
too many trolls on this siteyou shouldve let him take your anal virginity
too many trolls on this site
Wasn't supposed to be...... not funny
Again.... not funnyWasn't supposed to be
Again.... Wasn't supposed to beAgain.... not funny
reddit LARPI already posted this in the wrong topic section so reposting here:
When I was 9 year old this 14 year old boy molested me (I'm male), it lasted for like 3 weeks. I was touched repeatedly, dry-humped and he forced me to make-out with him, he almost had sex with me but I made him go away.
It turned me into a high-inhib cuck and I got bullied many times at school and got racial abuse for being a soft beta (I'm black btw, so was the guy who molested me). Essentially it ruined my whole life. I'm supposed to be this young sexual beast but I am actually afraid of sex, I have sexual anxiety.
If I was not molested I would have some confidence but I have none, I'm literally the most scared guy on the planet and I come from the most low-inhib, confident race. Because of this I have no black friends, I'm even scared of black men because some of them look like the guy who molested me + they bullied me severely over the years.
On top of that I have learning disabilities like Extreme ADHD, Dyspraxia, and potential Autism.
I don't think anyone here has it as bad as me, I'm truly a failure. No friends, mentally ill etc.
Why is life so cruel? Why?
Self improve how? Physically or mentally?self improve. slowly. mogging others will restore ur masculinity
Nah man I'm laughing my ass offYou trolls gain nothing from your trolling btw, absolutely nothing
One day you shall pay for that, you sick piece of garbageNah man I'm laughing my ass off
Big satisfaction.You trolls gain nothing from your trolling btw, absolutely nothing
Cope. You're evil and you'll be burned for your wicked mind.Big satisfaction.
It’s a myth that abused people always become abusersIt's not your fault brother
Imagine how far you have to be in darkness to do this to someone.
Please, do not perpetuate this cycle of self-abuse, do not turn to sodomy yourself or abuse someone else
People can outlive and outgrow famines, wars, sadism. It is very difficult and complex, but simply with enough willpower you can change your fate of the rest of your life from being that of someone who had experienced this while being a weak individual.
It's all a matter of strength, if the same thing which happened to you happens to someone who is weak and doesn't have strength, his life will be dark miserful and submissive and they will be stunted due to their trauma.
While another person grows to be a loving father and a by all means a strong and honourable man.
Stop being a fucking pussy
If you want to change bad enough, from being a high inhib cuck you will
Only the strong make it and at the minute you’re a pathetic cunt wallowing in self pity, the fuckin worst type of peroson.
You guys know nothing of my pain you mock me, you'll pay for thatWhat do u want me to do about it
How did I mockYou guys know nothing of my pain you mock me, you'll pay for that
Trivialising it, if you had nothing nice to say then say nothing at allHow did I mock
Not really just asked a simple questionTrivialising it, if you had nothing nice to say then say nothing at all
I have the right to tell people to not make fun of me when I talk about my trauma, if you don't see that because of your evil and hatred in your heart then idk.Not really just asked a simple question
Now you get to tell everyone what to say and do?
Bullshit
I didn’t even make fun of youI have the right to tell people to not make fun of me when I talk about my trauma, if you don't see that because of your evil and hatred in your heart then idk.
I can't tell my family they'll go insane, how do you tell people about such things like this.You are not a failiure man - calm down.
You have been put in a horrible situation but now you can show REAL STRENGHT and turn your life around. It is up to you and only you to change your current situation and if you achieve it you can claim to have acheived something THAT NOBODY ELSE on this site achieved. Picking up your life now from a horrible situation that is not your fault is literally one of the most RESPECTABLE things a single human being can achieve. Also don't lose hope - there have been people with a similar history to you and they have made it - SO YOU CAN TOO.
SEEKING HELP is literally the single most important thing to fix your situation - you have already posted on this forum so you have already accomplished the first step on your way to acsend.
First of all you should look for any other support you can get. If you can reach out to your family members. Internet sites like Reddit to get more advice should also be good, here some ideas:
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Reach out to a therapist. Most optimal if you find someone you trust. I don't always agree with therapy but in your situation it's 100% helpful and even necessary. There are safe ways to get rid of most of your problems - it has been done before so you can do it as well.
If you can't afford a therapist you should go to a suicide prevention place and just tell them whatever so you get free therapy. They might even give you medication. You can also reach out to Self-Help groups and meet people that have gone through the same stuff that you have gone through.
I guess you should also stay away from this site to not get affected by the trash that is lurking here and has already given up.
Find something now that makes you happy - that motivates you. Doesn't matter in what situation you are - you are a MAN and have tons of energy inside you. Use it for something like jogging, workout, studying, etc. doesn't matter what it is - can even be gaming but start now!
Don't do anything with drugs for now. They can only make your life better if it's already decent. Also if you don't suceed you can still go back to that option.
Good luck on your journey. If you have any questions or just want to talk - my dms are always open.
It's difficult to not blame myself when I was manipulated so easily, it's hard to let go. I did try therapy but the thoughts still linger in my brain at times, and they take control of me.Sad shit, but you need to stop blaming yourself for things you had no power over and try to overcome it. Have you considered therapy? better than crying about it to selfish incels on the internet
Find one person that I didn't respond to who offered adviceInteresting how you ignore all the posts giving you advice and support but respond to the niggas laughing
Nice rep farm bro
I tried taking alot of drugs like MDMA, ketamine, even tried heroin once but none of it made me feel better, of course alcoholism aswellOP what steps have you taken to relieve yourself of this trauma
You're calling someone who was molested a "little bitch" wow, how evil are you?I didn’t even make fun of you
You’re being a little bitch
You make a post expect people to ask questions
no ego death from the psychedelics?I tried taking alot of drugs like MDMA, ketamine, even tried heroin once but none of it made me feel better, of course alcoholism aswell
I tried therapy for a year and a half but it ended during the pandemic, I think I need to get back on it.
Ya cus you were complaining about my comment not because you were molestedYou're calling someone who was molested a "little bitch" wow, how evil are you?
What's an "ego death"?? Tbh I only tried psychadelics like twice.no ego death from the psychedelics?
btw you made a huge mistake posting this on this forum, many here haven’t developed their emotional maturity one bit
You're clearly a 15 year old immature child, at some point you'll look back on mocking the less fortunate and cringe. Either that or you'll burn. I'm not responding to you anymore.Ya cus you were complaining about my comment not because you were molested
1. chill with the victim mindset, bad shit happens to all of usWhat's an "ego death"?? Tbh I only tried psychadelics like twice.
And yeah, this forum is filled with scum tbh but I was prepared for that.
Don't need to tell your family the details. Just that you have had a trauma and you want to change your life for the better and need their support. Force yourself to tell them so that you have someone from the outside to push forward if you end up not being motivated for some time.I can't tell my family they'll go insane, how do you tell people about such things like this.
I have been in therapy before but I haven't been in proper therapy since the pandemic, maybe I should go back.
You're right about not getting caught up in the trash though, i'll try not to.
It's difficult to not blame myself when I was manipulated so easily, it's hard to let go. I did try therapy but the thoughts still linger in my brain at times, and they take control of me.
If he fucked you, maybe you would just turn gay instead of an incel with social anxiety and a shit-ton of other mental problems.too many trolls on this site
Based off your other posts I already know your a heartless immature cunt but this is just, wow. Just to let you know you'll burn at some point for the evil things you say today.If he fucked you, maybe you would just turn gay instead of an incel with social anxiety and a shit-ton of other mental problems.
1. its not really a victim mindset I just don't feel like a man, I feel like a used up dirtrag1. chill with the victim mindset, bad shit happens to all of us
2. do things that make minor positive changes to your life and watch it compound, like gym, cutting out shit friend etc
3. quit abusing drugs, nobody can tell you to stop completely but at least use in moderation if you have to
4. positive energy brings positive energy back
How do you meditate effectively? I tried and it just made me feel bored/sleepyYou have PTSD.
Some things that could help you:
Meditation
learning Jujitsu if you can afford it, or joining a sports team in your high school such as football or wrestling. Something with contact, because it will help get you over your fear to help you become more confident. Football and wrestling are not gay btw.
It will take time and consistent effort, and you may never be fully healed but life can get better.