soulless_npc
angels & demons
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Without marihuana the evil satanic static noise in my head returns and my thoughts race at light speed and it's harder to ignore the voices that tell me to do horrible things. Oh well it's a shit loser cope anyways, JFL at smoking weed because you don't get pussy. Oh wait i've been doing that for years. It was over long ago.
Welp nothing to do but go work in the gulag again after a nice break of <2 months unemployed, work at walmart or some shit and get made fun of by college kids with sex and youth and potential and their lives ahead of them, guys who I could have been if: 1) I was born and acted alpha while it still mattered and had good self esteem, 2) God made me good looking, 3) i was born into inherited wealth.
Prediction: I will rope in <1 year, most likely alone in a shitty apartment somewhere, broke, alone, sexless, irrelevant, spiritually bankrupt, and absolutely committable, but rope is preferable to being committed for sure.
Welp nothing to do but go work in the gulag again after a nice break of <2 months unemployed, work at walmart or some shit and get made fun of by college kids with sex and youth and potential and their lives ahead of them, guys who I could have been if: 1) I was born and acted alpha while it still mattered and had good self esteem, 2) God made me good looking, 3) i was born into inherited wealth.
Prediction: I will rope in <1 year, most likely alone in a shitty apartment somewhere, broke, alone, sexless, irrelevant, spiritually bankrupt, and absolutely committable, but rope is preferable to being committed for sure.
