TheMewingBBC
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To be real… drugmaxxing. Recently I went three weeks sober just to prove to myself I ain’t addicted to anything (thank god) but it’s like I lost progress as for mental development goes@TheMewingBBC is there any way to stop thoughts from middle/high school from haunting me or is it over?
I’m sorry, the reality sucks and I hate condoning this. Personally I don’t like the thought of being reliant on drugs, but my consistent use of thc, microdosing lsd and shrooms, kratom, phenibut, and percs (u don’t have to go this far by using percs lol) is the number reason why I improved being sociable. A consistent flow of euphoria every day offset the self hatred, manic thoughts and past trauma. Just use something that euphoric, boost motivation and self esteem and not too addictive. Weed, adderall and kratom fits the bill. Microdosing shroom helps too, Im filled with an overwhelming sense of self love every time I take a full dose. Get use to drinks, most normies drink and know a variety of cocktail and brands
Consider SSRI. That shit not for me tho. And definitely consider therapy to discuss your trauma, may sound bluepill but the shit boost introspection thus leading to taking the necessary actions of self improvement