kej3094
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I wasn’t small in highschool, I have a really good physique, and I’m not bad looking there were a lot of people who looked way worse than me. But one kid who was pretty small in height, but looked like he was on steroids, every day without fail would degrade me, tell me I’m ugly, laugh at me, constantly, just one kid, and I never talked, I saw it as an opportunity to practice stoicism, without realizing being told that every day would seep into my subconscious and make me insecure. Fucking hate myself for letting that go on for so long without doing something about it. Now I have a stellar physique and no one understands why I’m not as confident as I should be, why I don’t get more bitches than I do. That one kid crippled me. Now I have to become a literal God to change that