Im gonna kill myself, goodbye to everyone

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kurd

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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
 
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@idkmanimao @Bryce @dnrwarrior11 @Node @Pento Goodbye guys.
 
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Definitely don’t live stream it
 
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Fuck you
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
larp

do one last giveaway
 
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would’ve been longer it true, see you next week :lul:
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
don't do it bro not worth it
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
Livestream it larper
 
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suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems :feelsmage::feelsmage:
The Hobbit Smile GIF
 
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werent you rich and shi
 
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Not rllly worth it, get of this website and find you a bitch get her pregnant and make her be stuck w/u
 
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LETS FUCKING GO

Happy Ex On The Beach GIF by MTV Nederland


🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🥳🎉🥳🎉🥳🎉🥳🥳🎉🎉
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
Don't do it
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
Can you like send me your money cus what are you gonna do with it when your dead
 
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Send me like 100 bucks before you go tbh
 
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Get the fuck outta here. Tried to be what everyone needed you to be. That's why you want to kill yourself asshole.

Start being what you need to be first, then you can begin to worry about how much other people merit your time. I'm willing to bet that there's absolutely nobody on this planet relying on you.

Your post sounds really corny.
 
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Saarrrr :cry:

We were supposed to marry blonde Dutch girls together :cry:
 
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Get the fuck outta here. Tried to be what everyone needed you to be. That's why you want to kill yourself asshole.

Start being what you need to be first, then you can begin to worry about how much other people merit your time. I'm willing to bet that there's absolutely nobody on this planet relying on you.

Your post sounds really corny.
Nigga thinks reverse psychology will work
 
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Get the fuck outta here. Tried to be what everyone needed you to be. That's why you want to kill yourself asshole.

Start being what you need to be first, then you can begin to worry about how much other people merit your time. I'm willing to bet that there's absolutely nobody on this planet relying on you.

Your post sounds really corny.
My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress
 
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My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress
Are you being serious
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
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@Bryce I think its larp tbh
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
pussy
 
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whats ur method
 
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My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress
this is gay you aren't killing yourself lol
 
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Larpington
 
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suicide mogs tbh this world is fucked and nothing good comes out of it
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
Are you seriously not going to record this? Fucking retard
 
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What a unique post, never seen people talking about suicide here :lul:
 
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i use ai because im too low iq to explain properly… im gona mass dose dnp now
imagine all the stacys you missed out fucking if you kill yourself... tbh at least get some bitches before you rope man...
 
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My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress
It happens sometimes during childhood. Could be way worse. Get over it. You'll be alright one day, probably soon, and you'll be glad you didn't kill yourself. Your family will be fine. Your mind is your worst enemy at the moment, I promise. Just let it quiet down. It will if you're persistent.
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
Em dash? yeah this is chatgpt
 
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IM KILLING MYSELF DAD FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! *slams door*
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
 
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My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress
Fucking kill them tbh
 
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My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress
its because this world is a loosh farm look it up
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
Bro… I know shit feels like it’s over, like the pain swallowed everything and there’s nothing ahead but more of the same but I swear on everything, you don’t see the full picture yet. You’re so deep in this storm that it’s clouded your vision. You don’t even realize what you’re on the edge of missing. You’re gonna skip the nights you laugh until your ribs hurt, the girls who one day will look at you like you're the only man alive, the ones who call you cute with a grin and bite their lip and pull you into something real or something wild. You’ll miss your first real “Stacy” moment when a hot ass girl lays on your chest, and for once, you feel like the prize. You’ll miss the moment you finally see yourself in the mirror and go “Holy shit, I actually ascended. I’m that guy now.” You’ll miss the glow-up, the revenge body, the quiet flexes, the old bullies shocked at your transformation. You’ll miss the road trips with boys yelling music at midnight, late summer nights doing dumb shit, the gym PRs, the times you look around and realize you made it out. You’ll miss the “firsts” that haven’t even happened yet: first time she says “I’m proud of you,” first time you hold your own kid (if that’s your future), first time you realize that you’re finally safe in your own skin. This life will beat your ass sometimes, yeah but that’s not the whole story. You have chapters left that’ll be so fucking good they’ll feel like dreams, and those haven’t even started. I know you feel broken. I know you’re exhausted. But don’t close the book early. You’re in the worst part right now but the best pages are coming. And I promise, when you're older, standing next to someone who loves you, staring back at the darkness you survived, you'll be damn proud you held on.

all of us here in org came here off depression or fixing your shit, so many others have done it, so many other people here have had worse lifes then you like @RODEBLUR @2414763h @superpsycho
 
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i use ai because im too low iq to explain properly… im gona mass dose dnp now
HELLLLL NO DONT

if ur serious go on sanctionnnneddeusicidwe . net and research more peaceful ways to pass

dnp is equivalent to burning alive
 
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I'm sorry.

I wish I had the words to explain what’s been eating away at me. I’ve tried—tried to smile, tried to carry on, tried to be what everyone needed me to be. But inside, it’s been getting darker for a long time, and I’m so tired of pretending there’s light left.

This isn’t about blame. No one failed me. Sometimes the weight just becomes too much, and you can't see a path forward. I hope you’ll remember me not for how I left, but for the times I did smile, laugh, love, and try to be there.

Please don’t carry guilt. Carry love. Carry it forward to someone else who might be silently hurting too.

Tell them they matter. Tell them louder than you ever told me.

I’m sorry. And I love yall.
you are doing this for attention.
 
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It happens sometimes during childhood. Could be way worse. Get over it. You'll be alright one day, probably soon, and you'll be glad you didn't kill yourself. Your family will be fine. Your mind is your worst enemy at the moment, I promise. Just let it quiet down. It will if you're persistent.
Can i pm you for advice bro
 
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My mental health is ruined..

All my friends backstabbed me, tried to beat me up and are threatening my family coming to my
house.. this was all my fault for being guilible and telling my “friends” everything, i never knew friends were so fake. Now my familys gonna get in danger cause of my retarded mistakes.. i have extreme paranoia and stress
Strap up and protect yo fam 💯

Lemme you if you need some yn’s weall pull up 💯💯
 
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Bro… I know shit feels like it’s over, like the pain swallowed everything and there’s nothing ahead but more of the same but I swear on everything, you don’t see the full picture yet. You’re so deep in this storm that it’s clouded your vision. You don’t even realize what you’re on the edge of missing. You’re gonna skip the nights you laugh until your ribs hurt, the girls who one day will look at you like you're the only man alive, the ones who call you cute with a grin and bite their lip and pull you into something real or something wild. You’ll miss your first real “Stacy” moment when a hot ass girl lays on your chest, and for once, you feel like the prize. You’ll miss the moment you finally see yourself in the mirror and go “Holy shit, I actually ascended. I’m that guy now.” You’ll miss the glow-up, the revenge body, the quiet flexes, the old bullies shocked at your transformation. You’ll miss the road trips with boys yelling music at midnight, late summer nights doing dumb shit, the gym PRs, the times you look around and realize you made it out. You’ll miss the “firsts” that haven’t even happened yet: first time she says “I’m proud of you,” first time you hold your own kid (if that’s your future), first time you realize that you’re finally safe in your own skin. This life will beat your ass sometimes, yeah but that’s not the whole story. You have chapters left that’ll be so fucking good they’ll feel like dreams, and those haven’t even started. I know you feel broken. I know you’re exhausted. But don’t close the book early. You’re in the worst part right now but the best pages are coming. And I promise, when you're older, standing next to someone who loves you, staring back at the darkness you survived, you'll be damn proud you held on.

all of us here in org came here off depression or fixing your shit, so many others have done it, so many other people here have had worse lifes then you like @RODEBLUR
Dr Seuss reincarnated
 
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