TopTierIncel42
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(This is a long thread, Im sorry if it looks like an eye sore. If you Dnr that’s ok I understand)
I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.
A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.
It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.
This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.
I am an academic weapon. I have never failed a class, let alone gotten a below average grade. But my family being the piece of shit they are have made me feel like a failure. Every time I get an achievement it’s always brushed off as if a gust of wind passes by. But any time something negative is mentioned and my name comes up, I get the worst treatment the world has ever seen. It’s as if the last 17 years of supposed “love” they have given me leaves anytime something slightly bad happens.
A few years ago I got into an argument with my dad over which universities i would like to go to and which career path i should pick. In the end of that “discussion” he called me a waste of energy. He called me a waste of a future. He then said that he was embarrassed by me anytime I had to go with his friends. Where was my mom in all this? She was the one backing him up anytime this happened. She was the one right behind him “helping me improve”.
It took me a while but I finally realised. My parents never made me because they wanted to love and cherish me. They needed an escape. They needed someone who would love them unconditionally no matter how much like shit they treated him. They never wanted me for love. I was an investment. My sole purpose for existing was a payout, cash back guaranteed who would spoil them when I got rich.
This is not my purpose. And for that, these fuckers will never hear from me the moment I graduate. All those “sacrifices” you made were not for me, but for you. All you wanted was someone who would spoil you when you got old.
