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sadi-neko
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I want to be someone I’m not
It’s beyond something as shallow as looks
I want to be stronger, faster, smarter and I want to feel responsible for the people I know like a man should. I want to be a provider that is both equally dependable and self sufficient (though more leaning towards the latter). I don’t like being who I am and I wish I could live another persons life. It’s not as if my life isn’t fixable or that I can’t get out of my predicament, it’s more like I don’t know if I can be asked to do so. I mean, if you had a corrupted file wouldn’t you want to just… start over?
It sounds pretty depressing to read back on but I guess it could be a sign that I’m weak-willed.
P.S. I’ve always wanted to go back to writing these sorts of threads again.
It’s beyond something as shallow as looks
I want to be stronger, faster, smarter and I want to feel responsible for the people I know like a man should. I want to be a provider that is both equally dependable and self sufficient (though more leaning towards the latter). I don’t like being who I am and I wish I could live another persons life. It’s not as if my life isn’t fixable or that I can’t get out of my predicament, it’s more like I don’t know if I can be asked to do so. I mean, if you had a corrupted file wouldn’t you want to just… start over?
It sounds pretty depressing to read back on but I guess it could be a sign that I’m weak-willed.
P.S. I’ve always wanted to go back to writing these sorts of threads again.