If god is real why did he make my life specifically on hardcore mode? Am i the main character or smth?

[IHATEINDIANS]

Its legit a struggle for me not to think of roping every day. If you want to know what I look like my face is almost similar to cuffem but he might even mog me. That's how subhuman I am. I get disgusted looks weekly or daily whenever im in public. I have a small dick (5.5 inch which is small for my race) and he also made me non nt which is a DEATH SENTENCE when youre black. I only have one good trait which is being tall and thats it. I won't ever experience love all because I brutally failed the genetic lottery. MY DAD WAS A LEGIT TYRONE LITE WITH BBC AND STATUSMAXXED AF AND MY MOM WAS HTB. BUT I GOT THE 1% CHANCE OF BEING SUBHUMAN, SMALL DICK AND NON NT. Why did god fuck me over so much?

 

[PeakIncels]

God?
he ain't real, all that happened is that you got unlucky, but lucky ain't real too, so you just happened to be that 1%, don't worry though, I feel you