Im mentally fucked and living in hell

[Deleted member 5522]

Did your face just never develop? Because I used to be ugly and recessed, but I didnt actually begin too look good until my 16th birthday, and I was a cute kid. I guess I just had a "glow down" during the first years of puberty, until my looks came back.

Its too late for me now im 19

 

[AsGoodAsItGets]

But now my game is in top Listening to RSD and shit

New RSD is okay, but refer old materials I described. Read it. And watch old Julien shit from 2013.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

Its too late for me now im 19

Are your maxilofacial sutures closed completely?

 

[Deleted member 5522]

Are your maxilofacial sutures closed completely?

I don't know.

 

[Deleted member 2214]

I don't know.

Get yourself a head CT and see. Thats what I did a year ago when I had severe TMJ (its better now) and maybe you might have some hope. Doctor commented that my head was still "not fully connected".

You will really like my transformation when I post my new full face pics. You may be able to achieve something similar.

 

[johncruz12345]

What's your PSL?

How can you say that you won't ascend with hardcore changes but fucking SARMs would ascend you?

4.5 psl. 6ft 3.

 

[AsGoodAsItGets]

I don't know.

Hey bro have you seen that video by RSD Tyler about Insecurity about looks? You should see that. I dont know if linking game stuff is cool here but if you don’t find it, I will send pm. Let me know. Man discontent is the driver for change and improvement. But you cannot feel like shit along the way. I harness my dark deep forces of my insecurity to oush myself sometimes ngl when I have to work to a deadline or to get that last rep to failure (Tell myself: you wanna give like you gave up x?) But you cannot live like that. You need to see yourself as a god in your mind.

 

[AsGoodAsItGets]

Okah bro, hopefully you will:
1. Read Blueprint Decoded by RSD Tyler. it’s a pdf you will find online. If you want can watch the lectures as well. (You will begin to see the world differently)
2. AMOG Tactics by RSD Tyler (To have some fun and fuck with people for a change)
3. Watch Hot Seat At Home By RSD (Literally you will know how people like me just can talk for hours on end and attract hoes)
4. Watch old RSD Julien infield videos.

sure you can get hoes on Tinder through looks, but that is not going to change how you feel. Feeling is game. What you feel, they feel.

 

[AsGoodAsItGets]

Okah bro, hopefully you will:
1. Read Blueprint Decoded by RSD Tyler. it’s a pdf you will find online. If you want can watch the lectures as well. (You will begin to see the world differently)
2. AMOG Tactics by RSD Tyler (To have some fun and fuck with people for a change)
3. Watch Hot Seat At Home By RSD (Literally you will know how people like me just can talk for hours on end and attract hoes)
4. Watch old RSD Julien infield videos.

sure you can get hoes on Tinder through looks, but that is not going to change how you feel. Feeling is game. What you feel, they feel.

I don’t know why I write all this. I just remember the pain I had when I couldn’t control my fate and felt helpless. I still feel that reading some people here. And I hope you will take action to change your life, literally.

 

[Mongrelcel]

Are your maxilofacial sutures closed compl

Tf are you talking about bro, the sutures in the skull never close

 

[Deleted member 2214]

Tf are you talking about bro, the sutures in the skull never close

Yes, technically, but they aren't fused together even closely if you are still a teen. If you are over 18, then chances are, if you are borderline-deformed tier ugly, that you probably wont ever ascend.