I will be dead a week from now. (Story)

[Mazilias]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

 

[Farsin]

Maybe it’s the Hitler pfp

 

[Mazilias]

Maybe it’s the Hitler pfp

haha yea prob

 

[AlbanianSlayer]

Yea wtv rip

 

[nicpilled]

bros going out gleb korablev style RIP

 

[Mazilias]

bros going out gleb korablev style RIP

Yes as a true senstive man.

 

[Mazilias]

Yea wtv rip

Thanks

 

[Digg]

atleast fuck an escort or sum before u die to know what its like to fuck a woman bro

 

[nicpilled]

Yes as a true senstive man.

Alright man. you changed your profile picture from Hitler to Alain. wowwwwww very sensitive shit

 

[Mazilias]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

atleast fuck an escort or sum before u die to know what its like to fuck a woman bro

I bought a sex doll

 

[nicpilled]

Alright man. you changed your profile picture from Hitler to Alain. wowwwwww very sensitive shit

and yes i know mine is alain too. But just because it is doesn't mean I'm sesnsitive

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

No u won’t

 

[Oscaridk]

If that's true I'm sorry

 

[WannabeEhren]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

At ease soldier

 

[Mazilias]

No u won’t

Hahha i will sure try, 400mg propovan and a heart attack will appear i hope. I live in Sweden search up sucides in Sweden and see if i succeded

 

[ReccesedSlavic]

Hahha i will sure try, 400mg propovan and a heart attack will appear i hope. I live in Sweden search up sucides in Sweden and see if i succeded

Your 6,4 quit being a fag lord

 

[Imad_maybedead]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

Before u die tell a girl who u truly loved or one that badly hurt u that she's the reason and leave notes that she pressured u to do it that way she's gonna feel guilt for the rest of her life and she cloud possibly get arrested for bullying

 

[AbandonShip]

Summary?

 

[Mazilias]

Before u die tell a girl who u truly loved or one that badly hurt u that she's the reason and leave notes that she pressured u to do it that way she's gonna feel guilt for the rest of her life and she cloud possibly get arrested for bullying

Yes fuck lol will prob do that hahah

 

[Mazilias]

Summary?

Heart failure, talking disorder, bad looking, Autism, IPD of doom and despair. And a bad mind

 

[AbandonShip]

Heart failure, talking disorder, bad looking, Autism, IPD of doom and despair. And a bad mind

The only legit problem is heart failure. Rest is just usual faggotry from being a weak bitch

 

[noname1945]

bro please no bro, you can find purpose in life, however if you actually are doing this can you please go on the street and punch up every girl you see for me

 

[mangotimer]

don't pull a schery6

 

[Mazilias]

The only legit problem is heart failure. Rest is just usual faggotry from being a weak bitch

Hahah yea it is. Can't just deal with this i can't even blast roids lmao

 

[TheSadAlbanian]

mf just go be good goy in school and make a decent living

 

[Mazilias]

don't pull a schery6

hahha i hope my name is on a wiki someday. But me and him will die at the same age unfortantly. I am just waiting for more drugs to come, then i will be in a coma i hope the doctors fail to save me

 

[Mazilias]

mf just go be good goy in school and make a decent living

Yea i should try that, i have a crush on of the foids in my school but im to ugly to have a chance with her.

 

[TheSadAlbanian]

Yea i should try that, i have a crush on of the foids in my school but im to ugly to have a chance with her.

bro send me ur face in private cause there aint no way ur that ugly. and ur 16 bro you have bigger fish to fry than foids

 

[Jordan Barrett]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

Dnr but dont rope

 

[Mazilias]

Dnr but dont rope

Thanks for the advice. But it's to late i will start with my death messages tommorow.

 

[cyberbanditcel]

Just listen to your story from a third person view and you'll realize how dumb it sounds respectfully. You are 16 dude

 

[truefoidslayerpqoqo]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

❤❤❤❤❤ we love u

 

[subhuman37]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

Didn’t read until the 6’4 part, faggot you should kys if you’re complaining while being 6’4

 

[Mazilias]

Didn’t read until the 6’4 part, faggot you should kys if you’re complaining while being 6’4

yea maybe sorry about that

 

[Mazilias]

❤❤❤❤❤ we love u

Thanks man. I will miss yall in gandy heaven.

 

[GonorrhoeaGobbler]

Don't get taken out by the first cop and take pregab

 

[truefoidslayerpqoqo]

Thanks man. I will miss yall in gandy heaven.

Ye but i eill go james saphire hellu

 

[Mazilias]

Just listen to your story from a third person view and you'll realize how dumb it sounds respectfully. You are 16 dude

Yea sounds retarted, sorry i always wanted to kms since i was 12 but was to scared of doing it. Now i know how to do it painless so yea... Im very low iq but i will do a overdose of a medication i got from a doc. Propovan its called.