Im gonna kill myself, goodbye to everyone

[Deleted member 90888]

My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress

Slime your friends out first

 

[Futura]

I have been thru the same and yet I’m still standing

Your life isn’t worth taking just because of some people

Don’t kill yourself bro

I'm still standing better than i ever did

 

[kurd]

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nigga idk how to write suicide nots bro

 

[Futura]

nigga idk how to write suicide nots bro

Nigga dont kys retard
Just kill them
They deserve it jason

 

[Restitutor Orbis]

I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.

Pussy. Why don't you do all the low inhib instrusive though stuff you repressed back when you had something to lose? If you kys, you better be ODing on coke in a strip club

 

[kurd]

Pussy. Why don't you do all the low inhib instrusive though stuff you repressed back when you had something to lose? If you kys, you better be ODing on coke in a strip club

Yeah i was thinking for a bit not to be scared of those people that are trying to harm me and if they do try ill literally point their gun at my head and tell them to shoot idgaf anymore im not gonna live in fear

Stupid friends that backstabbed me and spread rumors

 

[ijustwannalookgood]

a

are u slime krew

Yes im part of it brotha

 

[greycel]

Stupid friends that backstabbed me and spread rumors

This has happened to me too bro, they spread lies about something at the time I felt serious

But think of life this way.
We have souls that inhabit these human bodies right? Something that exists after our death
Our human lives, whoever you are, whatever human identity/name, human personality, and body you have... including most importantly: that of yours, through which everything exists for you

It's the product of your genes + environment up to this point in time.
Both of which are out of our control.
Your genes are out of your control, and your environment is the product of events that occur around you.. your past, that was also because of your environment in the past before, that was also because of your environment even before...

You see a drunk homeless man, and people look down on him. He might have been a drunkard, and lost his home. He might have been a gambler and lost his home. But whatever route he took to that point, was because of the influence of his environment + brain chemistry

This is why all our actions are out of our control.
If we could map every atom in the observable universe, at a specific time, then we could gaze into where every atom will go at that smallest increment of time.
We would be able to see what's at the end of 1 of those smallest units, and therefore we can stretch many of these to even billions of years in the future/past at a specific time.

If everything is out of our control, and your soul is inhabiting a human body with a human identity, then what are you?
You don't have any influence do you?

You are a spectator

You are watching, touching, tasting, hearing, smelling - you are experiencing existence. But you are experiencing a story that has already been written.

Whatever bad thing has happened to you was inevitably going to happen, BUT.. your soul picked this life for you, it picked this book for you to read

Limit yourself to not your human body like 99.9999% of society does. The true you, you cannot tap into. No matter how hard you try, you'll never be able to experience from your souls perspective. All experience you have is through the and body

Don't take anything personally. You are NOT your human identity.
The real you is merely experiencing the concept of life
The idea of giving a life force to a puppet

Take opportunity of this life to do good.
There's a flip side to everything too. It's not simply doing good, it's  also NOT doing bad.
And to contemplate suicide, to know what the term even means, to end up in your situation.. all of that is ultimately because of the totality of your human person's entire environment leading up to this point in time

Forget whatever it is. They are stuck limiting themselves to their human body and human interactions that human society has developed

Live your life detached from your humanity
Do what your human knows to be good + don't do what your human knows to be bad
To guarantee that the book you picked up was an enjoyable read

 

[Franco.]

I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.

nigga dont do it, stay with us one more day

 

[CorinthianLOX]

don't do it bro not worth it

 

[laworg]

Site has nothing to do with it, its just me being too gullible and nice to people and telling everyone i know not knowing they will be jealous and try whatever to harm me including threatening my family and im going to cause issues for my family because of me being retarded

Oh assume dat je nl bent maar echt man nooit dit doen je gaat het altijd regretten de ms je iets probeert te doen

 

[ikramy]

See you next week with a new rep farm

 

[epicmogger123]

Yea bye bro

 

[WAGMI2 Gandy Heaven]

I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.

hope u make it to gandy heaven bratha.

 

[Node]

Nigga what

 

[TYLER IN NARRATOR]

View attachment 3935440 @Bryce I think its larp tbh

 

[autistic_tendencies]

This has happened to me too bro, they spread lies about something at the time I felt serious

But think of life this way.
We have souls that inhabit these human bodies right? Something that exists after our death
Our human lives, whoever you are, whatever human identity/name, human personality, and body you have... including most importantly: that of yours, through which everything exists for you

It's the product of your genes + environment up to this point in time.
Both of which are out of our control.
Your genes are out of your control, and your environment is the product of events that occur around you.. your past, that was also because of your environment in the past before, that was also because of your environment even before...

You see a drunk homeless man, and people look down on him. He might have been a drunkard, and lost his home. He might have been a gambler and lost his home. But whatever route he took to that point, was because of the influence of his environment + brain chemistry

This is why all our actions are out of our control.
If we could map every atom in the observable universe, at a specific time, then we could gaze into where every atom will go at that smallest increment of time.
We would be able to see what's at the end of 1 of those smallest units, and therefore we can stretch many of these to even billions of years in the future/past at a specific time.

If everything is out of our control, and your soul is inhabiting a human body with a human identity, then what are you?
You don't have any influence do you?

You are a spectator

You are watching, touching, tasting, hearing, smelling - you are experiencing existence. But you are experiencing a story that has already been written.

Whatever bad thing has happened to you was inevitably going to happen, BUT.. your soul picked this life for you, it picked this book for you to read

Limit yourself to not your human body like 99.9999% of society does. The true you, you cannot tap into. No matter how hard you try, you'll never be able to experience from your souls perspective. All experience you have is through the and body

Don't take anything personally. You are NOT your human identity.
The real you is merely experiencing the concept of life
The idea of giving a life force to a puppet

Take opportunity of this life to do good.
There's a flip side to everything too. It's not simply doing good, it's  also NOT doing bad.
And to contemplate suicide, to know what the term even means, to end up in your situation.. all of that is ultimately because of the totality of your human person's entire environment leading up to this point in time

Forget whatever it is. They are stuck limiting themselves to their human body and human interactions that human society has developed

Live your life detached from your humanity
Do what your human knows to be good + don't do what your human knows to be bad
To guarantee that the book you picked up was an enjoyable read

That’s trippy you use the same term spectator as I did. It could also be that the universe wants to show you this person’s particular life experience to teach us lessons maybe
I read something forgot which poem it’s called that our soul will come back and experience every type of person’s life, rich and old woman and poor, you will experience all these lives throughout your souls journey @Gengar

 

[FastBananaCEO]

Lifetime VIP just to end it

 

[greycel]

show you this person’s particular life experience to teach us lessons maybe

It is exactly this
At least it is what I believe
The progression of our soul
You're the only person I've heard who has a similar belief to me

It also makes sense on a deeper intuitive level. The idea of this entire platform (Universe) being interconnected.

But here comes the problem. Why do some people suffer more than others?
For example, if you are living a script that is already determined based on your genes, other people's genes, and the environment (consisting of near infinite butterfly effects up to that point, that also influenced the afformentioned genes)... then why is one person a noble royalty, who had access to the best of his time, while the other died a miserable death, having been born into a life of crime

There's no fairness to this.

So, I feel like there's many answers to this.
Either it is all. Your soul indiscriminately inhabits every human form (let's limit it to that), to achieve soul progression (think of a bar it needs to fill)
OR
It is some. Your soul handpicks its choice BEFORE you are brought into a human body, where some human lives help a soul progress more than others (living a human life of little change, compared to one where a lot occurred)

There might also be variants involving karma, and the idea of removing it, instead of purely soul progression.
But I question this, because if everything is predetermined, then what you do in this life won't add negative/positive karma because it is out of your control. So if karma is involved, it'll only involve the removal of it
And the removal of it, can be seen the same way as soul progression is. They are both you serving your "jail" sentence/ purifying your soul

Then there's a different branch, where there's this legendary thought experiment I'm planning on releasing maybe one day.
But briefly it involves the idea of there being more bodies than souls.
So if the number of souls is greater than 1 (yourself, you can only know for sure you have one), then the ones who lived extreme lives (both extremes) likely have no souls in their bodies, and they are there to create an environment for others - similar to NPCs, who would believe themselves to have a soul because everybody else has suggested it.. they wouldn't be capable of doing anything but that (remember everybody's fate is destined, our soul doesn't influence our actions)
Or there is the chance only 1 does at a specific moment in life has it, in which case I can only speak for myself and know that I have a soul.. so from my perspective you and everybody else wouldn't

Then there's also the idea of being in a simulation and we are spectating this life, picking up the book we want to read, but we are plugged in right now

But generally there's that theme of soul progression
Even the idea of karma doesn't make sense, if your soul has no input for your actions

 

[KingVamp]

I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.

Bye