lowtierwelling
antisocial htn
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if you find this corny, just don’t read it. I have no one to talk to.
I feel completely exhausted everyday, I wish I could sleep until the good stuff happens, i wish I had the balls to end it, but I dont, so all I can do is go through this hell everyday.
I have everything, my parents give me everything i need or want, im good looking, lots of money saved, a good physique, friends, but it’s still not enough.
Im supposed to go to therapy but i don’t because im a procrastinator and barely have motivation to do anything these days.
Genuinely don’t know what else to do, im drowning, i stopped believing in god, i isolate myself from my friends and i don’t find joy in everything.
I hate myself, i hate how weak i am, im a grown man crying at 12 pm because he has a day to live ahead.
I always give great advice to ppl but i can’t apply it to myself.
There’s a family trip coming which i feel excited and scared about at the same time, excited because finally something goods happening, but scared because i know it’ll end and I’ll be back to reality.
I know no one will read this, and that’s fine, but if you’ve been in a place like this please tell me what worked for you because im losing the battle.
I feel completely exhausted everyday, I wish I could sleep until the good stuff happens, i wish I had the balls to end it, but I dont, so all I can do is go through this hell everyday.
I have everything, my parents give me everything i need or want, im good looking, lots of money saved, a good physique, friends, but it’s still not enough.
Im supposed to go to therapy but i don’t because im a procrastinator and barely have motivation to do anything these days.
Genuinely don’t know what else to do, im drowning, i stopped believing in god, i isolate myself from my friends and i don’t find joy in everything.
I hate myself, i hate how weak i am, im a grown man crying at 12 pm because he has a day to live ahead.
I always give great advice to ppl but i can’t apply it to myself.
There’s a family trip coming which i feel excited and scared about at the same time, excited because finally something goods happening, but scared because i know it’ll end and I’ll be back to reality.
I know no one will read this, and that’s fine, but if you’ve been in a place like this please tell me what worked for you because im losing the battle.
