Deusmaximus
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Since doing a lot of looksmaxing i am in a constant battle with myself. Thoughts in my head are "am i really attractive enough? did i already age? Have i gained weight or am i too skinny? Did my looks descent? Did my fillers migrate and bloat? Oh this girl looked at me, am i maybe attractive enough? This person was not that nice to me anymore, maybe i looked worse than last time?
Also constant paranoia of aging and "when will my looks be gone and everything is over."
Then i scroll through my 100s of pictures and analyse if my face looks worse compared to 6 months ago. Its almost impossible for me to enjoy life and let myself go.
Sometimes i even walk around gay dudes just to test if they look at me and give me a new positive feedback. Of course im hetero, but im still fishing for every positive feedback possible. Just like girls are doing constantly.
Also constant paranoia of aging and "when will my looks be gone and everything is over."
Then i scroll through my 100s of pictures and analyse if my face looks worse compared to 6 months ago. Its almost impossible for me to enjoy life and let myself go.
Sometimes i even walk around gay dudes just to test if they look at me and give me a new positive feedback. Of course im hetero, but im still fishing for every positive feedback possible. Just like girls are doing constantly.
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