Soda_Pepsi
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For years I have been emotionally abused, treated like a pet by a lot of people. Even those younger than me. I try to find love, it ended up in public humiliations or accusations. Nobody respects me.
I’m 19 at the moment. While I agree that my life just started, I really don’t see a future where I’m ever happy due to the way I grew up. As a child, I was punished for the little mistakes. One time, I put a dirty fork in the cabinet by a mistake, my father took me outside and put me in the dog’s cage at night. I was 8 years old at the time.
I think my suffering wasn’t due to my retardation but more focused on my height. I was the smallest, which made me an obvious target.
It’s just the way I’ve been shaped to see myself as a failure and subhuman was what has made me come to this conclusion. Do I blame myself, or the people who made me turn to this point?
Recently I bought sedatives, which I plan to overdose on. At the moment, all I’m doing is go out, and travel. Those are the last moments I want to experience before I leave this place.
It’s a shame that i have come to this. I could’ve made a difference, I would’ve been amazing.
Maybe if I was normal, I would’ve been respected or even loved.
Good luck to all of you
I’m 19 at the moment. While I agree that my life just started, I really don’t see a future where I’m ever happy due to the way I grew up. As a child, I was punished for the little mistakes. One time, I put a dirty fork in the cabinet by a mistake, my father took me outside and put me in the dog’s cage at night. I was 8 years old at the time.
I think my suffering wasn’t due to my retardation but more focused on my height. I was the smallest, which made me an obvious target.
It’s just the way I’ve been shaped to see myself as a failure and subhuman was what has made me come to this conclusion. Do I blame myself, or the people who made me turn to this point?
Recently I bought sedatives, which I plan to overdose on. At the moment, all I’m doing is go out, and travel. Those are the last moments I want to experience before I leave this place.
It’s a shame that i have come to this. I could’ve made a difference, I would’ve been amazing.
Maybe if I was normal, I would’ve been respected or even loved.
Good luck to all of you
