I'm feeling way too agressive

[Julian]

Had some things happen in my life that I will not talk about but they made me paranoid as fuck. It's starting to become so bad I wanna kill people before they can do harm to me even fucking complete strangers I need mental help but I know how that stuff works they just put you on heavy meds that lower testosterone and brainwash you. My brain is seriously fucked up this is gonna end in richard ramirez maxxing. I can still control myself but I feel like I'm about to fucking snap.

I seriously need fucking help but who am I gonna fucking trust with this irl. I hate sleeping cuz you are weak when you sleep you can't defend yourself. There are very few people I really trust and it's not my parents so I won't even talk to them about it.

 

[PenileFacialSurgery]

Weed, MDMA, LSD, and Shrooms and you should be fine it’s called PTSD.

 

[Pietrosiek]

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[ShredPill]

Theres lots of options out there. Theres some good studies showing that MDMA therapy can help relieve ptsd. Not all psych meds are the same either. Talking to a therapist can help.
For now just go to the gym and focus all your frustration on deadlifts or squats.