If my teenage years weren't hell I would be living a great normies life

[Jason Voorhees]

It’s crazy how much a brutal adolescence permanently derails your trajectory.

If things had just been boring and peaceful back then a solid, conventional life would've basically been more than possible for me. I would be like onf ot those guys who had a smooth run just slide into careers, relationships, and normal social circles with zero internal friction because their foundation was never broken. But what's the point of crying about spilled milk now. What happened has happened.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@Chadeep @Subhuman @Swarthy Knight

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@davidlaidisme67

 

[ykls.]

Your childhood follows you into adulthood

 

[sev]

that's sad situation, but you don't need to worry about things that can't be changed, bro. that's why you are who you are now

 

[davidlaidisme67]

It’s crazy how much a brutal adolescence permanently derails your trajectory.

If things had just been boring and peaceful back then a solid, conventional life would've basically been more than possible for me. I would be like onf ot those guys who had a smooth run just slide into careers, relationships, and normal social circles with zero internal friction because their foundation was never broken. But what's the point of crying about spilled milk now. What happened has happened.

I swear bro trauma imprints on your brain and it never truly leaves. I’m still an abused dog to this day. If we were never given negative reinforcement constantly, i genuinely believe we would’ve never even been in these forums before it became mainstream

 

[ykls.]

I swear bro trauma imprints on your brain and it never truly leaves. I’m still an abused dog to this day. If we were never given negative reinforcement constantly, i genuinely believe we would’ve never even been in these forums before it became mainstream

perfectly said

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@Revan @dhusc

 

[Luquier]

I hate how you’re shamed for it too, insult to injury

 

[dhusc]

It’s crazy how much a brutal adolescence permanently derails your trajectory.

If things had just been boring and peaceful back then a solid, conventional life would've basically been more than possible for me. I would be like onf ot those guys who had a smooth run just slide into careers, relationships, and normal social circles with zero internal friction because their foundation was never broken. But what's the point of crying about spilled milk now. What happened has happened.

nigga fuck you I remember your sexhaver ramblings

 

[Revan]

ive tried to leave so many times but i just keep coming back like an abused dog

 

[Jason Voorhees]

nigga fuck you I remember your sexhaver ramblings

Having sex isn't an achievement

 

[davidlaidisme67]

I hate how you’re shamed for it too, insult to injury

Caging and they always say muh small d energy or go to therapy

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Having sex isn't an achievement

Let’s be honest bro. Ofc sex by itself isn’t an achievement as there are different avenues in order to achieve it but you have a woman attracted to you who loves you and appreciates you and has sexual desire for you. That coupled with sex is the best achievement a man can have

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Buko

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@filthycurrycel

 

[SoundnVision]

Abused dog forever

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Abused dog forever

 

[Histy]

It’s crazy how much a brutal adolescence permanently derails your trajectory.

If things had just been boring and peaceful back then a solid, conventional life would've basically been more than possible for me. I would be like onf ot those guys who had a smooth run just slide into careers, relationships, and normal social circles with zero internal friction because their foundation was never broken. But what's the point of crying about spilled milk now. What happened has happened.

I'm going to be 18 soon.
I can understand what you are pointing to.
Time flies so fast that i regret wasting my teenage years , beside having narcissistic parents.

It's already over boy.

All we can do is forgetting it and trying to have a better life.

Nothing is fully blessing, It's always bittersweet.

and by getting old , you regret more than ever .

As just remembering when you were a happy kid, playing around and your most issue was sleeping early cuz you wanted to play more.

 

[filthycurrycel]

yeah teenage years and childhood shape ur life no matter what you do you cant change it

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@Gattsu

 

[tarkdriad33]

Is it traumatic if your parents beat you?

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Is it traumatic if your parents beat you?

Yes

 

[tarkdriad33]

Yes

Damn

 

[1up]

It’s crazy how much a brutal adolescence permanently derails your trajectory.

If things had just been boring and peaceful back then a solid, conventional life would've basically been more than possible for me. I would be like onf ot those guys who had a smooth run just slide into careers, relationships, and normal social circles with zero internal friction because their foundation was never broken. But what's the point of crying about spilled milk now. What happened has happened.

DNR it gets better keep your head up

 

[Prøphet]

When I was 10 my eye doctor offered me a surgery that would fix my severe lazy eye. I was extremely afraid of the idea of surgery, so I said no. Now after going through middle and high school with a cross-eyed gaze you usually see in disabled people, I lost myself. I wasted all of my developmental years being treated as a subhuman by 99% of my peers. The other 1% only felt pity, which is simply another form of dominance over the genetically weak. When I wasn’t being laughed at and taken advantage of, I spent most of my time in my room doing nothing, but I never realized why I loved escapism so much until I discovered the bp. Sometimes it just sinks in how brutal it is that I’ll be 19 by the time I fix that flaw. I basically missed every social milestone past grade 5, and things really might’ve been different if only the muscles in my eyes weren’t diseased. Extremely unfortunate turn of events. All of those years completely gone. Nothing to show. No friends, achievements, nothing. And I still have a jaw surgery ahead of me to become even an mtn. If you were abused by your environment, parents, kids at school, for more than a couple years, I think you might never fully recover. And add in a neurodivergent mind, usually the outcome is extremely brutal and painful.

 

[Prøphet]

2: Another big thing for me at least is when you’re treated like you’re less than dirt by basically all of society, you start to internalize this urge to give up. Nobody else wants to see someone genetically inferior try, because it could upset the human group hierarchy, group dynamics are encoded into our psychology and just manifest in several ways. So I just took home the message that my life is not worth living and not worth putting any effort into. And that’s what I did. Video games, porn, sleeping 12 hours, eating junk, just passing the time alone in my room basically waiting to die. If I didn’t have a kind of awakening that finally gave me some sort of hope of a better life, I probably would’ve continued to waste every day. It really messes you up psychologically.