I’m ending my suffering

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For years I have been emotionally abused, treated like a pet by a lot of people. Even those younger than me. I try to find love, it ended up in public humiliations or accusations. Nobody respects me.

I’m 19 at the moment. While I agree that my life just started, I really don’t see a future where I’m ever happy due to the way I grew up. As a child, I was punished for the little mistakes. One time, I put a dirty fork in the cabinet by a mistake, my father took me outside and put me in the dog’s cage at night. I was 8 years old at the time.

I think my suffering wasn’t due to my retardation but more focused on my height. I was the smallest, which made me an obvious target.

It’s just the way I’ve been shaped to see myself as a failure and subhuman was what has made me come to this conclusion. Do I blame myself, or the people who made me turn to this point?

Recently I bought sedatives, which I plan to overdose on. At the moment, all I’m doing is go out, and travel. Those are the last moments I want to experience before I leave this place.

It’s a shame that i have come to this. I could’ve made a difference, I would’ve been amazing.

Maybe if I was normal, I would’ve been respected or even loved.

Good luck to all of you❤️
 
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Larp

Post face and sedatives if fr
 
For years I have been emotionally abused, treated like a pet by a lot of people. Even those younger than me. I try to find love, it ended up in public humiliations or accusations. Nobody respects me.

I’m 19 at the moment. While I agree that my life just started, I really don’t see a future where I’m ever happy due to the way I grew up. As a child, I was punished for the little mistakes. One time, I put a dirty fork in the cabinet by a mistake, my father took me outside and put me in the dog’s cage at night. I was 8 years old at the time.

I think my suffering wasn’t due to my retardation but more focused on my height. I was the smallest, which made me an obvious target.

It’s just the way I’ve been shaped to see myself as a failure and subhuman was what has made me come to this conclusion. Do I blame myself, or the people who made me turn to this point?

Recently I bought sedatives, which I plan to overdose on. At the moment, all I’m doing is go out, and travel. Those are the last moments I want to experience before I leave this place.

It’s a shame that i have come to this. I could’ve made a difference, I would’ve been amazing.

Maybe if I was normal, I would’ve been respected or even loved.

Good luck to all of you❤️
take some ppl life before doing it
 
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For years I have been emotionally abused, treated like a pet by a lot of people. Even those younger than me. I try to find love, it ended up in public humiliations or accusations. Nobody respects me.

I’m 19 at the moment. While I agree that my life just started, I really don’t see a future where I’m ever happy due to the way I grew up. As a child, I was punished for the little mistakes. One time, I put a dirty fork in the cabinet by a mistake, my father took me outside and put me in the dog’s cage at night. I was 8 years old at the time.

I think my suffering wasn’t due to my retardation but more focused on my height. I was the smallest, which made me an obvious target.

It’s just the way I’ve been shaped to see myself as a failure and subhuman was what has made me come to this conclusion. Do I blame myself, or the people who made me turn to this point?

Recently I bought sedatives, which I plan to overdose on. At the moment, all I’m doing is go out, and travel. Those are the last moments I want to experience before I leave this place.

It’s a shame that i have come to this. I could’ve made a difference, I would’ve been amazing.

Maybe if I was normal, I would’ve been respected or even loved.

Good luck to all of you❤️
niggas post anything just for reps:lul::feelswhy:
 
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Try to become a politician and start a ww.
 
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Yo don't kill yourself
Just do drugs
 
Larping for replies and reps
You ain't gonna get attention buddy
 
I swear you posted a thread like this before
 
Hardmax before u end it atleast
 
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Larp

Post face and sedatives if fr
IMG 2246

Unsure if this is convincing enough but I dont gaf.
 
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Yeah sure lemme drop my face and get a called a faggy nigger. Great plan
Also If you pussy out on your pills I have a thread about another good rope method

I’ll tag you
 
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For years I have been emotionally abused, treated like a pet by a lot of people. Even those younger than me. I try to find love, it ended up in public humiliations or accusations. Nobody respects me.

I’m 19 at the moment. While I agree that my life just started, I really don’t see a future where I’m ever happy due to the way I grew up. As a child, I was punished for the little mistakes. One time, I put a dirty fork in the cabinet by a mistake, my father took me outside and put me in the dog’s cage at night. I was 8 years old at the time.

I think my suffering wasn’t due to my retardation but more focused on my height. I was the smallest, which made me an obvious target.

It’s just the way I’ve been shaped to see myself as a failure and subhuman was what has made me come to this conclusion. Do I blame myself, or the people who made me turn to this point?

Recently I bought sedatives, which I plan to overdose on. At the moment, all I’m doing is go out, and travel. Those are the last moments I want to experience before I leave this place.

It’s a shame that i have come to this. I could’ve made a difference, I would’ve been amazing.

Maybe if I was normal, I would’ve been respected or even loved.

Good luck to all of you❤️
How tall are you
 
It’s way too early to be sure things won’t get better at 19

No matter how true and intense you feel it is in this moment

I’m sure you’re in tons of pain and you think this is the only solution you can muster but that doesn’t make it true

Just because something has happened throughout your life 999 times doesnt mean it’s going to stay the same forever

This too shall pass
 

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