i'm so tired of this

[hax]

i feel so sick all of the time, mentally and physically,
it's not even my fault and i can't even try to fix it.

also i need to throw up rn and my brain hurts and i'm sweating and i have finals and i got called out for my subhuman infras and my mom dares complain the second i get home and my ponytail hair hurts and i have full lessons tomorrow and other shit i don't care to type out...

 

[Niche12345678890]

When I’m having a bad day but I remember you exist

 

[hax]

When I’m having a bad day but I remember you exist

ok

 

[Sceptical]

sleep can fix all of this,
sweet eternal sleep in the grace of death

 

[hax]

sleep can fix all of this,
sweet eternal sleep in the grace of death

if i ever die, i want to plan to ruin my life for temporary happiness before i do so

 

[160cmcurry]

could just drop out and get a ged

school isn’t rlly worth the stress

 

[hax]

could just drop out and get a ged

school isn’t rlly worth the stress

did this today

still feel like shit

even worse matter of fact

 

[Matrix88]

if i ever die, i want to plan to ruin my life for temporary happiness before i do so

Yo what are you implying? ER?

 

[imontheloose]

sounds like $U8 problems..

 

[dragons6422]

You kids are so over dramatic. Dude just sleep.

 

[sonic55555]

its another day in the life of hax thread

 

[160cmcurry]

did this today

still feel like shit

even worse matter of fact

don’t stress over it

what’s done is done

ged is a way easier path anyways

going through school every day can be rlly hard if your home life isn’t rlly the best or because of your lack of adequate social/dating life

i get it

i would’ve done the same too if i could go back in time

hard to get through every day waking up miserable every single day just to sit through classes feeling isolated, exhausted, come home to empty, crying yourself to sleep

i would’ve done the same too if i could go back in time

wasted so many years, all the pain and stress just adds up

sometimes your environment just burns you out completely


highschool isn’t even for everyone

for some people it’s just years of stress, loneliness, bad memories, and feeling behind socially while trying to survive classes at the same time

affects adulthood too if you fuck it up too

way better than forcing yourself through years of misery just for the “normal” experience everyone expects

i wish i could just hug you rn

most people don’t understand how badly a shitty social life or bad home situation can affect motivation and mental health until they go through it themselves

 

[tansel]

 

[Glorious King]

sleep can fix all of this,
sweet eternal sleep in the grace of death

So prime coming soon ?

 

[Sceptical]

So prime coming soon ?

yeah prime is soon...