I'm so weird

[ChristianChad]

I'm so un-NT I'm borderline autistic without having actual autism.
I went to a psychiatrist half a year ago and I saw that Jew rat list me as high functioning autism. I'm not on the spectrum in any way, I think it is developmental from getting fucked by bullying.

If I ever did a meetup from this site I would probably get bullied or something.

When people talk I think about things that are so far-off and unrelated but still related in some pathologically twisted way.
I remember irellevent things instead of learning new things, I remember videos just from thumbnail seeing them like months ago.

I'm very, very weird and I know it. I just don't understand how someone could be so unusual along with such a degree of awareness to it (not that they are conflicting), maybe at this rate I am not even aware to new things I am weird at.

I cannot walk or work properly when people look at me, I feel intimidated. Fucking how???? I framemog most people, even children intimidate me sometimes, like really high prenatal T low inhib Arab children. Id get scammed by a child.

When I talk to high prenatal T Morrocan or some shit my eyes sometimes water. It's very weird. I sometimes smile when walking past people. I have vertically high eyes and high forehead so I look like a faggot. I have light pheno in this African shithole they legit think I'm a fag, not like other Russians or Ukrainians here which are low inhib and very NT. I don't know how I will serve in the IDF. I have very severe psychological issues.
I don't think I will ever meet someone less NT then me. Even autistics and schizophrenics make more sense then me.

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Me too bro

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Me too bro

Living with old people screwed up my development, u either end up as a psycopathic thug or a fullblown autist, I think I got a mix of both

 

[Deleted member 6403]

Btw I don't think I can live w roommates, I'd probably freak them out w my autist tendencies, I need 20 hours of private time

 

[ChristianChad]

Btw I don't think I can live w roommates, I'd probably freak them out w my autist tendencies, I need 20 hours of private time

It's prob not as bad man, you could most likely explain your tendencies in a single sentence

 

[Deleted member 6403]

It's prob not as bad man, you could most likely explain your tendencies in a single sentence

It's pretty bad, I can't even sit normally, I either squat or lay tbh, and that's one of my least weirdest traits

 

[ChristianChad]

It's pretty bad, I can't even sit normally, I either squat or lay tbh, and that's one of my least weirdest traits

this is me trying to sit in public

 

[Deleted member 13318]

Btw I don't think I can live w roommates, I'd probably freak them out w my autist tendencies, I need 20 hours of private time

Been a loner most of my life tbh I had friends here n there but I just couldn’t be normal, also I’m extremely fucjing lazy

 

[JosephGarrot123]

I'm legit fucked mentally. Having no emotions is a deathsentence for talking with people. My face is expressionless. Pretty quiet and subdued, lacking humor. Too chill, serious all the time. I act like a robot

 

[Deleted member 13318]

Also hate being a self pitty cuck. There are times in my life when I feel normal and have everything going for me. I have severe case of adhd tbh

 

[ChristianChad]

Fuck it. At this rate it's probably over. My solutions are these: taking beta blockers or some Phenibut or some shit and just going ham on going to places, partying, ntmaxxing, otherwise I'm gonna rope.

Other option is crazy-maxxing:

 

[ChristianChad]

^ This man NT mogs me

 

[ChristianChad]

 

[ChristianChad]

It's over

 

[Deleted member 14138]

I'm so un-NT I'm borderline autistic without having actual autism.
I went to a psychiatrist half a year ago and I saw that Jew rat list me as high functioning autism. I'm not on the spectrum in any way, I think it is developmental from getting fucked by bullying.

If I ever did a meetup from this site I would probably get bullied or something.

When people talk I think about things that are so far-off and unrelated but still related in some pathologically twisted way.
I remember irellevent things instead of learning new things, I remember videos just from thumbnail seeing them like months ago.

I'm very, very weird and I know it. I just don't understand how someone could be so unusual along with such a degree of awareness to it (not that they are conflicting), maybe at this rate I am not even aware to new things I am weird at.

I cannot walk or work properly when people look at me, I feel intimidated. Fucking how???? I framemog most people, even children intimidate me sometimes, like really high prenatal T low inhib Arab children. Id get scammed by a child.

When I talk to high prenatal T Morrocan or some shit my eyes sometimes water. It's very weird. I sometimes smile when walking past people. I have vertically high eyes and high forehead so I look like a faggot. I have light pheno in this African shithole they legit think I'm a fag, not like other Russians or Ukrainians here which are low inhib and very NT. I don't know how I will serve in the IDF. I have very severe psychological issues.
I don't think I will ever meet someone less NT then me. Even autistics and schizophrenics make more sense then me.

Im aspbergers. And I think other things. I called 50 people last week because I was worried someone robbed my mail box to only later find out that it was sent to an alternate mailbox location. I set about 10 alarms on my phone to remind me to not forget to try to find it.