Im mentally fucked and living in hell

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7 years of rotting since puberty begun
experience only hell in this life
everyone wants 0 to do with me and is hostile

Most people have not experienced this so can "looksmax" and get "lifefuel" from a thread of @Salludon but not me

My base is too shitty for any looksmaxxing to ever have any effect.

Its pure hell

I hate how I am told to stop being negative and just looksmax when im too mentally destroyed. I am amazed I can get up in the morning.

Its over.
 
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7 years of rotting since puberty begun
experience only hell in this life
everyone wants 0 to do with me and is hostile

Most people have not experienced this so can "looksmax" and get "lifefuel" from a thread of @Salludon but not me

My base is too shitty for any looksmaxxing to ever have any effect.

Its pure hell

I hate how I am told to stop being negative and just looksmax when im too mentally destroyed. I am amazed I can get up in the morning.

Its over.
yeh, same
 
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Its relatable
 
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silly inkwell its your personality, hair, and lack of showers
 
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7 years of rotting since puberty begun
experience only hell in this life
everyone wants 0 to do with me and is hostile

Most people have not experienced this so can "looksmax" and get "lifefuel" from a thread of @Salludon but not me

My base is too shitty for any looksmaxxing to ever have any effect.

Its pure hell

I hate how I am told to stop being negative and just looksmax when im too mentally destroyed. I am amazed I can get up in the morning.

Its over.
lol i thoght ill softmax and ascend but it didnt get me shit
 
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PSX 20201020 152855
 
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7 years of rotting since puberty begun
experience only hell in this life
everyone wants 0 to do with me and is hostile

Most people have not experienced this so can "looksmax" and get "lifefuel" from a thread of @Salludon but not me

My base is too shitty for any looksmaxxing to ever have any effect.

Its pure hell

I hate how I am told to stop being negative and just looksmax when im too mentally destroyed. I am amazed I can get up in the morning.

Its over.
Bro your neurochemical balance is fucked as a reault of this type of thinking. Either you push through it or better, have a go through Bravermans Test. Find your lacking neurochemicals and supplements. It will help you get through this shit. But yeah, even Chads and Chadlites go theough depression, because no one ever really loves you and it’s pointless.
 
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lol i thoght ill softmax and ascend but it didnt get me shit
Softmaxxing can only do so much. Even with clear skin with an orange glow and low bodyfat I am still subhuman.
Sad shit man
Bro your neurochemical balance is fucked as a reault of this type of thinking. Either you push through it or better, have a go through Bravermans Test. Find your lacking neurochemicals and supplements. It will help you get through this shit. But yeah, even Chads and Chadlites go theough depression, because no one ever really loves you and it’s pointless.
Chad and Stacy's depression is a meme compared to this hell I inhabit.
 
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Why is it so bad tbh.
 
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Bro your neurochemical balance is fucked as a reault of this type of thinking. Either you push through it or better, have a go through Bravermans Test. Find your lacking neurochemicals and supplements. It will help you get through this shit. But yeah, even Chads and Chadlites go theough depression, because no one ever really loves you and it’s pointless.
So that, the neurochema will help you get through the looksmax, because thoughts become neurochems. In this case, exogenous neurochems become thoughts. And that will let you act like you care abiut life and do things for yourself like looksmax, which will lead to approval from others and lead to an upward spiral.
 
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indeed rightfulcel @Tony
 
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Chad and Stacy's depression is a meme compared to this hell I inhabit.
They’re lying bro. I’ve always been the sickest looking in any room. I’m still on this site lol. Wait till you start thinking “ So you only love me cause I look good?”
 
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They’re lying bro. I’ve always been the sickest looking in any room. I’m still on this site lol. Wait till you start thinking “ So you only love me cause I look good?”
Meh as long as im fucking I wouldn't care. "Love" doesn't exist to me anymore after the emotionally sodomy of having a oneitis raped my soul over these cruel years.
 
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Meh as long as im fucking I wouldn't care. "Love" doesn't exist to me anymore after the emotionally sodomy of having a oneitis raped my soul over these cruel years.
Oh that shit happens to everyone I guess. Still took me a few years to turn dark triad
 
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Oh that shit happens to everyone I guess. Still took me a few years to turn dark triad
Any Chad or Stacy is in a good position compared to me. Having 0 social contact is beyond brutal.
 
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I tell you where looking sick can help. I can walk into a crowded club on new years eve and not get called out to stand in queue. I also carry myself like I own the club and dress like I just came off a GQ shoot so.
 
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They’re lying bro. I’ve always been the sickest looking in any room. I’m still on this site lol. Wait till you start thinking “ So you only love me cause I look good?”
after losing 30kg and having lots of attention from foids it kinda made me depressed :))))))im at that stage that when i hear some bitch say i like u in my head i know it s bullshit
 
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Any Chad or Stacy is in a good position compared to me. Having 0 social contact is beyond brutal.
Wouldn’t argue. I have some friends. But I don’t trust anyone. Like no one.
 
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7 years of rotting since puberty begun
experience only hell in this life
everyone wants 0 to do with me and is hostile


Its pure hell

I hate how I am told to stop being negative and just looksmax when im too mentally destroyed. I am amazed I can get up in the morning.

Its over.


Unironically the same except for the looksmaxxing part. Even tho both my father and grandfathers were / are boneless subhuman cucks, I managed to ascend quite a bit. But I'm still not done, and I'm really fucking pissed coz of these selfish un-self-aware subhumans having reproduced.

I'm fucked with all kinds of chronic illnesses and I'm told to just man up, what a joke. If I was a foid (not supporting transgenderism and not a tranny obviously), society would care about me and my problems. I wonder, have this misandry and gynocentrism always existed, has society always been like this, where people couldn't care less if you get ganged up on by an army of pussy-whipped whiteknights and stomped on until you're a mental vegetable for the rest of your miserable life, after serving justice (slapping) to a bitch? Where foids have replaced religion and God and now they are the new god?

Existing as a sub8male now is pure hell indeed. Either you're a foid or a Chad, or else you're not living life.
 
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Wouldn’t argue. I have some friends. But I don’t trust anyone. Like no one.
You can still go to party's, meet up with girls in social groups etc, if you have a gf you can introduce her to friends etc. I have 0, no friends, nobody. I am by myself. If I died tomorrow people would celebrate for a day then forget about me.
 
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after losing 30kg and having lots of attention from foids it kinda made me depressed :))))))im at that stage that when i hear some bitch say i like u in my head i know it s bullshit
Congrats on your weight loss bro. Not a small feat. I was a fat kid in high school and turned sick cool in a matter of months after I lost weight. Yeah fuck them bitches bro. Like literally just fuck them. And then do your thing. In the end, all you’ll have is your name, reputation and legacy.
 
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Congrats on your weight loss bro. Not a small feat. I was a fat kid in high school and turned sick cool in a matter of months after I lost weight. Yeah fuck them bitches bro. Like literally just fuck them. And then do your thing. In the end, all you’ll have is your name, reputation and legacy.
ROPEFUEL
 
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You can still go to party's, meet up with girls in social groups etc, if you have a gf you can introduce her to friends etc. I have 0, no friends, nobody. I am by myself. If I died tomorrow people would celebrate for a day then forget about me.
Sure bro. Sucks to be on the good end too. When your beat friend’s girlfriend of 3 years comes onto you, you tell yourself, fuck man, have some integrity bitch. It’s sucks either ways man. I’m redpill, but I’m a functional nihilist. Its about doing shit for yourself with the information you have.
 
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Sure bro. Sucks to be on the good end too. When your beat friend’s girlfriend of 3 years comes onto you, you tell yourself, fuck man, have some integrity bitch. It’s sucks either ways man. I’m redpill, but I’m a functional nihilist. Its about doing shit for yourself with the information you have.
At least you can have all your basic needs met then build on that. I have to build on my foundation missing a key part which is the most pleasurable activity know to humans.
 
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Brutal. Same here.

Let's for a second imagine that I will successfully looksmaxx - I don't think I will be able to bounce back from all the years of inceldom

The fact that I lost out on life's best years is UNCOPABLE

The blackest blackpill is that THE PROBLEM IS ME. The very core of my persona is problematic - to "become happy" I would have to become an entirely different person - that's not possible.

The years spent in depression is what created me, and my personality - I'm unable to socialize, I don't find it enjoyable - every social interaction is like job interview - you fuck up once and they won't call you again. Not that anyone calls me in the first place, this all happened years ago
 
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7 years of rotting since puberty begun
experience only hell in this life
everyone wants 0 to do with me and is hostile

Most people have not experienced this so can "looksmax" and get "lifefuel" from a thread of @Salludon but not me

My base is too shitty for any looksmaxxing to ever have any effect.

Its pure hell

I hate how I am told to stop being negative and just looksmax when im too mentally destroyed. I am amazed I can get up in the morning.

Its over.
You’re popular af on here though
 
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At least you can have all your basic needs met then build on that. I have to build on my foundation missing a key part which is the most pleasurable activity know to humans.
That’s cool man. Also read Mastery by Robert Greene. It gives you a better perspective of how to live and die in this inherently nihilistic animal world. It’s an animal kingdom and evolutionary biologists like Richard Dawkins argue that things like shows of attachment evolved as a means of survival. Basically you cooperate and make friends so you wouldn’t perish. What’s more nihilistic that than, than there is no goodness for the sake of it? These days I’m dark triad ish and always ask so, what does this friendship do for my life. Also explains why more successful people have lesser friends. Like you can only be friends with people on your level of career success or higher. Unless you wanna go down.
 
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Brutal. Same here.

Let's for a second imagine that I will successfully looksmaxx - I don't think I will be able to bounce back from all the years of inceldom

The fact that I lost out on life's best years is UNCOPABLE

The blackest blackpill is that THE PROBLEM IS ME. The very core of my persona is problematic - to "become happy" I would have to become an entirely different person - that's not possible.

The years spent in depression is what created me, and my personality - I'm unable to socialize, I don't find it enjoyable - every social interaction is like job interview - you fuck up once and they won't call you again. Not that anyone calls me in the first place, this all happened years ago
Temperature of the sun iq tbh, we will never be 100% after missing our youth but with some cope we might be like 80% to give an arbitrary number. The brain never recovers from being isolated so we will be fucked up forever honestly. We can't fool ourselves forever and all copes come to an end. I hate how every interaction I do is like an mma fight with counters and attacks to not fuck up. Such greed.
You’re popular af on here though
Not really. I feel like a side character.
 
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Temperature of the sun iq tbh, we will never be 100% after missing our youth but with some cope we might be like 80% to give an arbitrary number. The brain never recovers from being isolated so we will be fucked up forever honestly. We can't fool ourselves forever and all copes come to an end. I hate how every interaction I do is like an mma fight with counters and attacks to not fuck up. Such greed.

Not really. I feel like a side character.
Your post to rep ratio is good and much better than mine
 
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Brutal. Same here.

Let's for a second imagine that I will successfully looksmaxx - I don't think I will be able to bounce back from all the years of inceldom

The fact that I lost out on life's best years is UNCOPABLE

The blackest blackpill is that THE PROBLEM IS ME. The very core of my persona is problematic - to "become happy" I would have to become an entirely different person - that's not possible.

The years spent in depression is what created me, and my personality - I'm unable to socialize, I don't find it enjoyable - every social interaction is like job interview - you fuck up once and they won't call you again. Not that anyone calls me in the first place, this all happened years ago
Hey hro look up RSD Tyler and his new age shit. Really works. Trust me. Even though I was good looking, I only became a hot guy in my head after I rewired my thinking patterns. Now don’t come at me that you’re not good looking at the moment. That’s not an excuse not to try, right? Look up what made David Goggins, Goggins. Sheer brutal upbringing. My upbringing was shit as well and I grew up in fear. This still affects me to this day to such an extent that I made a career disaster recently, because of what I though mommy and daddy would think. Wtf? But I take Modafinil and tread on. The fuck do we do, right?
 
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No one hates you on here bro
Regardless imo im the incel of incel, a sub human pest rat. This forum is gigacope and has 0 bearing on reality once you log off.
 
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Regardless imo im the incel of incel, a sub human pest rat. This forum is gigacope and has 0 bearing on reality once you log off.
You have friends on here and you told me women like you
 
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