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Thats probably my BPD type of thing. But like every time this happens, when there is like some supporting facts that she couldve possibly lied to me about something, i just immediately lose almost all love interest and all trust. I start seeing the person from someone really good to someone i hate.
After this the relationship cannot recover for me - i will have trust issues, overthinking and everything and that drives me insane to the point where i want to cause harm to the person by cheating on her or making her feel paranoid about me leaving them or using them.
Already had one relationship while i was unexperienced and trust me its hell, you basically keep looking for slightest details or anything.
After this the relationship cannot recover for me - i will have trust issues, overthinking and everything and that drives me insane to the point where i want to cause harm to the person by cheating on her or making her feel paranoid about me leaving them or using them.
Already had one relationship while i was unexperienced and trust me its hell, you basically keep looking for slightest details or anything.
