Im a horrible person

[Tealovingfool]

I have come to awareness that I am a bad person and all I do is hurt people I talk to I fuck up many interactions by saying insensitive questions or things about others that they cannot handle I also constantly manipulate other people by mainly guilt tripping I pretend or exaggerate emotional reactions to get what I want i have attachment issues and when i have a threat of someone stopping talking to me without my decision my emotions fly out of control and I manipulate them by giving empty apologies.
I cannot be fixed im broken the only relief other people will ever get from me is the day im dead I will never be a good person like ive always wanted to be i will always be the attention seeking manipulative people pleasing loser nothing will change that.
I just needed somewhere to say this even if its on a forum full of people who dont give a shit about me.

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

I have come to awareness that I am a bad person and all I do is hurt people I talk to I fuck up many interactions by saying insensitive questions or things about others that they cannot handle I also constantly manipulate other people by mainly guilt tripping I pretend or exaggerate emotional reactions to get what I want i have attachment issues and when i have a threat of someone stopping talking to me without my decision my emotions fly out of control and I manipulate them by giving empty apologies.
I cannot be fixed im broken the only relief other people will ever get from me is the day im dead I will never be a good person like ive always wanted to be i will always be the attention seeking manipulative people pleasing loser nothing will change that.
I just needed somewhere to say this even if its on a forum full of people who dont give a shit about me.

relateable
I the manipulated one doe

 

[ＩＣＲ]

I have come to awareness that I am a bad person and all I do is hurt people I talk to I fuck up many interactions by saying insensitive questions or things about others that they cannot handle I also constantly manipulate other people by mainly guilt tripping I pretend or exaggerate emotional reactions to get what I want i have attachment issues and when i have a threat of someone stopping talking to me without my decision my emotions fly out of control and I manipulate them by giving empty apologies.
I cannot be fixed im broken the only relief other people will ever get from me is the day im dead I will never be a good person like ive always wanted to be i will always be the attention seeking manipulative people pleasing loser nothing will change that.
I just needed somewhere to say this even if its on a forum full of people who dont give a shit about me.

Nah ur not buddy

 

[ＩＣＲ]

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I'm the manipulated one doe

Nah ur not

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Nah ur not

You dont know that side yet

 

[ＩＣＲ]

You dont know that side yet

Idc ur a cutie guy

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

Idc ur a cutie guy

You should
no person lasts more than 2 months with me
Idk how I miss being manipulated
it's stupid

 

[ＩＣＲ]

You should
no person lasts more than 2 months with me
Idk how I miss being manipulated
it's stupid

I've lasted more i love u all guys
U
Buccal
Nectar
Mast
Icl
Gengar
Swarthy
Etc

 

[mxl4chi1]

Idc ur a cutie guy

am i a cutie guy

 

[ＩＣＲ]

am i a cutie guy

Yes ur

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

I've lasted more i love u all guys
U
Buccal
Nectar
Mast
Icl
Gengar
Swarthy
Etc

non of them can stand me now

 

[Tealovingfool]

Nah ur not buddy

I am and theres nothing I can do about it which is what hurts the most

 

[rationalguy.xx]

I have come to awareness that I am a bad person and all I do is hurt people I talk to I fuck up many interactions by saying insensitive questions or things about others that they cannot handle I also constantly manipulate other people by mainly guilt tripping I pretend or exaggerate emotional reactions to get what I want i have attachment issues and when i have a threat of someone stopping talking to me without my decision my emotions fly out of control and I manipulate them by giving empty apologies.
I cannot be fixed im broken the only relief other people will ever get from me is the day im dead I will never be a good person like ive always wanted to be i will always be the attention seeking manipulative people pleasing loser nothing will change that.
I just needed somewhere to say this even if its on a forum full of people who dont give a shit about me.

Nah ur good

 

[Tealovingfool]

Nah ur good

What do you consider good because I consider a good person someone who has a more positive influence on people in their life than negative influence and pain inflicted

 

[rationalguy.xx]

What do you consider good because I consider a good person someone who has a more positive influence on people in their life than negative influence and pain inflicted

I agree, i wasnt being serious

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

I have come to awareness that I am a bad person and all I do is hurt people I talk to I fuck up many interactions by saying insensitive questions or things about others that they cannot handle I also constantly manipulate other people by mainly guilt tripping I pretend or exaggerate emotional reactions to get what I want i have attachment issues and when i have a threat of someone stopping talking to me without my decision my emotions fly out of control and I manipulate them by giving empty apologies.
I cannot be fixed im broken the only relief other people will ever get from me is the day im dead I will never be a good person like ive always wanted to be i will always be the attention seeking manipulative people pleasing loser nothing will change that.
I just needed somewhere to say this even if its on a forum full of people who dont give a shit about me.

Then stop being bad, i just jerk off a bit too much and I stopped it

 

[Tealovingfool]

Then stop being bad, i just jerk off a bit too much and I stopped it

"Stop being bad" as if thats an easy feat then comparing my fucked up behaviors to jerking off
Jerking off isn't bad it hurts nobody.

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

"Stop being bad" as if thats an easy feat then comparing my fucked up behaviors to jerking off
Jerking off isn't bad it hurts nobody.

It does for my penis, sometimes I used to pee and it burn, my estrogen was probably through the roof since how high my prolactin probably was (I assume)

 

[Tealovingfool]

It does for my penis, sometimes I used to pee and it burn, my estrogen was probably through the roof since how high my prolactin probably was (I assume)

Go to a doctor tf

 

[GoodLittleFoidBoy]

Go to a doctor tf

It’s been a whole year since that’s happened lmao, I’ve fixed my issues, my testosterone is good now