melachupas
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Im 16 and Im tired of existing but I don’t want to go out in pain. A couple months ago I had thoughts of ending it but I soon got over it once I became a little more confident in myself. Recently those thoughts cane back, and theyve been lasting, I now find myself constantly thinking about how im going to do it. I don’t want to shoot myself in the head, its too much shit to do. Its scary for me and for anyone who has to find me bloody on the floor, also I think theres a chance I might just live. I decided I want to take some sort of drug and let myself go without suffering so much and for people to have to see me in such a terrible state. The only thing I can think of is fentanyl, I know it only takes a small does so I was thinking I could just take a good amount to ensure I wont stay alive with some sort of brain damage, thatll only make things worse. Can someone please let me know where I can source fentanyl or let me know if there are any other very good drugs that would effectively kill me without inflicting to much pain or any dramatic death. Please dont feel like your partly responsible for killing a person, I want this and you would be helping me a lot.
