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My objetive: reaching 5 PSL without surgeries.
What I'm doing: beard to enhance recessed chin, jaw, and to hide double chin, lowering my bodyfat to 12-11 percent, better posture, etc.
I'm leaving the forum because this place is feeding my mental problems. I has been called ugly (behind my back) for years, as I have a recessed chin and a recessed double chin. I'm also non-NT, so making friends is really hard to me, and people are not patient with me, or just judge me without talking to me (because I act autistic and insecure). I've made a pact with myself: if I can't become good-looking by natural methods, I'll kill myself. I don't want to live with fear of getting mocked and laughed at (one of the reasons of why I left the gym and of why I'm excercising at home). I'm paranoid when I'm outside, because I don't trust people. And no, it's not in my mind. My teenage years were shaped by how people treated me. People would bully me for being autistic and I was scared of guys and girls my age (this has not changed). I don't want to looksmaxx to get more friends or attention from the opposite sex; I dislike people, in general. I just want to become good-looking, so I can develop a "confidence" based on real positive feedback without deluding myself. I also would like to know about how to be happy while being ugly; about how to not care about these topics so much. I'm obsessed with looks, and feel that everyone is better than me. I don't really care about the physical appearance of the people that surround me, as a face is just a mass of meat. I just want to fix these failos that makes me ugly. Will beardfrauding work? Sorry for this mess of a post. I'll leave today.
What I'm doing: beard to enhance recessed chin, jaw, and to hide double chin, lowering my bodyfat to 12-11 percent, better posture, etc.
I'm leaving the forum because this place is feeding my mental problems. I has been called ugly (behind my back) for years, as I have a recessed chin and a recessed double chin. I'm also non-NT, so making friends is really hard to me, and people are not patient with me, or just judge me without talking to me (because I act autistic and insecure). I've made a pact with myself: if I can't become good-looking by natural methods, I'll kill myself. I don't want to live with fear of getting mocked and laughed at (one of the reasons of why I left the gym and of why I'm excercising at home). I'm paranoid when I'm outside, because I don't trust people. And no, it's not in my mind. My teenage years were shaped by how people treated me. People would bully me for being autistic and I was scared of guys and girls my age (this has not changed). I don't want to looksmaxx to get more friends or attention from the opposite sex; I dislike people, in general. I just want to become good-looking, so I can develop a "confidence" based on real positive feedback without deluding myself. I also would like to know about how to be happy while being ugly; about how to not care about these topics so much. I'm obsessed with looks, and feel that everyone is better than me. I don't really care about the physical appearance of the people that surround me, as a face is just a mass of meat. I just want to fix these failos that makes me ugly. Will beardfrauding work? Sorry for this mess of a post. I'll leave today.