Im so envious of the people around me and its ruining my life

[glowupat18help]

So im not, like subhuman or anything. I’m not short, I’ve had relationships with girls, but I still am so deathly envious of people around me. I have this friend that I’ve been told by girls, even a girl I was dating at the time, and even my mom, that he looks like a more attractive taller version of me. My brother is 4 inches taller and more socially competent. One of my friends is so much more confident and intelligent than me, and another is 6'5, actual not Chad-like ranking-wise, but would fit under a more normie definition of it. And I feel like I am pushing them all away. I know I should be grateful that I have it better than most, and I love them like brothers, but I also hate them. I feel an overwhelming amount of jealousy towards them all the time, and it genuinely negatively impacts my quality of life. It has seriously strained our relationships, probably beyond repair.

 

[kbj]

Ascend lol

 

[caverrrrrr]

So im not, like subhuman or anything. I’m not short, I’ve had relationships with girls, but I still am so deathly envious of people around me. I have this friend that I’ve been told by girls, even a girl I was dating at the time, and even my mom, that he looks like a more attractive taller version of me. My brother is 4 inches taller and more socially competent. One of my friends is so much more confident and intelligent than me, and another is 6'5, actual not Chad-like ranking-wise, but would fit under a more normie definition of it. And I feel like I am pushing them all away. I know I should be grateful that I have it better than most, and I love them like brothers, but I also hate them. I feel an overwhelming amount of jealousy towards them all the time, and it genuinely negatively impacts my quality of life. It has seriously strained our relationships, probably beyond repair.

if you were a millionare you would still be envious of billionares nigga, the problem is not your face or something, youre mentally ill get it fixed dude, go see a rapist or something

 

[717BP6]

So im not, like subhuman or anything. I’m not short, I’ve had relationships with girls, but I still am so deathly envious of people around me. I have this friend that I’ve been told by girls, even a girl I was dating at the time, and even my mom, that he looks like a more attractive taller version of me. My brother is 4 inches taller and more socially competent. One of my friends is so much more confident and intelligent than me, and another is 6'5, actual not Chad-like ranking-wise, but would fit under a more normie definition of it. And I feel like I am pushing them all away. I know I should be grateful that I have it better than most, and I love them like brothers, but I also hate them. I feel an overwhelming amount of jealousy towards them all the time, and it genuinely negatively impacts my quality of life. It has seriously strained our relationships, probably beyond repair.

self isolate or do drugs