I wish I was blackpilled at a younger age

[Spookybah]

a lot of stuff happened to me freshman and soph year, I got cheated on, got a girl pregnant, and I stayed in the same relationship like an abused dog.
It never helped that the girls I would talk to as friends had massive crushes on white guys who were tall with wide frames and good face. I still talk to those same girls but I just can’t help but feel annoyed by them.

About to graduate in a month and I’m looking back on all this wondering how life could’ve been if I knew that looks were what determined my standing in society. I’m finally ascending but it took so long to get the lesson beaten into my head lmao, even after what I was put through in relationships I was still the same fat guy with dirty skin and long disgusting hair. Not to mention all my other flaws.

The BP saves lives, I hope it’s not bad that I’m optimistic in the future since I finally know what matters. I’m not ND so I think exposure therapy could work well for my isolation. I just hope my life changes, but I’m not sure if that will happen.

 

[TiktokUser]

ar, I got cheated on, got a girl pregnant,

 

[Spookybah]

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same girl btw

 

[kwfti]

Can only get better from here bro

 

[Changmentum]

fr dawg I wish I had gotten BP at 13 and I probably would’ve been like 5’9 right now with a wide frame

 

[veinyahh]

fr dawg I wish I had gotten BP at 13 and I probably would’ve been like 5’9 right now with a wide frame

Even if u were bp at 13 u most likely wouldn’t have done anything to change ur height frame etc

 

[Changmentum]

Even if u were bp at 13 u most likely wouldn’t have done anything to change ur height frame etc

I could maybe squeeze an extra inch or two with hgh and would’ve gymcelling for five years by then

 

[BornToBeArnold]

I got blackpilles in early high-school, when every single girl at 15 was getting her back blown out by guys who were either drug dealers and criminals, guys in college or grown- ass men over 10 years older than them. Meanwhile every single male in my class( including me) wsd getting jack shit in terms of pussy. Everyone in the class wss at least a MTN( only one incel) and only the class Chad was getting pussy and it was with a stable girlfriend that was cunty MTB 2 years older than him. It also struck me that although the girls would claim that they wanted nice and devoted guys, they were fucking low-inhibition guys.
It's very hard not to become blackpilled in an enviroment like this. Seeing first hand how young girls at that age( that haven't developed a facade yet) respond to psychopathic and low-inhibiton older males is priceless. Truly an eye-opening experience.