i'll probably kill myself or just disappear soon

[Deleted member 17531]

My life is a failure, my mother walked into the middle of a shootout when she found out she was going to be court mandated to see me once a month.
How shitty my life must be destined to be if my own mother wanted nothing to do with me
I'm a genetic dead end who probably wont ever reproduce and can barely have a normal conversation without either getting angry or having cortisol attacks
My brain actively works against me and screw me over in many situations
All i cope with is a shit sport that im realistically going nowhere in (too short to succeed at it past a high school level)
Tired of looking in the mirror and hating the reflection looking back at me



This is the one time i'm not trolling on this forum, if you've never taken anything i said seriously before, take this seriously.

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Don't rope yakhi, you're one of the few good users on this forum.

 

[lordgandy2000]

My life is a failure, my mother walked into the middle of a shootout when she found out she was going to be court mandated to see me once a month.
How shitty my life must be destined to be if my own mother wanted nothing to do with me
I'm a genetic dead end who probably wont ever reproduce and can barely have a normal conversation without either getting angry or having cortisol attacks
My brain actively works against me and screw me over in many situations
All i cope with is a shit sport that im realistically going nowhere in (too short to succeed at it past a high school level)
Tired of looking in the mirror and hating the reflection looking back at me



This is the one time i'm not trolling on this forum, if you've never taken anything i said seriously before, take this seriously.

Don't leave bhai, we will have many more years of rotting together and BBC posting on this forum together inshallah

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Don't rope yakhi, you're one of the few good users on this forum.

Amazing life accomplishment, being a decent poster on a incel forum
Just lol at my fucking failure of a existence

 

[Deleted member 20399]

My life is a failure, my mother walked into the middle of a shootout when she found out she was going to be court mandated to see me once a month.
How shitty my life must be destined to be if my own mother wanted nothing to do with me
I'm a genetic dead end who probably wont ever reproduce and can barely have a normal conversation without either getting angry or having cortisol attacks
My brain actively works against me and screw me over in many situations
All i cope with is a shit sport that im realistically going nowhere in (too short to succeed at it past a high school level)
Tired of looking in the mirror and hating the reflection looking back at me



This is the one time i'm not trolling on this forum, if you've never taken anything i said seriously before, take this seriously.

Not reading all that. I have it worse than you sex haver

 

[Deleted member 23286]

Thanks for the good news!

(Seriously though, do not kill yourself, please).

 

[Deleted member 21182]

But ur lightskin tyrone

 

[Deleted member 14693]

That would be sad don't do it

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Amazing life accomplishment, being a decent poster on a incel forum
Just lol at my fucking failure of a existence

Cut off your mom and get racks nigga. You are physically healthy and that's the most important thing. Enroll in therapy and take jewpills to fix your mental

It could always be worse. You could be a 19 almost 20yr 5'8 KHHV incel

 

[Deleted member 17531]

But ur lightskin tyrone

In somalia maybe
I'm not even going to pretend like im good looking on here anymore

 

[Deleted member 17531]

That would be sad don't do it

If you lived my life you would feel the same.

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Cut off your mom and get racks nigga. You are physically healthy and that's the most important thing. Enroll in therapy and take jewpills to fix your mental

It could always be worse. You could be a 19 almost 20yr 5'8 KHHV incel

she's already dead
You have nowhere to go but up, your future is looking brighter than mine

 

[Deleted member 14693]

If you lived my life you would feel the same.

Cope. You probably lifemog me

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Cope. You probably lifemog me

My mother is dead, dont have relationship with my father or really any family members, the one family member i had a good relationship with died right in front of me after i did CPR for 30 mins on him.
I have 4 friends max, no social life, spend my free time rotting on incel sites and watching WW2 shows and other non nt shit, shit diet, several mental disorders, have to ananlyze myself for hours before having the confidence to leave the house.

A starving child in Uganda lifemogs me

 

[_MVP_]

You are a failure, Just Like me.

 

[Deleted member 24586]

Don't rope

 

[Deleted member 19174]

she's already dead
You have nowhere to go but up, your future is looking brighter than mine

Damn, I misread it. I'm sorry for your loss.

You're still young and healthy though. I know it seems like your entire life is already over, but you have so much life ahead of you. Accept that you've been dealt a horrible hand. Make sure you're always improving and moving in the right direction.

The single worst decision you can make is roping. You get one life.

 

[Deleted member 17872]

My mother is dead, dont have relationship with my father or really any family members, the one family member i had a good relationship with died right in front of me after i did CPR for 30 mins on him.
I have 4 friends max, no social life, spend my free time rotting on incel sites and watching WW2 shows and other non nt shit, shit diet, several mental disorders, have to ananlyze myself for hours before having the confidence to leave the house.

A starving child in Uganda lifemogs me

Have hope. God have something good in store for you.

 

[MoggerChad]

Yeah, I'm 29 and I don't see my 35 year old self in the future, probably because I'll have roped by then

 

[Esteban1997]

Well so am I buddy i'm a social outcast and My life was already fucked up i've never experienced anything but Misery and agony

 

[MoggerChad]

As long as you're young and healthy mtn there's no reason to rope. If you still can do sports that's lifefuel. If I wasn't sick, I'd be combat sports maxxing.
I had to stop due to arthritis at 25 years old. Just to put into perspective how ok you still are.

 

[ascension]

Idk what to say to you man. You're obviously suffering and have no one to help you. I wish I could give you a method of motivating yourself to succeed in life but I haven't found one myself yet.

 

[Deleted member 17531]

You are a failure, Just Like me.

At least you can cope with High iq
mine is average at best

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Have hope. God have something good in store for you.

God fucked me over since the day I was born
he hates me and will make me suffer in this life then burn in the next

 

[Solar]

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Damn, I misread it. I'm sorry for your loss.

You're still young and healthy though. I know it seems like your entire life is already over, but you have so much life ahead of you. Accept that you've been dealt a horrible hand. Make sure you're always improving and moving in the right direction.

The single worst decision you can make is roping. You get one life.

There is no "right direction" for me to move in JFL.

 

[Nebula]

Wtf happened to u. U werent like this a month ago.

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Wtf happened to u. U werent like this a month ago.

I stopped coping

 

[aBetterMii]

Go into a trade. Lock down a goth JB (your age) play sports casually. Perhaps you can find fulfillment

 

[gribsufer1]

My mother is dead, dont have relationship with my father or really any family members, the one family member i had a good relationship with died right in front of me after i did CPR for 30 mins on him.
I have 4 friends max, no social life, spend my free time rotting on incel sites and watching WW2 shows and other non nt shit, shit diet, several mental disorders, have to ananlyze myself for hours before having the confidence to leave the house.

A starving child in Uganda lifemogs me

wtf u live in the projects

 

[Nebula]

I stopped coping

Sad u left the bbc server has that anything to do with ur situation rn?

 

[Hueless]

I feel sad for you, the world is cruel. Nothing else can be said, may god help you...

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Go into a trade. Lock down a goth JB (your age) play sports casually. Perhaps you can find fulfillment

won't help

 

[Manu le coq]

My life is a failure, my mother walked into the middle of a shootout when she found out she was going to be court mandated to see me once a month.
How shitty my life must be destined to be if my own mother wanted nothing to do with me
I'm a genetic dead end who probably wont ever reproduce and can barely have a normal conversation without either getting angry or having cortisol attacks
My brain actively works against me and screw me over in many situations
All i cope with is a shit sport that im realistically going nowhere in (too short to succeed at it past a high school level)
Tired of looking in the mirror and hating the reflection looking back at me



This is the one time i'm not trolling on this forum, if you've never taken anything i said seriously before, take this seriously.

Weren’t you the one telling me that i’m ugly because i’m darkskinned.
I’m chilling with my bitch rn, and pbly will fuck her soon, meanwhile you are having a mental breakdown on an incel forum and fishing for attention.

 

[Deleted member 21182]

U gotta keep fighting man, these traumas although bad can benefit you and make u stronger. No strong person had a perfect life

 

[Deleted member 17531]

wtf u live in the projects

nah I live in middle class neighborhood

Sad u left the bbc server has that anything to do with ur situation rn?

Yes a bit

 

[Deleted member 17531]

Weren’t you the one telling me that i’m ugly because i’m darkskinned.
I’m chilling with my bitch rn, and pbly will fuck her soon, meanwhile you are having a mental breakdown on an incel forum and fishing for attention.

Like I said, most things I say on this forum are trolls
If I hurt your feelings I apologize

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Maybe you can try and talk to her. Idk much about your life intricacies, but she raised you to become a decent young man from what I'm able to ascertain, so that leads me to believe that she's not all bad. Good luck with everything and don't be afraid to reach out here or to anyone you trust! Please take care of yourself!

 

[aBetterMii]

won't help

Try and find love ded srs, before your chance at teen love is gone. Its most pure and emotional time of life gotta go for it

 

[CopeMoreCumskins.]

Have hope. God have something good in store for you.

I don't want my boy to rope, but let's be real. Either That Nigga doesn't care, or he doesn't exist.

 

[gribsufer1]

Try and find love ded srs, before your chance at teen love is gone. Its most pure and emotional time of life gotta go for it

says the white chadlite

 

[Deleted member 20652]

In somalia maybe
I'm not even going to pretend like im good looking on here anymore

I honestly think you are good looking bro

Although I can relate to you since it seems like we both got pain n sorrows that are unrelated to girls

If girls was the only problem then life would be easy n happy

//Thomas DOM

 

[ihatereddit]

Brutal as fuck, but at least you are young. I'm only trying to change my life in my mid 20s.

 

[azezrd]

Maybe you can try and talk to her. Idk much about your life intricacies, but she raised you to become a decent young man from what I'm able to ascertain, so that leads me to believe that she's not all bad. Good luck with everything and don't be afraid to reach out here or to anyone you trust! Please take care of yourself!

she's dead

 

[Deleted member 19846]

noooo don't kill urself ur so sexy haha

 

[Deleted member 22124]

she's dead

I'm sorry.

I meant well OP. Please don't end your life.

 

[KingBetaTut]

What do you mean walked into a shootout? Your mom was a crip or blood?

 

[Deleted member 20631]

I wish I could help you

 

[Deleted member 14815]

Janky, bro please don't do this man, committing suicide is not the answer you were gifted with talent especially height mogging genes. Maybe this is due to the blackpill but just hang in there man

 

[gribsufer1]

Janky, bro please don't do this man, committing suicide is not the answer you were gifted with talent especially height mogging genes. Maybe this is due to the blackpill but just hang in there man

hes not even 6"3