Whiteboard7
๐ข๐ฒ๐ด๐ด ๐๐พ๐ท๐ฝ ๐๐ถ๐น๐ฒ๐ป๐ฎ | I AM LHTN NOW
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Its all I ever think about. I wish I looked better, wasn't so weird and possibly ND, just wish I had better cards. Instead I got delt shitty cards. Lifes neutral but theres a mix of neutrality, positivity, and negativity. I got too much negativity. Why do I want so much from this life, why do I expect so much from myself. I just wish I didn't have these two shitty flaws then I would be happy. But I know that day will never come. People tell me to do a DIY Routine but you just can't for my subhuman disease ridden flaw. I just wish I could be happy, maybe someday but it will always turn to shit just like any part of my life. Got disowned by one of my parents I only have one of them left. I feel so cold and alone I don't know how much longer I can take it. I hope there is a God but why would he punish me with such a shitty life. I just don't know what to do, I want to look better but I'm just maxed out. IDEK what the point is anymore...