If you are not good looking then your mother is the only girl on this planet who'll love you .

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My parents ruined me by making me feel unlovable and unlikeable tbh.

My focus on my looks is just a coping mechanism for my abuse-victim brain development. I am fighting in my head every single day.

The biggest issue is though that due this shit i cant enjoy anything else in my life anymore. Its all covered under those negative background emotions.

Over tbh.

I booked diving classes for today and tomorrow, atleast when I am busy with something new I dont have to think about my life, some relief. The diving guide convinced me cus he is a alternative lifestyle mogger who told me about covid, wef, climate change conspiracies all in 30 mins.
Too bad he doesnt know about the incel conspiracy since he was 6'4 himself.

Flying back to my Dutch shithole in 2 days, gonna try self improvement for the 20th time in my life. Well have to see.

I am gonna try make this round of self improvement more social again. Theres a lot of great ppl in the world, have just been unlucky to meet mostly fuckheads ngl.

Yeah man. Didn't I tell you so? There are some quality people in this world. You were surrounded by idiots so far. I'm glad you're getting into new experiences.

I wish I could provide a tangible solution to your parental woes. All I can say is, you need good experiences wash out the bad I think. For that, you need new people.

 

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Help me look max

Fuck off this website you cancer

 

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My parents ruined me by making me feel unlovable and unlikeable tbh.

My focus on my looks is just a coping mechanism for my abuse-victim brain development. I am fighting in my head every single day.

The biggest issue is though that due this shit i cant enjoy anything else in my life anymore. Its all covered under those negative background emotions.

Over tbh.

I booked diving classes for today and tomorrow, atleast when I am busy with something new I dont have to think about my life, some relief. The diving guide convinced me cus he is a alternative lifestyle mogger who told me about covid, wef, climate change conspiracies all in 30 mins.
Too bad he doesnt know about the incel conspiracy since he was 6'4 himself.

Flying back to my Dutch shithole in 2 days, gonna try self improvement for the 20th time in my life. Well have to see.

I am gonna try make this round of self improvement more social again. Theres a lot of great ppl in the world, have just been unlucky to meet mostly fuckheads ngl.

am abuse dog to

c'est fini

 

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am abuse dog to

c'est fini

Legit, i noticed it again today. My entire deep mental state in life is off, deeply broken