i will kill myself soon

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Prodigio, d’altronde
 
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pussy never kill yourself and if you want to then just do the riskiest things worst case scenario something goes wrong then kill yourself
 
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No you won’t
 
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Good luck I wish you the best
 
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pussy never kill yourself and if you want to then just do the riskiest things worst case scenario something goes wrong then kill yourself
Like doing 10 G of tren
 
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pussy never kill yourself and if you want to then just do the riskiest things worst case scenario something goes wrong then kill yourself
i thought about like killing/robbing and committing crimes because i would just kms right after but i probably won’t be able to do that stuff
 
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pussy never kill yourself and if you want to then just do the riskiest things worst case scenario something goes wrong then kill yourself
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People who kill themselves without doing anything crazy beforehand piss me off on pure wasted potential
Like try a bunch of drugs, blast tren, get a massive loan and gamble it all, start a fight, sell your worldly possessions and travel to the other side of the world etc
If you want to die anyways then live like there’s no consequences first
 
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People who kill themselves without doing anything crazy beforehand piss me off on pure wasted potential
Like try a bunch of drugs, blast tren, get a massive loan and gamble it all, start a fight, sell your worldly possessions and travel to the other side of the world etc
If you want to die anyways then live like there’s no consequences first
yeah but often suicide is very impulsive
people don’t even think about it seriously
when they say they had plotted their death its cap or they would do crazy stuff before
when the impulse goes away ill just come back to being normally sad and not to the verge of killing myself
 
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Im lmtn-mtn base now maybe ill ascend to hmtn with softmaxxing and puberty
“sugarmaxxer” and “ascend with puberty”
nigga ur just gonna get diabetes
 
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“sugarmaxxer” and “ascend with puberty”
nigga ur just gonna get diabetes
Sugarmaxxing is a complete joke man
i dont want to get obese
 
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do it and post it here
 
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yeah but often suicide is very impulsive
people don’t even think about it seriously
when they say they had plotted their death its cap or they would do crazy stuff before
when the impulse goes away ill just come back to being normally sad and not to the verge of killing myself
In some cases, but in a lot of others (mainly ones where someone has been on/off depressed/suicidal for a while) a person eventually comes to a profound state of mental clarity and acceptance and seems really happy and at peace for a bit whilst they organise their affairs and then promptly kills themselves without anyone else expecting it

I think if you struggle with these thoughts you should try your best to ground yourself and figure out if they come from an impulsive emotional outburst or a genuine desire to not live anymore

If its the latter then do what I said earlier and live like you don’t care about dying, its more fun than the alternative and you might find a reason to live through it
 
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Then why would you kill yourself mtn is a good base. I have the same base killing myself has never really crossed my mind
 
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Then why would you kill yourself mtn is a good base. I have the same base killing myself has never really crossed my mind
Yeah thats why i said 10%
 
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That would be painful
If I was to kill myself, I would jump off a super tall building four seconds of freedom before death
 
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If I was to kill myself, I would jump off a super tall building four seconds of freedom before death
I would just od or something thats not painful
 
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Dont kys guys:Comfy:
 
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In some cases, but in a lot of others (mainly ones where someone has been on/off depressed/suicidal for a while) a person eventually comes to a profound state of mental clarity and acceptance and seems really happy and at peace for a bit whilst they organise their affairs and then promptly kills themselves without anyone else expecting it

I think if you struggle with these thoughts you should try your best to ground yourself and figure out if they come from an impulsive emotional outburst or a genuine desire to not live anymore

If its the latter then do what I said earlier and live like you don’t care about dying, its more fun than the alternative and you might find a reason to live through it
thats right
i genuinely like to live life quite a lot my life is beautiful but when i step into my house i would like to change parents like i didn’t get no christmas present this year
isnt that fucked up
 
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Break up with lilicel
 
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If I was to kill myself, I would jump off a super tall building four seconds of freedom before death
you also loose consciousness so you can’t even feel the pain when you eventually smash yourself onto the ground
 
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Go out in nature like goatis
thats right
i genuinely like to live life quite a lot my life is beautiful but when i step into my house i would like to change parents like i didn’t get no christmas present this year
isnt that fucked up
 
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you also loose consciousness so you can’t even feel the pain when you eventually smash yourself onto the ground
rep all 2500 of my posts
 
thats right
i genuinely like to live life quite a lot my life is beautiful but when i step into my house i would like to change parents like i didn’t get no christmas present this year
isnt that fucked up
Aw feel for you man
But this tells you that the issue here is your environment not life itself
If living around your parents makes you feel this way and it isn’t reconcilable then figure out and plan how to gain freedom and start fresh somewhere new on your own.

Idk how old you are, but if you’re a minor you might have to wait it out a bit so plan ahead and preoccupy yourself with whatever copes make you happy. If you’re an adult then save some money and move out if possible, or go to college/university or something
 
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Aw feel for you man
But this tells you that the issue here is your environment not life itself
If living around your parents makes you feel this way and it isn’t reconcilable then figure out and plan how to gain freedom and start fresh somewhere new on your own.

Idk how old you are, but if you’re a minor you might have to wait it out a bit so plan ahead and preoccupy yourself with whatever copes make you happy. If you’re an adult then save some money and move out if possible, or go to college/university or something
yeah im 16
my dad already told me he’s gonna kick me out the second i turn 18 lol
what am i gonna do without uni tho
nobody is gonna pay for my studies
 
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yeah im 16
my dad already told me he’s gonna kick me out the second i turn 18 lol
what am i gonna do without uni tho
nobody is gonna pay for my studies
Damn thats brutal you have a shitty father
What country are you in?

If you’re in the UK like me you can claim estrangement from your parents and get the maximum maintenance loan (>£10k/year iirc) and bursaries and the regular tuition loan is guaranteed to everyone and is basically just a tax after graduation.

If you’re somewhere else do your research on loans, scholarships and financing for it. If university isn’t an option consider an apprenticeship or get some menial work for a while to save up
 
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