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why? because of a dumb bitch. I made the dumbest choices i ever could, fucked up the relationship with my parents and completely ignored what i had. Because back in 2018 i had friends, well, not close ones, but at least these people repsected me and treated me nice without asking for anything in return. We even had a girl in my class that i talked with and even though she was taken she was always pleasant and nice to me.
And those were good times. But what did i do with them? Obsess over some pretty girl and spent it all being edgy and bipolar. Back then, i had no worries. No need for a job, no pressure, nothing but i didnt care about what i had only for what i didnt. I was in an enviroment i was dominating but nah, lets cry about some dumb bitch that doesnt even wanna look at me. Maybe if i had some guidance, those times wouldnt go to a waste but i didnt, i was on my own, pretending that everything was ok.
In retrospect, that was some dumb shit and just showed that i was 23 with the brain of a 13 yo. I had people that i could speak to that were good to me. I cant even count how many times we hanged out and not once did they ever do me wrong though i was jealous of them cuz they had gfs and i didnt (still dont lol). And once i left these people, i met something a lot worse, my oneitis.
And those were good times. But what did i do with them? Obsess over some pretty girl and spent it all being edgy and bipolar. Back then, i had no worries. No need for a job, no pressure, nothing but i didnt care about what i had only for what i didnt. I was in an enviroment i was dominating but nah, lets cry about some dumb bitch that doesnt even wanna look at me. Maybe if i had some guidance, those times wouldnt go to a waste but i didnt, i was on my own, pretending that everything was ok.
In retrospect, that was some dumb shit and just showed that i was 23 with the brain of a 13 yo. I had people that i could speak to that were good to me. I cant even count how many times we hanged out and not once did they ever do me wrong though i was jealous of them cuz they had gfs and i didnt (still dont lol). And once i left these people, i met something a lot worse, my oneitis.
