fishinthesee
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ive ascended a decent bit from puberty and skincare combined with other niche shit and am now like hmtn but genuinely nobody besides people i know talk to me in the school halls, not women or even other guys, and i know some random is gonna say “oh well you’re not hmtn then” have you ever like considered killing yourself retard?
i was thinking about this brad pitt interview or whoever it was that said looks just open gates, and honestly that is all they really do but it’s kinda like that is everything, opportunities. you can have an opportunity and be too autistic to take it because you were treated like you never had one most of ur puberty because you genuinely didn’t lol
when i was like a lmtn/mmtn and had acne + acted more like my nd self (i was just shyer) i actually got approached more by random people (women not included) which is weird because i looked significantly worse yet i was more approachable? i am only 1 inch taller than i was back then, i am not intimidating by any means i genuinely dont understand
obviously the difference between hmtn and lhtn is significant but im pretty close to it to see how i would be treated as lhtn, i genuinely think i would be even more alone
think about it though if you’re walking down the hallway ur probably not gonna talk to a random, and if you do it’s definitely not an lhtn who you would assume many people “approach” already, if you even think about doing it, lhtns aren’t even that crazy to see people just walk by them they see them daily on tiktok
i have heard girls in the school halls whisper the same compliments to each other and giggle(i can tell bc they always talk abt my eyes) when i walk by but never do they go up to you, i am ND as fuck so i just do nothing and deep down a part of me still thinks they’re laughing at me for being ugly because i hit puberty late and was fat so that’s genuinely something people would’ve done
this kinda made me social status / ntpilled, unless you’re like CL+ or have insane appeal as an htn no one cares about you enough to go up to you, they expect that you know everything, again im only hmtn but i am getting there and have kinda experienced this firsthand
again this is like max level complaining most nt people would just talk and boom somehow u have social status but it is not that simple, if i go to a social event like a party of some sort people come up to me, not much but i think more than average (guys and girls)
i feel like this kinda concludes my realization, the better looking you are past lmtn until u are like model tier or htn w crazy appeal makes you less approachable because people assume you already have friends social status etc and do not care
i was thinking about this brad pitt interview or whoever it was that said looks just open gates, and honestly that is all they really do but it’s kinda like that is everything, opportunities. you can have an opportunity and be too autistic to take it because you were treated like you never had one most of ur puberty because you genuinely didn’t lol
when i was like a lmtn/mmtn and had acne + acted more like my nd self (i was just shyer) i actually got approached more by random people (women not included) which is weird because i looked significantly worse yet i was more approachable? i am only 1 inch taller than i was back then, i am not intimidating by any means i genuinely dont understand
obviously the difference between hmtn and lhtn is significant but im pretty close to it to see how i would be treated as lhtn, i genuinely think i would be even more alone
think about it though if you’re walking down the hallway ur probably not gonna talk to a random, and if you do it’s definitely not an lhtn who you would assume many people “approach” already, if you even think about doing it, lhtns aren’t even that crazy to see people just walk by them they see them daily on tiktok
i have heard girls in the school halls whisper the same compliments to each other and giggle(i can tell bc they always talk abt my eyes) when i walk by but never do they go up to you, i am ND as fuck so i just do nothing and deep down a part of me still thinks they’re laughing at me for being ugly because i hit puberty late and was fat so that’s genuinely something people would’ve done
this kinda made me social status / ntpilled, unless you’re like CL+ or have insane appeal as an htn no one cares about you enough to go up to you, they expect that you know everything, again im only hmtn but i am getting there and have kinda experienced this firsthand
again this is like max level complaining most nt people would just talk and boom somehow u have social status but it is not that simple, if i go to a social event like a party of some sort people come up to me, not much but i think more than average (guys and girls)
i feel like this kinda concludes my realization, the better looking you are past lmtn until u are like model tier or htn w crazy appeal makes you less approachable because people assume you already have friends social status etc and do not care
you have no idea what it's like to be truly attractive so why speak on it? When we talk about getting approached for looks we're talking about CLs and Chads not fucking normies lmao.
