I will be loney forever NTPILL

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Its not my about looks, my height, my economical state, or other superficial things.
Im going to be lonely bc im uncapable of forming a REAL BOND. I just cant.
And it will sound edgy or smt, but im feeling great when i hurt people, lately i start thinking of killing.

Im very nihilist about society, why should i trust in a mask? Bonds are really easy to destroy. Jyou have a friend, then you stop to talking with him, ignore him, without a reason, pum u destroy a bond.
My mama really made a good job to bring me empathy and alot of stuff. But i think is slipping.
Today, no i do not get bullied. I can talk with other people, but i cannot control my true self.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, I ALWAYS BELIEVE PEOPLE LIKE ME THE BEST THEY CAN DO ITS TO SUICIDE. I AM NOT SCARED OF DEATH OR OTHER THINGS, BUT I NEED TO DO SOMETHING.
AND YES I GO TO THERAPY.
I WISH I WAS BORN AS A NEUROTYPICAL PERSON.
NTPILL IS THE HARDEST PILL TO SWALLOW
"Bu-but chad can act autistic and get love" bullshit, u live in a fking movie.
I Think the best i can do with this , is being alone.
Thats why i think i cant have a relationship with someone, bc if i trust her my trueself, she will die. I cannot trust in everyone, only with my therapyst.
They cannot see what i can see. I see masked people all the time, no one is revealing their trueself.

Its over if u are neurodivergent, never began when u have a different type of brain.

This is my opinion about my self, i know my place and the things i have, i can say i accept myself, i do not have any regrets about my choices, rather i think proud it.
 
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And it will sound edgy or smt, but im feeling great when i hurt people, lately i start thinking of killing.
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School shooters are not my taste, i think more like serial killers or smt like that
makes sense,but i prefer mass shooters especially ones like cho or somethin
 
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Its not my about looks, my height, my economical state, or other superficial things.
Im going to be lonely bc im uncapable of forming a REAL BOND. I just cant.
And it will sound edgy or smt, but im feeling great when i hurt people, lately i start thinking of killing.

Im very nihilist about society, why should i trust in a mask? Bonds are really easy to destroy. Jyou have a friend, then you stop to talking with him, ignore him, without a reason, pum u destroy a bond.
My mama really made a good job to bring me empathy and alot of stuff. But i think is slipping.
Today, no i do not get bullied. I can talk with other people, but i cannot control my true self.
I NEED TO DO SOMETHING, I ALWAYS BELIEVE PEOPLE LIKE ME THE BEST THEY CAN DO ITS TO SUICIDE. I AM NOT SCARED OF DEATH OR OTHER THINGS, BUT I NEED TO DO SOMETHING.
AND YES I GO TO THERAPY.
I WISH I WAS BORN AS A NEUROTYPICAL PERSON.
NTPILL IS THE HARDEST PILL TO SWALLOW
"Bu-but chad can act autistic and get love" bullshit, u live in a fking movie.
I Think the best i can do with this , is being alone.
Thats why i think i cant have a relationship with someone, bc if i trust her my trueself, she will die. I cannot trust in everyone, only with my therapyst.
They cannot see what i can see. I see masked people all the time, no one is revealing their trueself.

Its over if u are neurodivergent, never began when u have a different type of brain.

This is my opinion about my self, i know my place and the things i have, i can say i accept myself, i do not have any regrets about my choices, rather i think proud it.
Average Jojos fan
 
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Antisocial from being incel
 
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Not really, i was very asocial when i was a kid. Just being chronologic online aumented my nihilist views
I have social anxiety and ima introvert there’s no way in hell I will ever have friends
 
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get a dog, fuck escorts and chill
 
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I hate people , why i fkn dog will change my view? And having sex without true love its so miserable
its to cope. the less you let bp and lookism invade your mental health the happier you will be or feel. even if its not truely genuine, its better than wasting away and eventually ending it. having a dog reduces stress and gives you something to focus on. for the sex thing i think that it can push away the desire for everything falling into place and finding true love. just know that true love doesn't exist if you are below average.
 
ntpill is so brutal
 
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that movie is actually entertaining asf
i dont really watch any tv related shit though my attention span isnt too bad since i can play story games just fine
 
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Having poor social skills in a world of extroverts is like being born with a handicap
 

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