I’m getting more ND lately

[Prøphet]

It’s getting so much wirse man

I’m forgetting what I’m supposed to say and how to intonate my voice, I’m running out of energy to Larp NT and now I’m forced to show my true inept nature

 

[Prøphet]

People laugh at me way more now because of how much I’m slipping up and acting stupid

 

[BlackFag]

take a break bro
really, you can't keep pretending to be NT
with no breaks

just hide out for a week
and you'll come back better able to larp NT

 

[Prøphet]

And I can’t force myself to laugh at my family’s coworker humor anymore, I feel like I can’t pretend anymore, I seriously cannot be fucked to hide who I am it’s so draining

 

[Prøphet]

I wake up these days and already feel exhausted

 

[Sacrimoon]

“im getting more autistic lately”

 

[Prøphet]

take a break bro
really, you can't keep pretending to be NT
with no breaks

just hide out for a week
and you'll come back better able to larp NT

I’m so hopeless man, that’s what I’ve been doing tbh but I can’t even do small talk for even 5 minutes it’s so futile to even try and imitate someone else I feel like I’ll always be this way

 

[Prøphet]

“im getting more autistic lately”

Well I meant my symptoms are getting worse

 

[BlackFag]

how long do you break contact
like do complete no contact
no calls or text
just you
and prob with other ND fags

7 days were you can relax

 

[Prøphet]

how long do you break contact
like do complete no contact
no calls or text
just you
and prob with other ND fags

7 days were you can relax

Most of my life

 

[Sacrimoon]

Well I meant my symptoms are getting worse

Yeah makes sense. A lot of people on here just misuse that term so much

 

[BlackFag]

Most of my life

yeah dude
try to do 1 week a month

1 week break total contact
and just relax

when its over you'll be better

 

[Prøphet]

how long do you break contact
like do complete no contact
no calls or text
just you
and prob with other ND fags

7 days were you can relax

But I went to a thing with my family last week and I’m just tired man I have to put on a performance with so much energy and effort and alcohol to fake every micro interaction, and even then it’s not enough, and these aren’t even normies my age it’s family it really shouldn’t be this difficult to do even the most basic things but somehow I fail at even that

 

[Deleted member 322807]

best way to keep up an "nt mask" is to go LDAR for a few days. works 10/10 times