Im cutting my family off when I get to uni with scholarship

[TopTierIncel42]

(This is a long thread, Im sorry if it looks like an eye sore. If you Dnr that’s ok I understand)

I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.

A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.

It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.

This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Bump this ragefuelled post

 

[TopTierIncel42]

I need niggas to see this

 

[TopTierIncel42]

B

 

[FiendFiend]

(This is a long thread, Im sorry if it looks like an eye sore. If you Dnr that’s ok I understand)

I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.

A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.

It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.

This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.

Already cut off my dad, good job man. Cut off people who are absolute dickheads from u, they dont deserve ur presence or attention at their funeral. Some people are too far gone, just like my alcoholic dad, i accepted theres no saving him and i dont wanna speak to him again.

Certainly wont attend his funeral

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Already cut off my dad, good job man. Cut off people who are absolute dickheads from u, they dont deserve ur presence or attention at their funeral. Some people are too far gone, just like my alcoholic dad, i accepted theres no saving him and i dont wanna speak to him again.

Certainly wont attend his funeral

Thank you man I needed this. I don’t want to hear from anyone who expects a pay out from me. I just want unconditional love

 

[Orka]

(This is a long thread, Im sorry if it looks like an eye sore. If you Dnr that’s ok I understand)

I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.

A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.

It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.

This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.

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Sorry to hear that OP, I'm glad you're doing well academically, you likely have a bright future ahead! Cutting them off is a great idea assuming that you aren't exaggerating the way they've been treating you. Good luck

 

[TopTierIncel42]

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Sorry to hear that OP, I'm glad you're doing well academically, you likely have a bright future ahead! Cutting them off is a great idea assuming that you aren't exaggerating the way they've been treating you. Good luck

I promise you Im sugar coating it. But than you man

 

[FiendFiend]

Thank you man I needed this. I don’t want to hear from anyone who expects a pay out from me. I just want unconditional love

yep thats how u finish the cycle, my dad had an alcoholic dad too who whooped his ass and he still goes to his grave and shit, when u even start seeing ur abuser and person who fucked u over in life in every metric as "ur dad" u lost. My real dad was my grandad, did way more raising me than his faggot ass.

 

[Cash💸]

(This is a long thread, Im sorry if it looks like an eye sore. If you Dnr that’s ok I understand)

I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.

A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.

It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.

This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.

Good for u dude i will never get a scholarship or “be anything important in my life” due to me not caring enough for school

 

[Saint]

(This is a long thread, Im sorry if it looks like an eye sore. If you Dnr that’s ok I understand)

I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.

A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.

It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.

This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.

Sad man, some people don’t deserve to be parents. Hopefully if you do have future children you can find love in your heart to cherish them

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Sad man, some people don’t deserve to be parents. Hopefully if you do have future children you can find love in your heart to cherish them

Both sides of my family have had abusive parents and I don’t want for my kids to have that future

 

[PrettyLights]

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[TopTierIncel42]

bookmark

For what bhai

 

[King.epstein]

Ain’t reading alat

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Ain’t reading alat

Kys faggot

 

[PrettyLights]

For what bhai

i don’t feel like reading rn or i might get the wrong ideas

 

[TopTierIncel42]

i don’t feel like reading rn or i might get the wrong ideas

Understood

 

[King.epstein]

waste of energy

 

[Whirr22222]

Cut them off and outacheive them. Sounds like they are jelous.

 

[TopTierIncel42]

Cut them off and outacheive them. Sounds like they are jelous.

My father received full marks in college and school. I just think it’s a cycle of abuse that I wanna stop

 

[recessedinfra]

(This is a long thread, Im sorry if it looks like an eye sore. If you Dnr that’s ok I understand)

I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.

A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.

It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.

This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.

cynicism doesn’t exclude your own parents. They love an idealized version of you and when you break the Illusion, love is no longer there. Sure maybe they have a small place in in their heart for you due to the sole reason that you came from them, but that’s it.
When I save up Enough I’m planning to move away without telling them. Sick of fakeness and my mom’s incessant nagging. Just want free will and a new start with no expectations and to be free of judgement most importantly.

Good for you. hope everything goes well

 

[TopTierIncel42]

cynicism doesn’t exclude your own parents. They love an idealized version of you and when you break the Illusion, love is no longer there. Sure maybe they have a small place in in their heart for you due to the sole reason that you came from them, but that’s it.
When I save up Enough I’m planning to move away without telling them. Sick of fakeness and my mom’s incessant nagging. Just want free will and a new start with no expectations and to be free of judgement most importantly.

Good for you. hope everything goes well

Hope you succeed bhai I have always felt like a living investment instead of a kid. My family’s history of mental illness has caused irreparable damage and harm. I just wish my kids dont experience that same problem