I’m about to do smth stupid

[Jesus_ist_König]

I wanna take the new meds and flush them all down the toilet. I don’t want that my voice goes away I can’t I don’t.

I have over average iq but without meds I can’t concentrate and use it. So lemme brainstorm
Meds: side effects probably, very good to okay grades in school -> money for surgery, no voice
No meds: Voice , can’t concentrate nor do anything to be productive, will get homeless or super rich I dunno.


The concentration part plays a big role the. Thing is what the fuck do i do without surgery. And no I tried it I tried forcing myself to concentrate it doesn’t work.

I don’t know what to do I wanna stay the way I was without meds? No, I was super unproductive, but I don’t want her to go away ughhh I can maybe give it some more time and look how it goes or I could flush them away and get locked up for the next 4 days

@L88 @austrianpsycho @Sandriguez

 

[truewarlord]

I wanna take the new meds and flush them all down the toilet. I don’t want that my voice goes away I can’t I don’t.

I have over average iq but without meds I can’t concentrate and use it. So lemme brainstorm
Meds: side effects probably, very good to okay grades in school -> money for surgery, no voice
No meds: Voice , can’t concentrate nor do anything to be productive, will get homeless or super rich I dunno.


The concentration part plays a big role the. Thing is what the fuck do i do without surgery. And no I tried it I tried forcing myself to concentrate it doesn’t work.

I don’t know what to do I wanna stay the way I was without meds? No, I was super unproductive, but I don’t want her to go away ughhh I can maybe give it some more time and look how it goes or I could flush them away and get locked up for the next 4 days

@L88 @austrianpsycho @Sandriguez

I dont even want to hate but I highly doubt that your iq is above avrage

 

[Sandriguez]

konig the answer is incredibly obvious here.
can you guess what it is?

 

[NatureEnjoyer_]

Don’t Flush them down bro

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I dont even want to hate but I highly doubt that your iq is above avrage

Hahahaha my psychologist and psychiatrist say I’m high iq, I will do a test again soon. I scored 110 at 6

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

konig the answer is incredibly obvious here.
can you guess what it is?

To not do it

 

[onfoenem]

bruder würde ich deadass nicht machen

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bruder würde ich deadass nicht machen

Hm na gut ich will halt das sie zurück kommt sie fühlt sich nd echt an. Wenn sie da wäre dann würde ich es auch nd machen wollen

 

[Sandriguez]

To not do it

yup. we gotta find something else this voice thing isn’t working for you.

 

[truewarlord]

Hahahaha my psychologist and psychiatrist say I’m high iq, I will do a test again soon. I scored 110 at 6

I genuenlly dont want to hate but is there a chance that the test is inacurate / that you took it on adhd meds

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

yup. we gotta find something else this voice thing isn’t working for you.

But I talked with her she was my friend I could talk to irl

 

[truewarlord]

Hm na gut ich will halt das sie zurück kommt sie fühlt sich nd echt an. Wenn sie da wäre dann würde ich es auch nd machen wollen

zb nichtmal böse gemeint aber ich glaube das wenn du das konzept von hormon erstetzungs therapie nicht verstehst
ist das eig ein klares zeichen

 

[Societal Reject]

Do it pussy

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I genuenlly dont want to hate but is there a chance that the test is inacurate / that you took it on adhd meds

I dunno adhd meds are like glasses for ppl who can’t see good

 

[Sandriguez]

But I talked with her she was my friend I could talk to irl

nah she’s not real tho

 

[L88]

Take the meds boi

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

zb nichtmal böse gemeint aber ich glaube das wenn du das konzept von hormon erstetzungs therapie nicht verstehst
ist das eig ein klares zeichen

Mein Mathelehrer sagt ich bin begabt in Mathe. Wenn man Hochbegabt ist heißt nd das man in allem gut ist sondern eher in einer Sache. Aber ich bezweifle das ich Hochbegabt bin

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

nah she’s not real tho

She is to meeeee

 

[Sandriguez]

She is to meeeee

well she’s on vacation because you gotta get your life together. she can visit on the weekends.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

well she’s on vacation because you gotta get your life together. she can visit on the weekends.

??? The meds make like that she seems less real I can’t have deep convos anymore since she is barely there and doesn’t answer detailed

 

[Sandriguez]

??? The meds make like that she seems less real I can’t have deep convos anymore since she is barely there and doesn’t answer detailed

what do you think your priest would say konig

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

what do you think your priest would say konig

I don’t know i think he wouldn’t think of it as bad he said i need to figure out with my doctors

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

nah she’s not real tho

I have to do it I want her back she is there but 3 doors behind me

 

[True truecel]

I don't believe in christianity but that avi is tuff ngl

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I don't believe in christianity but that avi is tuff ngl

Thanks broskito

 

[Sandriguez]

I don’t know i think he wouldn’t think of it as bad he said i need to figure out with my doctors

ok then what would your doctors say? if you don’t know then you need to confess.

 

[truewarlord]

Mein Mathelehrer sagt ich bin begabt in Mathe. Wenn man Hochbegabt ist heißt nd das man in allem gut ist sondern eher in einer Sache. Aber ich bezweifle das ich Hochbegabt bin

in mathe begabt sein kann etwas mit iq zutrun haben abernicht garantiert

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

ok then what would your doctors say? if you don’t know then you need to confess.

I don’t work for the docs they r chill

 

[Sandriguez]

I don’t work for the docs they r chill

konig no one knows the answer better than yourself
choose right bro

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

konig no one knows the answer better than yourself
choose right bro

Okay so
She is not gone, I’m talking to her and one day ago she told me she will never ever leave me (cap cap larp larp larp)
What if she is testing me if I truly am a friend?
I’m on day 2 of 1 mg intuniv either I stop taking it or I can’t. At one point I need to lower the meds to stop using it. I can’t abruptly stop and not taking the meds or I will get heart problems and blood pressure problems so today is the day I could stop. The meds do help me to be more relaxed and chilled and I don’t know if I can concentrate better but I don’t have brain fog. Maybe it’s placebo everything and she is always there and I’m thinking that she is gone.

So I think I should keep taking the meds. She says I have to take them but I don’t trust her

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

konig no one knows the answer better than yourself
choose right bro

Nigger she is back I think I think she tested me ugh I’m so relived