im so lonely, i keep getting abused by other people and i feel like a bitch

[ChristianChad]

im 17 and so lonely, i feel like i absolutely cannot communicate with other people. its really frustrating, i havent been able to talk with a person for 6 years, progressively getting worse and worse to where i can't "communicate" with someone. i don't understand at all. I was a very, very normal kid up until 10, until i got bullied.
thing is that i dont understand how i can change so much.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Do mdma and go to a party, then from that point remember what it felt like and pretend you are on mdma when you have conversations

 

[ChristianChad]

Do mdma and go to a party, then from that point remember what it felt like and pretend you are on mdma when you have conversations

thanks for the tip

 

[11gaijin]

You feel like a submissive abused bitch.

 

[ChristianChad]

You feel like a submissive abused bitch.

Yes. Elab this reply

 

[ChristianChad]

its very weird. legit the only people who i truly get and i feel like truly "get me" is the fictional character Travis Bickle. he cannot communicate to other people even when he talks to them and i feel the same.

 

[ChristianChad]

i relate to my older brother, grandmother, grandfather somewhat aswell. very intelligent people who know life.

i mean, hell, i relate to a lot of people in my life. but for the life of me, i cannot communicate with them no matter how hard I try.

Maybe I need to have a relationship with a female.

 

[ChristianChad]

@badg96 I want to be your friend Bruno, I know you are in your mid 20s but I want to have you as an acquaintance. Am I a stranger to you?

 

[Deleted member 16371]

It’s ok bro

 

[ChristianChad]

It’s ok bro

I hope
I cannot take this pain

 

[Deleted member 17531]

snort lines of cocaine and beat the fuck out of people at night while dressed in all black, that'll solve it

 

[ChristianChad]

snort lines of cocaine and beat the fuck out of people at night while dressed in all black, that'll solve it

I might just start acting wreckless.

If I do that I'll probably just get stabbed or thrown in jail. There's a punishment if you get caught