I'm so lonely and its all my fault

[Abhorrence]

I ghosted my friends and ignored them irl. For some reason doing this at the time made sense.

I was friends with them for fucken years so its brutal

Now my new friends are fake and retarded

I'm all alone in this cold gay world now

 

[soulless_npc]

Same it sucks

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I have 2 friends and I've never felt better.

My imminent success prevents me from experiencing negative emotions.

 

[soulless_npc]

I feel u tho. if ur in a fragile state of transition or some shit sometimes you don't wanna interact with people from ur past cuz it triggers u. then when you get stable you might miss the company anyways. it's sorta like getting laid and dating and shit. ive spent so much fucking time behind a bong idealizing shit in my mind and then eventually u realize it's all bullshit and shit will never be perfect, all u have is the now

 

[Abhorrence]

I ignored one of my foid friends because she supported lgbt and shit
thought i couldnt relate to any of her shit

another foid friend made me meet with her bf and i felt like she saw me as a beta cuck so i ignored her also

and i felt like my male friends were bluepilled simp niggers

thats why i did this

but i have nobody now

 

[Deleted member 24712]

BAHAAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAA ur dying alone

 

[Abhorrence]

I feel u tho. if ur in a fragile state of transition or some shit sometimes you don't wanna interact with people from ur past cuz it triggers u. then when you get stable you might miss the company anyways. it's sorta like getting laid and dating and shit. ive spent so much fucking time behind a bong idealizing shit in my mind and then eventually u realize it's all bullshit and shit will never be perfect, all u have is the now

yeah exactly
i felt like i need to move on from my old persona thats why did it
but idk if it was worth it

 

[aBetterMii]

Losing very close friends is more brutal than losing any bitch (ive never had a bitch tho just assuming)

 

[soulless_npc]

another foid friend made me meet with her bf and i felt like she saw me as a beta cuck so i ignored her also

yeah that shits humiliating tho. i don't blame u. at some point u gotta stand for what u will and won't tolerate if you're trying to move toward a new u.

 

[Deleted member 21661]

I ignored one of my foid friends because she supported lgbt and shit
thought i couldnt relate to any of her shit

another foid friend made me meet with her bf and i felt like she saw me as a beta cuck so i ignored her also

and i felt like my male friends were bluepilled simp niggers

thats why i did this

but i have nobody now

you made the right choice

 

[soulless_npc]

yeah exactly
i felt like i need to move on from my old persona thats why did it
but idk if it was worth it

i wonder the same. idk. no strong person had an easy past

 

[NuclearBrainReturns]

>he fell for the sigma male grindset meme
>he got rid of the only ppl who cared about him and replaced them with retards because he wanted to put his penis in a wet hole

never gonna make it. try again next reincarnation cycle cuz ur coming back buddy. Not me though, I'm out of here after this life.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Good choice looksmax.org >>>

 

[Abhorrence]

>he fell for the sigma male grindset meme
>he got rid of the only ppl who cared about him and replaced them with retards because he wanted to put his penis in a wet hole

never gonna make it. try again next reincarnation cycle cuz ur coming back buddy. Not me though, I'm out of here after this life.

im kinda superior to them
felt like their mental capacities were nowhere near mine

but nobody gives a fuck about me now and thats kinda brutal

 

[soulless_npc]

im kinda superior to them
felt like their mental capacities were nowhere near mine

but nobody gives a fuck about me now and thats kinda brutal

ur right nobody does give a fuck thats the lesson u learn by being alone. i think the only value you can extract from loneliness is learning to be strong on your own. but i don't wanna linger here, fuck the whole sigma shit. no man is an island. plus since i'm retarded with social dynamics its taken me this long to learn that the way u get laid is by obviously meeting people and being able to network and shit and hopefully gain social rapport which is a dream for an incel with no status. so speaking for myself i have a lot of internal work to do, learning to be grounded and chill so i can be very open with people. i've spent so long closed off

 

[Abhorrence]

it do be lonely at the top